i know we should be vibrating in a higher frequency? , but i can't help having this battle inside knowing about the spiritual path and i've had this higher feeling from a young age i know what i should be doing!! but this earth programming is strong how do you break down your perceived expectations from your ego without it destroying you in doubt and questions? will we reach a state of understanding ? we need to survive this illusion and earn(cash) sustainance and understanding even though every thing is against the free knowledge of what has been suppresed for ages about our true past! even the lemurians are collapsing tunnels to safe gaurd the knowlegde from miner's in peru and more recently new zealand!! when will the real awakening come as i know there is something very profound coming!! we all feel it but most people are hypnotised by distraction( earning money ,surviving, status, looking good to our peers and proving we are doing ok!)

really let's lift the veil and stop the ruling few from telling the masses what to believe and how to react!! we are magical being's with the might and wonder of god and the spark of life...in all of us! we/i need to start believing this is our reality and so it shall be!! i'm on my quest, so believe it will be, but patience is required. let's all try this evolution mindset! believe in the process! we are all doing what we are suppossed to be doing for now!! love light and understanding for us who need to catch up!!

thanks!

slowly awakening soul!!