I've been wondering a few things.
With all the changes going on and the ascension going on ... I have been in a relationship for 2 years with my boyfriend.. I am 23 he is 31...
When i met him i saw 11:11 everywhere following me around and i thought it was "meant to be" i saw we could have an amazing future, he was amazingly polite, sweet and charming... untill i got to "really" know him after he moved in my house with my mom... we have been through a very very hard situations because he has anger issues .. he asked me many times to forgive him and i did..he is going to a psychiatrist now to help him deal with it...he is not much of a spiritual person at all... I can say... it is still a strange relationship. He promised me that he is going to work and make things work between us but its mostly sweet words and no actions. I am a light worker and i think he is holding me back from growing or probably not?
I recently found out that he told his dad on an open email that he doesnt want to be with me and that he didnt want to be for a long time and allot of other things that to me there are Lies, they are not true at alll. i felt so sad about this because he seems very happy to me and we had many plans...i didnt understand why he didn't tell me? after i calmly asked him if there is something i should know or if there is something bothering him...he got verbally abusive and very defensive and just went to sleep. The next day he was on this anger again..i left him alone the whole day but i am in great confusion.
I just need a different more deep perspective and support on my issue here. I've tried to help him spiritually, energetically, emotionally, mentally and financially.... but its all up to him if he wants to change or not but now he is getting very abusive and disrespectful and its very confusing for me whats the mission i have with him? Whats the plan?? I don't know what our contract is?? What do u guys think?