Hi,
I'm from Germany, I'm new here ... and here are two or three words about me ...
From childhood I had kind of feeling that somethings's wrong, either with me or on this planet.
Nevertheless, I tried the usual things because people said I should: Working hard, earning money, burying most of my dreams. I had been brought up in a pure atheistic-materialistic way, so that was only logical.
Pretty young still, with 38, I broke out from of one section of the "jail" - the private-life-cell. I was still shy and I got over it by approaching thousands of people in the streets, mostly women because there was my biggest challenge, doing funny & comfort zone augmenting stuff in public, which was unthinkable before.
3 years later I also said good-bye to my well-paid engineering job, earning some life as a flirtcoach now, but I knew inside that it was for the sake of my personal development, that I had to get rid of the 60-hour-per-week-treadmill.
Just four months ago, in August 2011, I found out that the world was not what it seemed to be, which was the biggest shock of my life. So I opened my eyes wide and found out about all of this stuff ... oscillating between fright and fight - until I decided to judge with my heart instead of my head. This decision was necessary because otherwise I would have killed myself, probably ;)
I have been noticing that I am guided from "somewhere" in the form of coincidences, strong emotions and information that emerges in my way, for at least the last 5 years. The last 2 things I was guided to were: (1) learning the russian techniques by G. Grabovoi and A. Petrov (saving the word, healing yourself & immortalize the physical body) + (2) cleaning my soul from pitch-black energies ;). The latter method works with love, so I think it's quite strong ...
Weeks ago I found some channeled ET messages and these resonated with my heart ;). Especially those from Sirius, so maybe I'm are a starseed. Maybe not, because I feel quite connected with Earth, too.
It seems that I'm developing / changing with exponential speed, sometimes making me dizzy, and sure I am not the only one who has this feeling. Because now I seem to be a somewhat different person every week or even day, which needed years to happen in the past.
Finally I have to admit something ... I only opened a profile because I wanted to comment and it was not possible without. ;) But in the meantime I forgot where I wanted to put the comment, just happy to have found this side where I can express this side of myself.
Love & Light & a happy Monday evening
Thomas
PS: Did not post a photo of mine for the moment, because I have some business-related sites and I don't want to mix it with private things.
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Thank you all so much!
Hi,
Nice ... Welcome ... And feel free to express yourself ... There are a lot like you here on this site ....
Let Love, Light and Divinity fill us all ..................
Welcome Thomas! I completely know what you mean about the speed of the changes. I have progressed with lightning speed over the last 3-4weeks. It's like everyday I wake up feeling more different than the one before. I've let go of old feelings of attachment to relationships, view death with detachment, don't feel the need to grieve for things that were never mine (although I used to believe they were). My family hasn't been able to keep up and they all think there is something seriously wrong with me! But I feel so much lighter so how can it be wrong? Sorry, Im rambling, just wanted to let you know you aren't the only one!
By the way I have a message for you: this morning as soon as I got on this site I had the thought (?) "Thomas is not here"...
That was way before I saw your post. Does it mean anything to you?
Thank you. I let go the fear of death months ago, too. In addition, I learnt from Russian teachings how to live in this physical body for hundreds of years ... didn't get your last sentence though, in fact I'm not very psychic, though I started to analyze my dreams. Love T.
Welcome Thomas.
Welcome friend....you will learn a lot on this sight....As I, It seems you are on your way to better understanding.
Stacey : )