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Push Back On Ascension

THANK YOU! You were right-on with the “Drink Your Ovaltine” – we’ve done enough real service to demand some real answers, not just empty “keep your chin up” platitudes or blaming the victim, like the crap-fest is somehow our fault and we’re *responsible for creating this reality*. No one in their right mind would *create* isolation, grief, illness, poverty, etc. No, no, just NO.

I completely relate to all the other weary folks here who have just had enough already. We were promised “better,” “happy,” NOT a Phase 2 and more and harder work. How many years have we been doing this work and hearing “the end is in sight, just hang on, wait ’til 2012, wait til 9 months after 2012,” etc. Now the party line seems to be “things get better in 2016.” How much you want to bet in 2016 it’ll be 2018, and so on? Just, wow. I can’t even.

Between the debilitating migraines, depression and complete lack of purpose/drive/energy/companionship, plus horrible events snowballing across my day-to-day existence, it’s not just difficult to keep my job (which continually sucks more and barely pays enough to survive), it’s a struggle to keep *living*. As in, requiring copious amounts of happy pills just to keep me from driving my car into a wall, and it would not be my first time trying to get out. Recently in fact.

So, let me be the one to disagree with the smiley angel and say, “No, in fact, it is NOT OKAY! Not even close.” OKAY does not mean pushing lightworkers who have been faithful and holding on for years to the point where we want to end our freakin’ lives to escape the pain and require a ton of medication to keep that from happening. The fact that so many of us are feeling like total crap and not seeing the payoff, and in fact being in worse circumstances – unacceptable. I *thought positive* and did the work and believed with all my heart for 15 years – if I was going to create a happier, brighter reality, it would’ve happened long ago, not gotten worse. And I’m insulted by the notion that we only have ourselves to blame because we’re sucky creators and just have to *learn again*. What a copout. There’s always some delay or excuse for why ascension still blows – and I’m done buying into it.

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