Spiritual Forum

Hello everyone,

Before I write anything, I am reminding you all again that my English skills is not that great, so please bear with my English.  I appreciate your patience with it.  By the way, one of other reason why I joined this community is to share our information and memories from our own past lives (reincarnation). I always want to be able to start actually write down stories of what I currently can remember of my past lives and share it with community while reading from different people here. One of most interesting experiences in my life I had is meeting people that I had strong connection with. These are people that get to remember who we were together in past lives from here Earth and other places beyond this Earth. We shared our memories as we put puzzles together and we see the important lessons that it presents to us where we apply in this life.

The most important lessons I learned about reincarnation and that is, to never live in the past but instead, bring the great lessons from our past lives as we apply it in this life where it is part of our wisdom we use to express through our current lives. It also help you remembering who you truly are! Each of lives are meant for you to live through to learn and gain wisdom from each of lives' experiences, build your spirit's character/traits, to gain more abilities to be creative in expressing things in your lives, and other all purposes.

One of my new friend here, Trinity, inspired me to write this thread about "Past lives" and I thank her for that! I am certain that each of you remember your own past lives in different ways and I am going to post how it all began in my life when it come to experience and remembering my own past life memories. Before I begin my story, keep in mind that I don't remember every memories, instead I remember so many of fragments of my memories. It is shattered everywhere in me like shattered glasses where I have been putting pieces together through my life journey. There is so many of them and I am simply letting them flow into me and I put them together where they are there for me to remember for great purposes in my current life. As stated above, I am to remember them for bring important lessons from each of these memories where I use to apply in my current life as I am living in my present "NOW" life to fullest. I remember my past lives memories from my heart as my main source along with my mind. Each time fragments of memories hit me, I start feeling old emotions I went through in these past life moments with flashbacks going through my mind.

It all began when I was at age of around 3 where I began to have a very first dream and I still can remember my very first dream as if it were yesterday to me. It was music dreams, I was being introduced into playing piano. I was seeing white glove hitting keys on piano, demonstrating me what to do. When glove stopped, moved aside, I began playing piano and it went bit off key, that is when gloves stopped me. It played again then let me play until I got it right. When I did get it right, I began to feel the vibrates where it 'creates' the scene where I began to have flashbacks filling up my world inside my dream with so much mixed feeling going everywhere... I keep playing piano and I was seeing myself being in different pieces of scenes at the same time. I was seeing myself in World War II being fighter pilot for British, Being leader of Norseman viking in great battles, Gladiator, Altantean and other overwhelming vast numbers of different scenes from my fragments of memories stored inside my akashic records.. And I realized that when I play piano, I was expressing the frequency and vibrations of emotions from within my spirit core. After that vivid dreams, I woke up and I still could 'hear' the music for a short time in my mind before it faded away, especially being fully deaf in my life. Then since that time, being fully conscious/awake of everything around me, I began to have flashback of many things, especially having nightmares from my vast number of war past lives memories. (I have been through so much wars through many lives for reasons) and then later in my life, they start to disappear slowly because I was being forced into religious of Catholic. I don't blame anyone who forces me into it where I get oppressed of remembering them. My conscious/awaken mind start to go into sleep mode where I was 'shutting it off' as I was being forced to forget them when I was being taught by religious school (Catholic) where they teaches us of illusion where we only have "one life" and that's it. It took me from age of 6 until age of 21 to finally 'wake up' from it when I finally got fed up with their teaching where I always sensed and felt something is very wrong with Catholic teaching. I finally started thinking for myself consciously and I was screaming inside me to be FREE from being 'submissive' to these religious mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. When I did, I faced negative consequence of it but it had to be done in order for me to be freed from it.

When I do, I have never ever looked back anymore. When I decided to try meditating as my 'inspired' action, that is when I started to 'tap' into inner myself for first time after these times I wasn't being truthful to myself from inner self when I was first introduced into religious. After leaving religious at age of 21 (I am turning 30 soon), I became my own freed spiritual person without any religious. It was the best thing I have ever done in my life. So when I meditated more and more everyday, that is when I started to open my paradox box inside me, that is when I began to experience very violent explosion of overwhelming vast numbers of fragments from my past memories hitting me from everywhere from inside me, it was like opening vault from pipe that needed opening after experiencing extreme pressure built in it. It was like that and it became so chaotic moments of my life. It took me several years to finally get used to it and straight it out. I was able to put all pieces together and certain things started to happen in my life. I began to bump into people who I have strong connect with out of nowhere and we became close friends. Later in time, we realized we remembered each other from our past lives!

