Though my emotional state is getting tons better, I freeze up at the thought of having an in-depth social interaction with anyone other than my boyfriend lately.
It's not nearly as bad on here but it still happens sometimes.
Does anyone know why this might be? Anyone have experience with similar problems?
I can't even talk to my mom, can't reply to my friends, and couldn't even call my grandmother on her birthday.
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Irisinfiniti: "I freeze up at the thought of having an in-depth social interaction with anyone other than my boyfriend lately..."
Me too. I also have trouble making phone calls for birthdays too! I think it has something to do with past failed responsibilities.
I feel good interacting with everyday folks around me, more ; I feel close connection with their questions about "weird" stuff manifesting in their reality.
Good karma everywhere~!~
So, where's your energy ?
I am feeling the same way.
One by one my outer relationships are dwindling away and I want to be with nature as it is where I find peace and the depth of love clearly and openly expressed.
I can totally relate, same thing going on with me for last 3 or 4 weeks. I call it my "Hermit Mode". It's hard not to beat yourself up about it, but do give yourself permission to take this time for yourself. I'm also very connected to our Mother Earth and with all the earth changes going on I'm really feeling like I have to sleep alot as well. Do whatever feels right and gives you comfort and joy.
Peace & Blessings