I have HAD IT with this planet! I've always felt like an outsider, and have been feeling more and more frustrated, but today I just got carded, scanned, and treated like catal one time too many. Most of what people do here really bugs me, and I can f
Read more…The open diary of my life. I almost feel i should adress this to the people who may be reading it but i think i will adress it to source(the eternal being we are all a part) i wonder what i would like to say....
Lately it would almost seem that i am
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I am deeply disturbed by a growing trend I'm seeing here at (Ashtar Command) as I see a lot of good people are leaving the group!? This is troubling too me as I have met a lot of good friends here and I trully enjoy this site and have le
Read more…Again, this seemed the most appropriate place to put this. Warning, it's firey.
http://www.ashtarcommandcrew.net/profiles/blogs/my-rant-on-think-theyre-higher
Bless~
Read more…I am about to be persecuted and put in jail for something that I did not do!
And I am fearful, although I am probably only going to be jailed for 48 hours!
I am really cosraphobic, I also suffer from high anxiety and panic attacks
I will be all alone.
I
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Realizing a bit more, day by day, that I can make a difference. This is my self-belief. I can effect change. Once, self-belief said I am not...today self-beleief says I AM.
Hi Friends,
I just found this as I was going over some old automatic writing and such, and I wanted some feedback from the family here. Looked over the groups and this seemed like the most appropriate place to post it :)
http://www.ashtarcommandcrew.ne
Read more…It's been a long hard road trying to adapt to life on this planet some two million light years from home. Fumbling around in the dark not knowing why I am here. Not even knowing until 2006 where I even come from only that it was anywhere but here. Kn
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My daughter of light, go unto all my children and write these words for all to understand:
Now more than ever we the new people
need to develop certain qualities as spiritual warriors!
Our mettle is soon to be tested during the time of transition we
Read more…learn love, live love, be love.
Love is the universal energysource through which all things are united, brought together and bound.
starseeds,light workers and all who will.It is time to extinguish the darkness and bring back the light.In all facets,a
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I feel myself in a void. There is an unsettling feeling that I'm in limbo. I can't quite grasp what it is that I'm supposed to be reaching for. I sit with myself, meditate, try to pay special attention to the feelings within me. Their defi
Mi amada presencia Yo Soy, bendice a cada celula divina de mi amado planeta Gai, y a todos los seres vivos, amor, y mucha paz, los amo.
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let's start with love and light, which is joy and peace.
What a beautiful message! Joy and peace to all!
So today we had to do this lesson...the Elders who have had all this training and instruction had to give advice and guidance to five initiates. So it was my turn and I spoke like a "Master" and my wisdom sounded like it was coming from a "Master" a
Read more…Today started off well and throughout the day i have felt very tired and with heavy heart as my son and his family are not communicating with us. I do miss my son and his family terribly and would love to reunite with them and have a light heart. we
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the last couple of weeks have been really hard for me with family in the uk being very ill. I am getting lots of conflicting messages from spirit which is leaving me very confused and drained with te situation. nice to be able to get this o
Read more…dear diary, last night's shift was tolerable. Leo wasn't being completely backwards, and actually allowed me to do my job with less obstruction than normal! i am appreciating when he is out of character like that! i accidentally got blood on my shoe.
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Once more I beheld the most beautiful cloud which held my eyes, I could not look away and the light of the sun its rays shined through the cloud like a million brilliant diamonds and the cloud parted like a door way in Heaven opening and I beheld hi
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