The dream started with someone asking me "Who do you SERVE?!?"  

I Serve no Man, Woman, God or Goddess, but I show and feel great respect for all of them. 

I DO serve the power, sentience, love and energy that created all we know and creates the being that I am (and we are) in this dimension.  While I serve no "one", I DO hope to be "of" service to all. To the Men, Women, Gods, Goddesses, and spirits that are here to DO something.  I have been told by more than a few that I am a catalyst, triggering the awakening in others, the realization that they are more than lumps of flesh walking around and that they (WE) ALL have powers not thought of as normal by the main stream.  The manipulation of energies, whether by a conscious act or just a feeling of love and caring, can do a LOT of good.  The few that know of their abilities to manipulate these energies and do not do so in a way of light, are being drawn down, weakened and taught or shown which is really the right path and which way truly leads to the exit and love and light.  A Service to Self attitude, greed and jealousy are no longer usable abilities or attitudes.  I am FAR from perfect and make several mistakes a day, or even an hour.  I know this and when possible I apologize for whatever wrong I have done, no matter how small I perceive it to be. That is HOW I serve, but to no "one".  

Those of you not in to any kind of spiritual thinking (as opposed to "religion") should take a good look at the alternative news sources, meaning SOME of the channeled messages, any NON MAIN STREAM MEDIA and a lot of information around the Mayan Calendar.  While I am NOT one of those thinking the world is going to "end" in 2012,  I DO believe we are in for a major change to the way we live, think and act towards others.  Anger, hate, greed and vengeance can no longer be the rule.  Greed and dishonesty are going to become a thing of the past.  Love (and I don't mean lust) is going to HAVE to rule the way we think and act or we simply aren't going to be around much longer.  Compassion, gratitude and understanding (not liking, but understanding) will be the way we live or we won't live.   After doing a lot of reading (studying or research) I am of the opinion that the Mayan calendar ends it's cycle in 2011 (Oct 28th actually), not 2012 and the cycles that started by taking millions of years to go through the days and nights (7 days and 6 nights for each cycle) will in 2011 take a whole 20 DAYS per day/night.  We as a people, world wide, have got to stop following the (ANY) party line, doing what "they" want and start thinking for ourselves.  Rely on intuition more than your thoughts and let your feelings be much more of a guide than in the past.  As things get faster (<evolution> as described in the Mayan calendar) we won't have time to "think" things through and our intuition will be what saves us from major mistakes.  

Before I (try to) go to sleep each night (morning actually), I consciously think and try to channel the love and healing energy from the source of everything.  I channel that energy to:

The Earth itself.  The planet and the Spirit of the earth.

Every living being UNDER the surface of the planet.

Every living being ON the surface of the planet  and

Every living being ABOVE the surface of the planet, to 33 thousand miles beyond the moon. 

I have no idea where the numbers came from or why I picked that number, but it felt right.  

There are times when I don't feel good or well.  Extremely tired, ill or something other and I still make sure I do this before I try to get to sleep.  I don't know if it's helping a single soul, but I felt it was needed and will keep it up until something tells me, aloud, to stop or that I don't need do it more.  That something verbal will not be a phone call, Email or otherwise "normal" form either.  :-)