I just once again started the path of accession and I am new to this site. 15 years ago I met a men who told me all about Ashtar Sheran and the command and all the things related to the accession of our planet, he took me to a very remote place in Brazil where there was a 3 level dimensional gate, where I had physical contact with many multi dimensional beings and ships. This men (Urandir Fernandes de Oliveira) started a project named "Projeto Portal"(http://www.projetoportal.org.br) to bring awareness to all the things that are happening to our planet that at this point (2012) we know about. During the last 15 years I kind of "put aside" all the knowledge I've gained and became just another human stuck on a 3rd dimension reality.
Recently I lost my beloved grandparents, and that has been THE MOST SIGNIFICANT spiritual experience of my life, I felt joy and happiness for them since they were no longer living with the burdens off old age and the 3d. Ironically they passed away only 29 days from each other, after 75 years of marriage. I thought it would be a completely different experience, I thought I would be devasted and sad but instead I was reminded that life goes on and that death is an illusion. Their passing reminded me about the teachings of Ashtar and made me reconnect with his energy, it brought me to this site where I thought I would find guidence, love and care. I felt awakened once again and I wanted to get in touch with others that were having a simmilar experience.
I have noticed that many of you "light workers" carry a very big ego, and think that you are better then others because you are from this planet or that planet or whatever... I read a post on this site that sounded beautiful and uplifting, if it's true or not I don't know but it resonated very well within me. I made a compliment to the poster and thanked him (I think it was norway) and I was attacked, I was even called a reptilian (whatever that means)...
I am here because I want to ascend with our planet I am willing to do whatever it takes, I came here for help from others who know more and are more prepared then myself. NEVER i I thought I would be attacked by making a simple compliment. That made me really sad, almost hopeless...
There are enough haters in this world and there are plenty of sites and forums for them. I would love to see harmony in this site since this is a community of "like minded" people. Please be loving to one another, measure your words, you don't know who you are talking to. Before you put it out there, think how you would feel if those word were meant to you. Stop with the SMART ASS ARROGANCE. There should not be a place for this on this site and certainly there is no place for it in our near future reality. I am here because I SEEK THE TRUTH AND I WANT TO LEAR FROM YOU.
With Love!
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I am just taking all in and starting conversations. It doesn't mean that I agree with everything...
To be honest, I personally dont speak with big words or anything similar.
My polarity tends to be negative, because I have gone through a lot of bad people and experiences till so far.
However, dont get your head down by any 'egoist' comments of some who just spam Love and Light, without knowing the real meaning.
we are RESPONSIBLE FOR complicating things, because we have been mentally conditioned to not TO respect what comes easily.
IT IS SIMPLE.
Big words are used as a dressing on limitation of intellectual capability to feed EGO.
it sucks because i don't know myself the true meaning of love and light logically, i can fell it but I don't understand it. This is all somewhat new to me and big words get me quite confused and left with a vulnerable feeling sometimes.
Tell me about it! I keep swinging back and forward. I feel love but how can I live it when the entire system is against me? That feeling... I usually just take a deep breath, look up, and smile. Even when sometimes I feel hurt by ego's. This is ok. It's ok to cry for people who are asleep. I feel for them. I feel for myself having to deal with low vibrations. It is painful. But it will also go away eventually. So everytime I feel pain I say to myself, this is not my pain, these are not my thoughts. I love you.
Love Jenn
Well this is a great example here. The best way to understand, both logically and from the heart level, the value of love and light...is just to experience things. Experience really is the best teacher. But I know you can't experience everything directly, that's why I always watch documentaries, it's visual, I feel like I'm indirectly experiencing it. That brings it home to heart.
Like I'll watch a documentary about Nazi Germany, or the Rape of Nanking....or...I'll watch videos of beheadings and executions...and I'll feel it....it really brings it home, into your being...the nuances between good and evil...and how horrible evil really is, and how great and valuable love is. So that's a great way to understand better the meaning and value of love and light, understand its opposite.
And I'll tell you too, I had this experience a few days ago...where I really had a great insight about love and light, and I really understood the value of it. And it's not really a logical or mental process, it's a vision and a feeling, it's something you just begin to know and realize. It comes from the heart level, it really does.
Love and oneness isn't really a theory lol Or something of the intellect. Like you can't learn it from reading an article lol It's an insight, a feeling, a realization....that comes from the heart and soul, and you're already getting there it seems, if you can feel it...that's the whole point of it, so good for you, you're ahead of the game lol
Like to add this at the last part of your writing.
A certain time I was so restless , so hardly searching for the source, the oneness..the more I tried and pushed... the more I got stuck... , I went ouside and saw in the evening-sky a little cloud of mosquitos and probably because I had let go of getting there... I was there, in oneness and bliss, just right in the moment, no more thoughts,no searching, feeling the perfectness of myself, the world, the moment.I stood there for minutes... half an hour...?
I still look at the sky or trees.... It brings me back where I belong...here and now, out of the thoughts and into the moment of being ...myself.
A big lesson for me : It is always there, if we only can let go all thinking and seeking, the wanting to....
and believe me, I still get lost some times... :))
It is a good feeling, but also very very vulnerable in a society where almost no person lives in this state of mind. It is also not a choice. It just is. And that makes it hard sometimes. There is no way back once you are in the high vibrations. And people tend to see us as insane or different at its best.
The Creator created everything with Love, Light and Free Will.
Without the three of these, there can be no Creation.
I'd like to add two or three words about polarities too..Polarities are ways of expression.
There is no Yin without Yang or Yang without Yin..Matter of fact: If everything was Dark, we would have no feeling of compassion and respect towards others, If everything was Light and Beautiful, it would become too delusional.
So Light, tends to have a more neutral basis on the topic, it is what embodies every part of the Creation.
Passing into higher levels, you meet higher beings from both polarities, till you reach the Source.
I dont know if I made myself clear.
you made yourself quite clear and thank you for also being a person not afraid to present the fact that all densities have polarity right till the very end.
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