“Farewell, my brave Hobbits. My work is now finished. Here at last, on the shores of the sea… comes the end of our Fellowship. I will not say do not weep, for not all tears are an evil…”
~ Gandalf the White
(For the record, I think Gandalf the Grey is infinitely cooler than Gandalf the White; he’s way more badass. But the above quote seemed fitting.)
I may be completely wrong about tomorrow. If I am, I am. I’ll get over it.
Obviously I don’t think I am at all. I think I’m right.
Ladies and gentlemen; dear readers; friends: if any of my words have reached any of you and made any sort of difference, I’m glad. That was my task in this lifetime. I got sidetracked, and wasted a lot of time being depressed and hating myself, which is annoying, but hopefully I didn’t leave it too late to wake up. Either way, I think I’ll find out pretty soon.
No matter what happens tomorrow – don’t worry. I promise you, everything’s going to be alright. Because time is an illusion – all we are currently experiencing has already happened; and trust me – it turned out fine
And please, if anyone is fearful for my sanity – it’s okay. So am I, sometimes. If I’m totally mistaken about all this and nothing happens tomorrow, I will be okay. I’ll take good care of myself, and make full use of the support of my wonderful friends and family, without whom I wouldn’t be here, writing these words.
But if I’m right – if tomorrow holds what I think it might – I will say this: you chose to be here for the experience.
If you’re wondering what my plans are, considering I think this could be my last night on Earth: I’m going to lie next to my amazing girlfriend and hopefully hear her giggle in her sleep again. Those little moments are what make life worth living.
See you on the other side xxx