Fuck all that is untrue,
Fuck everything that is pretending.Fuck addictions,
Fuck lies.Fuck all shallowness
Fuck it all, all that you have done
To be someone that you’re not.
Fuck those people who are trying to push you down,Fuck their shit
Because it’s not yours,And stop believing that it is.
Fuck all self pityThat you let destroy yourself.
Fuck the tears that has been running down your cheeksFor nothing
Because you thought that it really was something.
Fuck all your expectations
That makes you fall hardDown to the ground
When things don't turn out to be the way you thought they would be.
Fuck the mind that makes you think you’re worthless,Fuck words that says “You can’t do it"
Because you fucking canand I fucking know it,
And I don’t care if you don’t because
I have ripped apart every last cigarette,I have smashed my last bottle of vodka against the wall
And thrown away the entire bag of weed that I had left.Because I know that I can enjoy life and make it without it
And fuck you if you tell me that I can’t,Because I just said that I could,
Let it all float away in the river of worthlessnessLet it moulder at the dump
Let it rot in the past.
Let your wounds bleed,And stop panicking already
Because they will heal,And don’t give me that fucking sad face as you look down on your scars.
It’s gone now.And don’t you take it back
By ripping it up again.
I will never laugh at your jokes again that I don’t think are funny,I will never kiss your ass again.
I will never kneel downIn desperation
Asking for your forgiveness because I didn't,Because that’s a fucking childish game.
I will not try to be you
Or your friends.I will not agree to your opinions
Because mine are not okayOr because they are inappropriate.
I will not shut upBecause what I say is taboo.
If taboo is truth and saying what you're really thinking,
Then fuck taboo!
I don't want to have any more secrets.
I will not hold anything back anymoreThat hurts when I keep it inside.
I will not hold myself down no more.
And I will never bring back the past to lifeOr wish upon the future
Because what is present isn’t fun or easy.
You say that I live in a dream worldAnd run from reality.
What is reality?
Let me fucking decide mineFor myself.
You can keep yoursBecause I know what’s yours is not always mine
Even though you think soBecause you’re a clever one.
Don’t you ever look down on people ever again,
The dysfunctional or disabled,The naive, inexperienced or the "stupid"
Because they will teach you much.
"Oh holy life guru"…
You don’t know it allEven though you think so
While holding your head high above the othersSneering and judging,
Like a fucking moron.
Don’t you place me in a fileOr write me a prescription
For pills that I should takeTo make everything “alright",
So that I’ll never need to be sad or “too absentminded",Confused or mad.
Don’t you help me close my eyesBecause I want them to be open.
And I’ll be glad to see some ugly truthFor once.
In my head are exuberant ideas
And collected inspirationThat I want to spread out
All over the empty pale wallsTo make a masterpiece.
Don’t look if you can’t fucking take it,
But I will jump up and down by joy to finally have made it.
So don’t you drug me to make me fit in,Don’t you starve me to make me thin,
Don't you tell me what to wear,Don't you tell me how I should have my hair.
Don’t you tell me what to do.
I hate when you prevent me from trusting myself,
Because you try to fix everythingBefore I even get to try to fix myself.
Don’t protect me
Or adjust the truthSo that I won’t suffer
Or conquer untruth.
Don’t tell me it’s natural or commonFor me to hurt myself
So that I will take every opportunityOr encouragement
To make me feel like I can stay that wayAs long as I can,
Till it feels like I have nothing left to hurt.
Don’t you make me slow down because you’re afraid of running.I will run my own race,
And don’t fucking tell me to slow down in respect to others because they can’t accept to see it,Me running free and laughing just the way I want to,
That’s just fucking bullshit!
And if that is how life is "meant" to be…Then fuck life!