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Well, I gotta ask you something then? How long have you been fighting this situation? This is not the way either, you say peace is your thing, but fighting is the opposite of peace, right? Your familiar with the war of the Dracos and Lyrans, right? Or the Orion Wars? Did those wars happen by accident? Or, as a result of a side that favored a do or die attitude of we have to control and oppress vs a side that would not allow themselves to be conquered and subjugated. Both had comparable technology and weapons so the losers ended up being the Dracos after so many losses and a failure to comprehend how holographic photons could be used to atomize whole ships and fleets. See, light is a fantastic thing, so necessary and so good to have around cause you cant see without it. But, I have to be honest with you, I refused to fight those battles, I was alive in those times of the Orion conflicts and I said no way, will not do it because it will only end badly for both sides because of Karma, no being no matter what alignment can avoid that. It however, pissed off many who thought I would be a great leader or inspierer of victory cause the truth was, when those Lyrans invaded the world of Betelguise almost 90,000 years ago and were so brutal, so merciless to those innocent beings. It wasn't their fault they had evolved from reptiles. It was because they reminded the Lyrans of the Dracos; it was sort of a we wont let go of the hate because so many died in that long ago battle, our ancestors fought and died to hold them back from their conquering spree. Old hate dies slowly, hate made them act exactly like those ancient enemies and they never once gave it a thought about was it justified? Hell no, it was so not justified. The Karma that had been passed to the Lyrans for thier part in the war, it transferred to the reptilians of that world. Do you remember how they fought back? Remember what they did after almost 13000s of being slaughtered, abused, used, manipulated on a mental level(you know, ratting on friends to get ahead or not die). Remember L Ron Hubbards Battlefield Earth? That was an analogy of that war. It ended with the survivors regressing to a primal state, and joining as one fierce mind that just flew all over the place, killing, devouring, and paying back all the pain and suffering that a old hatred had started. They not only fucked them up, they took their tech and then began their own killing spree amongst the stars of Orion. Those Zetas never had a chance. What were they supposed to do? Use their advanced minds to play mind games, use mind control and make them stop? No, they could have but they had never been attacked before, they had no idea what to do. So they bowed down, and agreed to do everything they were forced to do. Abductions, time shifting, experiments, ect ect ect. You must see what my point is right? A leads to B leads to C. The actions of hostile beings hellbent on savagry went on and on and on from one race to another, passing abuse along like a virus, thats what this is all about, abuse. Look at the Dracos, rigid, fierce, ruthless, merciless, only the strong survive. Hell, they even would beat, torture and kill their own cause they didnt care, they breed like rats, theirs plenty to go around. Alex Coullier in one of his early youtube vids had mentioned that the Dracos loved sending their lowest cast, the workers and warriors onto a planet so it could be quickly demolished, and then almost as quickly, rebuilt so they could occupy it. It in a way, is a logical approach, no survivors and no resistance. But, its a waste of life, and life is part of the universe, and the universe has its own unique way of getting even with those who would disregard life, and abuse it. It will happen sooner or later, even if it takes generations. Karma has been hitching a ride from race to race that have involved themselves in all these major conflicts. Its been going on for more than 1 billion years and I must say, when will it stop? If everyone, all races and beings on whatever degree of consciousness stopped and said ok, no more fighting, its getting us nowhere. Lifes lost just keep coming back to keep fighting and that makes for no kind of life, nothing of any merit. No fun with friends, no family, no just taking it easy and watching sunsets, smelling flowers, none of that. I guess part of the reason Im here is cause someone wanted me to experience the harshness of the abuse that I hadn't had any experience with, no matter what form it took. I have a feeling I was told that I had no choice, but I didnt want to never be amongst my people ever again, but see something about that threat was hollow, or empty. But, see I was afraid of being alone, and not having the pleasant company of my people in my life so I said ok. I agreed to go through this so I could have something to talk about, to say I no longer have no idea what suffering is. So many have suffered and needlessly. I had to be able to relate.

Hmmm..well, I guess he made his choice, and with all choices come consequences and repercussions. Are you familiar with the book and movie called "The Celestine Prophecies", I read that and understood it completely, its how I live my life, I will not ever take anothers energy in conflict or dramas. Im not much of a fan of dramas anymore. I have made mistakes and I try to make up for them, but there are so many people who will do nothing but feed off of each other just for the sake of an arguement about being right. To me, being right is irrelevant when it comes to the fact that all life is sacred, all life. I will never kill, not even in self defense. I would not debate someones desire to kill me if thats what they want. See, I know that if I do nothing, dont fight back, dont engage, I dont really lose anything cause to me, face is a pride issue and I refrain from pride. I see it like, if that guy kills me, its his Karma, and all I really need to do is forgive him, and move on. No getting him back, or paying him back as it were, cause that just keeps the damn cycle going. I will not keep a cycle going if I dont have to, and I know I dont have to. And to what you were saying about the brotherhood having knowledge that might lead me somewhere, naw, I will let my heart and intuition do that. Thanks for the insight and bits of history. Thank you.