I was able to start taking notes of each fragments of my past lives, especially emotions I was feeling from each of my past lives memories in fragment pieces. I have learned one things... There are different between just seeing pictures and seeing pictures while feeling the emotions there. When we create our own experiences in each lives, we always leave the print of emotions back there, especially when we experience something with so much emotions from very joyful to fearful. These peaks of emotions was what I was feeling each time I was replaying my flashbacks from fragments of my memories. That is why I was seeing different strong points of my each past lives where something big happened with emotions there. For example, World War II as british fighter pilot, I remembered strong feeling when I was in violent dogfight againast Luftwaffe fighter (Bf 109s/Me 109s) and bombers (He 111s) and I was in raging fighting spirit. You see, when I was in that moment, I was raging with strong feeling that it was leaving prints of emotions inside spirit's memory. That is how I started to attach more and more of past lives memories by taking notes of the feeling I was having when I was expressing specific pictures in my mind where it involves heavy old, nostaglic feeling.

That is how I attached many fragments into a bigger memories pieces and it never end there, I was able to start remembering each of different memories, small pieces of them. I managed to out huge pieces together for a few of my past lives that was so signifcation to me where it offers great lessons for me to use as my additional wisdom in my current life. I will share these with you all when I write them down in this threads. One of them is about me being powerful norseman viking leader where I clashed with army of raiders from China while I fell in love with China warrior woman where I created powerful family tree of Norseman viking and chinese people. And yes I know history book stated that Viking have never touched China and I am telling you that history book is not right. That is also where I also learned how to stop trusting history book and go beyond merely book to seek for truth. History book is written by mankind in biased way. There is a saying "People who won the war writes history book, not people who lost the war. There is always and will always be oppressed, erased information from history book and everything is always biased in history book. History book always changes all the time as it is formed of very limited, biased knowledge forged by mankind. I learned how to trust my inner self, my past lives memories, researching, and searching answers out there beyond the history book to find answers.

Anyway, back to subject of reincarnation, last few years have been very interesting experiences for me. After 5 to 6 years of constant flows of pieces of my past lives memories flowing through me, I started to remember even more memories that is not from Earth. For example, when I was remembering certain things from age of Altantis/Lumeria, I go beyond that to point where I was starting seeing and feeling the memories from other planets of Tiamat, Mars and other... Same with different people/creatures through this universe and other universes. I was so confused with these but with help from constant meditating, researching, and putting pieces together, I started to be able to accept these in and let it flow in me. I used to block it at first because I thought I was being ridicious for remembering these. But then that is when I learned other lessons in my life and that is to trust myself... Trust my heart and let all flow into me, so I did... And that is where I got to remember certain amazing memories where it also bring me great lessons... Both Joyful and Fearful memories and I braced it all. I was able to see the important lessons and expressed the wisdom in my life where I made difference in my own life.

After experiencing these thing and still is, I asked myself "Why am I able to remember so many of these fragments of memories? How does it serve me? What am I gonna to do with it?" And that is where I realize that it is not just for me but for others who want to learn from it too. That is one of other purposes for me being here, and that is for me to share it with people. It doesn't matter to me if people believe me or not, as long I am sharing with people, it make me very happy. I am truly very blessed that I am able to experience this kind of very interesting experiences. One of other interesting thing that also happened to me in my life and that is, I got to meet a few people who are also my close friends that ALSO remembered me from past lives from other places not from Earth which verified whole thing for me! I was so surpised when this happened and I realized that I am not being silly/ridicious for remembering these fragments of memories.

Later in time when I have more time, I will start writing down differnet stories of specific memories that I managed to put together as huge pieces. But keep in mind, I am not able to remember everything but that is ok, like I said, fragments came to me for reasons. And at the same time, please also know that not everything I post is perfect and I can be wrong in any information I share with. I could have been seeing some of my memories in wrong way. But again, I am not afriad to share with people what feels truthful and right from within my heart.