So after taking this South American brew called Hayahuasca (google it to know more, strongest psychedelic), I got propelled into the heavenly realms and stayed there for like 16 hours, longest voyage ever. There are different layers, I ended up in one where there were many beautiful colors as light purple, violet, white & gold emanating and sound of a violin playing in the background, felt only pure love and light circulating in that realm, some other angels beaming me light and love welcoming me.
A bit later, I managed to connect with God the father again and I asked him. "Why do we all exist?" Why did you create us? What's your interest in creating us?" "What's the sense of all this". "You said supposedly we have free will then at the same time you say it's all pre-destined and the elects were chosen beforehand. So how can the elects be chosen beforehand and you said we have free will?
He just told me "He never created us (our souls), we are eternal and so is he. And that we are all trapped in a sort of ETERNAL PLAYING DRAMA THAT SPINS FOREVER. And he told me I don't need to bother about that for now, just help all your brothers on Earth to get back to me into the light, that's all I should know for now. He told me only those who will remember him. ACKNOWLEDGE HIS EXISTENCE and make the effort 'to get back home' will be spared and saved. I told him it's not fair to the other ones, they are your children too, how can you abandon them. He tells me it's their roles, he can't do anything and he's trapped in this drama too and people have overestimated his capacity. The Father is above all of us as Soul but nevertheless he's trapped in the 'drama' too that spins and repeats forever.
I asked him why are we forced to come down on Earth to play our roles, why can't we just stay with you here in heaven forever. He tells me "You need to play your role in the drama and I can't do anything about this". I ask but why. He doesn't answer and tells me just tell to all your brothers down make an effort get back to me into the light before this cycle ends and help upgrade the planet's vibratory level with peace and love to prepare the earth for the next age. He told me majority they will return back with him in the upper realms by FORCE by the end of the drama IF they will not make effort to connect with him NOW to increase their frequencies cos they won't be able to bare the intense vibrations that's gonna increase soon. I get to conclude that heaven in where God is above and paradise in rather on Earth but in an era where everything will be perfect. I asked him again "Why should I do as you say if by the end if everything is pre-destined?" He tells me if you wanna rebel against me and about existence as if it was all my fault when it's not (making me understand he is trapped in this drama too) just like your fallen brothers (demons) and go against me you have free will but you know what's waiting for you. You already got banned from heaven during the Universal Deluge like your many other brothers who are on earth with you right now. You need to awaken them up. Some are already awaken, other half asleep and yet others still sleeping. Few time is left, be quick in awaken them all. You got a chance now to reform, do as I say if you want to be saved. I told him "I promised I will stay with you and LINK back maximum brothers on Earth into the light with. But Father don't mind, but I think I had the right to ask you this question though. Anyways, I do not know what is this all about but I will just do as you say"
I came down back into my body still BAFFLED and questioning myself about EXISTENCE. What is this ETERNAL DRAMA all about? Why do we need to come down on Earth. Why this drama spins and repeats itself forever? What's the sense of all this?
ANYONE HERE HAS AN IDEA WHY DO WE EXIST? If the Father himself if not answering me this question, I wonder who will/can. But I'm still curious and perplex. Anyway brothers, what's YOUR theory of existence?