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Thank you for visiting my profile, and having the curiosity and desire to read this. What brings me here is quite interesting, actually. I woke up on the first day of 2012 with the words "Ashtar Command" quite purposefully entering my mind. Like it was "said to me." I repeated it back, as if I was supposed to, "Ashtar Command" I repeated to myself as I swung my feet to the floor to get up out of bed. I immediately asked my husband and son "What is Ashtar Command? Have you guys ever heard of it? Is it from a sci-fi movie or something?" They just shrugged their shoulders at me, uninterested. So, before even having my fist cup of coffee, I went onto the internet and much to my surprise there was indeed an "Ashtar Command", and this website being one of the first sites to pop up. I took it as a meaningful sign, and went with it.Then friends started sending me more info about "Ashtar Command" and the Pheonix Journals (interesting stuff, and none of which I had ever heard about.) So all in all I feel it correlates with my "About Me", which i wrote over a year ago, and just keeps being confirmed for me. :) So here it is...

♥ Quite simply, I consider myself to be a very open-minded, awake and aware individual who appreciates and investigates the amazing reality, the history, the present, and the future of our Earth home, of humanity, the universe, multi-verses, and all dimensions, seen and unseen by the human eye. Since a very early age I have been on this quest for the Truth of our existence here, fully knowing that the world is not at all what it seems. The wonders and questions of our "reality" are not readily or easily explained or understood. I believe it is up to each of us, individually, to seek the answers out for ourselves, as free-thinkers and truth-seekers. Not only acquiring knowledge through outside sources, but also (and especially) from within. Not just automatically believing what we are taught through education or the media or religious instituions, but searching for our own Truths, using our own minds, our free will, and our intuition to achieve a deeper understanding of the world around us. I instinctively have done this for as far back as I can recall. Lucky enough to have open-minded parents, whose own world views were pretty "out there".

Throughout my life, I have found, that a seemingly unseen force has been graciously handing me bits and pieces of a great and wondrous puzzle. Remarkably, the moment I come across a particular topic that piques my interest, the very second I express genuine curiosity in it, information relating to that topic begins to manifest itself in a subtle, but clearly evident way. Suddenly, out of the blue, without going through much effort at all to pursue it, I am led inexplicably to the information (or maybe the information is led to me?). I learned very quickly, intuitively, that it must be a sign that I am on the right track. Whether the knowledge comes at me from a conversation with someone, something I've overheard, a book that I'm reading or acquire, or information I catch by chance while searching the internet for something completely unrelated...I am constantly and repetitively being pointed in the right direction, being guided on my quest for the answers. I certainly cannot easily dismiss the significance of that. So I absorb all the information on the subject matter that I can, the insightful bits, and take from all my personal research that which rings true to me in my heart, resonating deeply within my soul, and discarding that which does not. Slowly but surely, the bigger picture has come into view, the great big puzzle becoming more and more complete each waking day. The unmistakable Truth gradually making itself visible through the fog of this "reality"...

It has been a fascinating ride, and certainly continues to be. I am utterly grateful for this journey, this lifetime. There is wonder and amazement at every turn. My way of viewing our world doesn't always jive with everyone close to me, but I rather like living with my eyes and mind wide open, listening closely to my intuition, my heart and soul, awake and aware, appreciating life's gifts, and being receptive to the universe and The Truth.♥