Spiritual Blogs

I am a highly spiritual being who has been called to help the planet earth on its shift. A very curious human being who began awakening after several or many hurts and pains and dramas in the past. 

I was born in the Philippines to a humble family with one sibling. I lived in an extended family together with my Aunts and Uncles. They brought me up in a very strict Roman Catholic views and wasn't allowed to to speak up what I really wanted to say when I was a child so I kept hiding all my feelings within me. I didn't realise that hiding so many words within me would need so many clearing and healing! Growing up with my parents working abroad wasn't easy. I've been to addiction on cigarette and cutting classes that made me spent 5 years in college. One day, I realised that my life wasn't going nowhere so I asked God to send me someone who will accept me and give my life direction. The same day that I met a man in the bus. He took good care of me like no other man would so I believed that he was real. As a woman, you would never expect nor doubt his sincerity because he gives time and gives everything. I thought the relationship was gorgeous even though we are apart at times because I am working abroad too. But after 9 years in a relationship, I found out that he's been living with another woman for 5 years and they have a child. Luckily, I was in Singapore when I found out so it wasn't much impact on me. While living here in Singapore, I had a relationship with my best friend but it didn't work out very well too. He's working in a club so he comes home drunk every other day and late hours in the morning without me knowing where he goes after work. We were always fighting because of this scenario until one day I began asking myself, " Do I deserve to be treated like this?" ..."Why am I in this relationship?". I believe the universe provides everything that we need and in this time of questioning, a colleague taught me some breathing techniques to balance mental and emotional clarity. I was doing this almost everyday for me not to feel the hurt too much. I also began meditating at night before I go to bed and wakes up with amazing energy. This was the start of my awakening until such time that he just left me without saying a word. Instead of feeling sad, I felt a sense of freedom that I have never felt before in my entire life. It was the very first time that I felt home within me and the rest is history....