The open diary of my life. I almost feel i should adress this to the people who may be reading it but i think i will adress it to source(the eternal being we are all a part) i wonder what i would like to say....
I am deeply disturbed by a growing trend I'm seeing here at (Ashtar Command) as I see a lot of good people are leaving the group!? This is troubling too me as I have met a lot of good friends here and I trully enjoy this site and have le
I just found this as I was going over some old automatic writing and such, and I wanted some feedback from the family here. Looked over the groups and this seemed like the most appropriate place to post it :)
Dear diary, I feel myself in a void. There is an unsettling feeling that I'm in limbo. I can't quite grasp what it is that I'm supposed to be reaching for. I sit with myself, meditate, try to pay special attention to the feelings within me. Their defi
It's been a long hard road trying to adapt to life on this planet some two million light years from home. Fumbling around in the dark not knowing why I am here. Not even knowing until 2006 where I even come from only that it was anywhere but here. Kn
Dear Diary, Realizing a bit more, day by day, that I can make a difference. This is my self-belief. I can effect change. Once, self-belief said I am not...today self-beleief says I AM.
So today we had to do this lesson...the Elders who have had all this training and instruction had to give advice and guidance to five initiates. So it was my turn and I spoke like a "Master" and my wisdom sounded like it was coming from a "Master" a
Today started off well and throughout the day i have felt very tired and with heavy heart as my son and his family are not communicating with us. I do miss my son and his family terribly and would love to reunite with them and have a light heart. we
the last couple of weeks have been really hard for me with family in the uk being very ill. I am getting lots of conflicting messages from spirit which is leaving me very confused and drained with te situation. nice to be able to get this o
dear diary, last night's shift was tolerable. Leo wasn't being completely backwards, and actually allowed me to do my job with less obstruction than normal! i am appreciating when he is out of character like that! i accidentally got blood on my shoe.
Once more I beheld the most beautiful cloud which held my eyes, I could not look away and the light of the sun its rays shined through the cloud like a million brilliant diamonds and the cloud parted like a door way in Heaven opening and I beheld hi