I have seen many years of my entire lifetime after I left school.

chances of a relationship for me were always dimmed out.

every single girl I met had a boyfriend...and I am getting to the point now of just saying , okay!!enough is enough... maybe I know this will not happen this way for me.

My sister is married and had a child..... my other sister will soon meet somebody to marry already.

But for me..... No way!!!!

I always think the same because it never happens as years and months pass by...

I really do not care anymore...

Love can be impossible for many others ..because they get rejected a lot from certain boys/girls.

I know it's very , very hard to fall in love for many other people indeed.

For I have seen people being in a single state for years and years on end.

I really am not looking in fact I am no longer trying because I really could not be bothered at all if it never happens, that's my destiny ...I don't care.

relationships are not always good anyways....

people get into fights and attraction over time can wear out a bit emotionally.

so.....why should I bother....

I could be on a road until death on being single for the rest of my life......

my friend is also in the same situation as me....for all her friends are married, and she has always been stuck on a single pathway on her life.

I feel the same as her.....

and my other church friend , in which he tells me he also never had a girlfriend either or even a chance to kiss a girl and get into a relationship with someone.

THE TRUTH IS!!!!!

RELATIONSHIPS!!!!!= FORGET IT!!!!

And as for me.....

I have no soulmate nor do I have ..or ever will have a partner at all.

everybody tells me I am good looking......... I don't know why.....

I walk into a shop with lots of girls just looking at me?

what the fluff??? why are they looking at me like that? weird?

and chances of marriage are impossible for me ...due to where my life is heading... I have no reason to get into a personal singler relationship with any girl.

I do not believe you have to meet a certain guy/girl for love.....that's bullcrap!!!

all this is over!!!! I am gone...

and I know it won't happen.