I am lost, confused and don't know what to do.

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Permalink Reply by Wisdomisinneed on July 10, 2014 at 4:52pm

Thank you my friend. <3 I'll will do

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Permalink Reply by Cedric on July 10, 2014 at 5:33pm

Interesting, i seem to be in that same position. Went al the way up, spiritualy flying high, nothing could go wrong, things used to come like magic, and now ....total nothing. i can not even think about spirituality. I was pondering on something that could be a factor in all of this and that is that nothing hapened in 2012. It feels depresive. You look up to something , go with it, put your soul into it and then..........nada!. I do realize this is just one of those Ego trips, that many talk about. It will let you go up and then al of a sudden BOOM, down you go. People warned me about this so did i read about it, still the Ego is so clever and never gives up. The thing is, i can not go back to Ego thinking, so now i am in empty space, like a black nothing. I could drop dead right now and not care. Still there is this knowing this voice that talks and talks, and in my sleep goes on and on, that voice is not my Ego and i know it. Still it is not eazy right now to stay on track. But one thing i have learned in al my years is that al this going up and down might actualy be lessons that one day i will hand over to others, maybe not in this lifetime but in another one. Also is the diference in age, i do not think like i used to when 30 or 40. now almost 50 is not helping either. I have lived around the world still i have nothing to show for, people around me , do not realy care who or what you know, and most of the time they think you are nuts. One little light today is this: i woke up and thought i needed to read something that would wake me up out of this nothingness and i have not been on this site for years althought i used to be here hours and days on end. So, thanks buddy for your post, and thanks to my little voice for getting me here again, even if just for a moment. 

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Permalink Reply by Cedric on July 10, 2014 at 7:35pm

Got to agree on that. Being in a body is not eazy, at night my travels take me far into other worlds. it even happens once in a while in day time. The biggest thing i seem to have problems with is just that, what did i come here for into this body at this time. And i am shure many of us do so as wel. 

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Permalink Reply by Mees on July 10, 2014 at 9:23pm

please, it seems like you do know what is good for you....

But it also seems like you have no willpower ( no offense im trying to help)

So i suggest, make a squedule, or a day lay out on paper and follow it strict!!

 

Tell me what are your hobbies what are your intrest? ,   and if you have no hobbies get one! go play guitar or paint, or go surfing, australia has the most baddass beaches! :DD

All i am trying to say is to make fun really....  Life can be a mega party but it also can be a lonely place, the only one who can make your life fun is YOU, you can help yourself we can sit here all day lonjg typing about spirituality but if we are only talking there will be no change, we have to make a change just like you!

stop living like you are number 2 cus ur not, you deserve the best life  and dont be so greedy just Give that life to you!

Have fun man, life  is all about is ( besides all the other serious stuff ofc, ppl need fun timez just like you :)

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Permalink Reply by Liona on July 10, 2014 at 10:47pm

start smal.

begin whit some biological products like suger and salt.

start smal,,whit exsersize...start to walk 30 minutes a day.

maby you can walk a dog...(from a elderly person)

start smal and take you're time.

start doing grounding work...like working in you're garden...(or sombody els)

and start to skip E-numbers...
They can make you sick.
At least skip as manny as E-numbers as possibel.
i've realised by testing whit my own body....when i skip e-numbers my health is improving...and my mind becoums clear.

you need to take you're time...but maby skipping e-numbers would be a verry good start.

than keep smoking if you need to on the moment..but know that a sigar is better that a sigaret.(looking at the toxins) maby you can find biological sigars.

i hope this maby can help you.

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Permalink Reply by amparo alvarez on July 13, 2014 at 6:58am

That is true depending where you are at on your spiritual evolution...Some of us have gone through the struggles already and had moved on to a more peaceful way of being...We are more in the heart...So I cannot completely agree with you...We are not all in the same place in the road...We have already traveled and stumbled and fallen and gotten up and learned many lessons and have let go of those struggles, we just allow them to pass through without affecting us...This is the result of many years of learning, getting ready, forgiving and allowing those negative things to leave us to make room for our Higher Selves...When we empty ourselves of that which does not help, or nurture us any longer we are able to make space for our True Being of Light and Love...Most of us on Earth are going to ascend but it is a personal process according to the work we do..The learning never stops, yet there is no going back....Blessings to you...

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Permalink Reply by amparo alvarez on July 25, 2014 at 5:56am

Certainly Luke with all due respect...I speak what is in my heart, yet I don't expect agreements all the time...I really don't expect any answers at all, but I welcome them when I get them...We all have our own ways of travelling along the road...We are all meeting at the end of it...Blessings to you...

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Permalink Reply by Drekx Omega on July 11, 2014 at 12:18am

Hi.....Just to reassure you, friend, that there is not a single human being who has not gone through ups and downs, at one time or another, in life....It's how we grow in self-awareness........By exploring the heighs and lows....the ups and downs, the tooing and the frowing... :-)

 

Forget your mission........ JUST BE........Sometimes we find ourselves when we don't really try to hard..We just become.....we just are......and know it.

 

In that state of beingness, we connect.... and ZAP.......We become who we were meant to be.....When that magic happens, you will know it and who you are and what your mission is....

 

Simple really   ;-) No need for haste, just allow the flow....

Blessings, Drekx Omega

 

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Permalink Reply by turtles on July 11, 2014 at 6:06am

Forget your mission........ JUST BE........Sometimes we find ourselves when we don't really try to hard..We just become.....we just are......and know it.
In that state of beingness, we connect.... and ZAP.......We become who we were meant to be.....When that magic happens, you will know it and who you are and what your mission is....

Good advice......i think we all tend to get bugged out a bit about our mission and our purpose, but in reality people can't see the forest through the trees. being on purpose and living our missions does not have to be grandious, but in fact it is right where we are in the present moment when we alien ourselves with god and step into our true nature

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Permalink Reply by Phylos on July 11, 2014 at 1:14am

I don't have any advice for you, man.  I just would like you to know that I respect your blues and may you make it through.

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Permalink Reply by Onna on July 11, 2014 at 2:05am

I`ve been long waiting for this quote to copy somewhere, where it would be most needed. I think this is the right place and the right time.

Much love, and strength to you

Standing by my window, breathing summer breeze
Saw a figure floating, 'neath the willow tree
Asked us if we were happy, we said we didn't know
Took us by the hands and up we go

We followed the dreamer through the purple hazy clouds
He could control our sense of time
We thought we were lost but no matter how we tried
Everyone was in peace of mind

We felt the sensations drift inside our frames
Finding complete contentment there
And all the tensions that hurt us in the past
Just seemed to vanish in thin air

He said in the cosmos is a single sonic sound
That is vibrating constantly
And if we could grip and hold on to the note
We would see our minds were free...oh they're free

We are lost above
Floating way up high
If you think you can find a way
You can surely try

Judas Priest - Dreamer Deceiver 1976

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VctBmCmYQD4

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Permalink Reply by amparo alvarez on July 11, 2014 at 2:05am

My dear Wisdomisinneed...You said it.."I need help" ASK FOR IT..There is thousands of angels, archangels, Ascended Masters, Mother Mary, God...etc...I assure you that if you trust and believe in yourself and ask for guidance you will get it...These times are very powerful...BELIEVE AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE...I LOVE YOU and I know you will overcome what you are going through... I send you the Healing Green Ray to surround you...and if you dare to call Archangel Raphael and Mother Mary you will see a change...Blessings to you from my heart to yours...

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