Gender

Male

Location

Sonoma County, CA

Birthday:

April 7

About Yourself

OK. Once upon a time, I was a hard core, right wing. first assy of god, bible thumpin', holy rollin', married, republican A$$, dedicated to proving to all the heathens, which to me included just about everyone other than a very few "real" christian churches. Mormons, JW's, Catholics, Bahai etc. ALL goin' THERE. 13 years ago I was divorced and kind of swaped a few other preferences in my life as well. Prior to that, I SLOWLY started changing my attitudes when my father yelled because we were watching and let our kids watch Star Wars. "`The force' isn't of god, so it's satanic". Then as I studied the bible, so I could of course show all those others where THEY were wrong, I found all the things the churches don't want you to know, find or ask about. THEN I started looking everywhere for real answers and the truth. So now, according to a few on line surveys I've taken, I'm an eclectic pagan, or a neo-pagan. I see only one law or rule that one needs to beware of or be aware of, and that is: No matter what you do, or what energy you put out, it's comin' back. Sometimes as light as a feather and sometimes as a ton of bricks directly over your head. I don't see or believe the christian 7 times, the Wiccan 3 times etc., just that "It's Coming Back" That, along with a real concern for all, has me careful to send love, light and good energy wherever and when ever I can. I am an empath and denied that for years until a great psychic told me WHY I was going through things and how to shield, AND how do let down a gross amount of shielding I'd built up even as a kid. I can not allow myself to get truly angry or things break or the person I'm that angry with gets hurt. I found that out the hard way and laughed when another psychic tried to tell me "you can't get angry" a few times and when I just said "I know", she stood up and almost yelled "You can't get angry or people get hurt". I again told her that I know, and the 2 examples I vividly remember. So... I KNOW the energy is out there (or HERE) and that we can all DO a lot. I know that what we truly believe has an effect and affect on US and those we know, love and even those we're not at ALL fond of. I do not fight, I do not "return" bad energy to the person sending it when I can ground it and be on about my business. Having discovered that sending love and light energy back instead tends to confuse the living daylights out of everyone. I COULD go on for awhile, but I'll be the few of you that do read this are thinking I should have left the original "I'll get something here later" here. :-)