sitting here hearing someone whistling when there is no one there got me thinking... if my friends and family really loved me then i should be in a mental instituion... from the general populations perpective.. the beleifs spouted on this website are a lil off the wall..  but then i think for me it seems to go a bit deeper.  dont know where im going with all this.. lol maybe i should  start a new diary.  i come to this site to join with other like minded individuals.. and though i share similar beleifs with the average member hear i still feel so out of place period with everything outside of myself still. and i know thats a common feeling for most starseeds in general to feel out of place but i dont what gives.am i just crazy?

point is why cant i find a place where i feel as if i fit in or belong or like - "yeah they get me"?

not really expecting any answers just felt like sharing more of a piece of my head..

..thanks for listening.

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  • thanks that was awesome!

  • thanks anthony

  • Stand Strong Kenya... You were born to do this ;-) ~InLight555

                                                                         ~OneLoveRevolution247

  • You are not so alone.  I hear things too.  Things that aren't really making sound that everyone else can hear too.  High pitched sometimes.  Sometimes, just a solid tone like a South American flute, hollow, but very real, like a wave only no wind.  Bells, sometimes, chiming and colorful. It seems we have spiritual hearing as well as spiritual sight.  A third ear as well as a third eye.  No, I don't think you belong in the loonie bin.  If so, you would have lots of company, dear.  Thanks for opening this subject for us :)  

  • Just another day in the life.

    You're right on track.

    The deeper you delve inside.

    The more unique you realize you are on the outside.

    Cest la vie

  • OMG feather winger...thank you for the video ...very awesome....i must admit....i was very moved by it

    ...VERY AWESOME.. :)

  • Kenya!

    NO!! You're not going crazy at all! Last week, I was just relaxing in my recliner and drifted off to sleep. Mind you, no one was home but me. No TV, radio, washing machine, NO noises at all. Just the usual hum of the refrigerator.  I slept for about 30 minutes when all of a sudden behind me,I hear the loud "clapping" of hands! "CLAP CLAP!!!" Just like that! Like a hypnotist does when he wants his client to wake up! I didn't bother looking behind me because like I stated earlier, NO one was home but ME!! Also, I am looking for someplace I can go where I'm completely accepted and understood. A "physical" location. This is paramount in my life right now!! I have learned that a "truth" kept to oneself, will soon become a lie. I need to make contact NOW!!

    • THANKS FOR RESOPNDING LIGHT WARRIOR . keep me updated on your results of your search. in the meantime even understanding myself seems to me to be un atainable ...but yet i do accept self..no choice in that matter : thanks 8116014495?profile=original

  • You aren't crazy dear, you're just going against your programming. Keep doing it, the programming is what keeps you from evolving. By the way, accepting yourself the way you are is a great way of fitting in; by seeking others approval and comparing yourself to others, you take away from your own approval. You don't need anyone elses approval because you are exactly where you should be and are asking the right questions. When you 'get' you and you agree with you and you recognise that your own voice is what you should be listening to, you won't need to fit in because you will recognise that you already do.

    Do write though, writing helps your brain to figure out how you actually feel. Its a great way to figure out the life lessons of every situation, which is why we're here. 

    Hope that helps dear.

    Lisafer xx

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