I love you more than I ever have
but still I can not be with you:

I can not sleep each lonely night
for dreaming of your company,
yet I could never, ever rest
lying alone next to you.

I could never be satiated
without feeling your touch,
yet I could never be

It's so hard now to remember my heart,
my long lost love from so long ago...

When first I saw her they told me this:
Wanting to love her could only mean death.
She could not care, her heart a machine,
my love merely her manipulation.

I did not listen and w

You are a special opium,
who awakens my soul.

Your very touch
makes me dream,
but never want
to sleep again.

Your simple presence
brings me a joy
beyond comparison
to thing or thought.

Your very scent
gives me visions,
but then my eyes
become bland portals.

You

I want to make you overjoyed
that you were born,
as a woman.

I want to show you
how beautiful your body is,
and mine.

To match every kiss
through the sweetest tender lips,
to touch
the very essence
of your love,
to reveal to you
the totality of mine.

I want to fi

Once I thought
you were a goddess
who stood for the kingdom
of love and mercy.

Now I understand
you are a priestess
who stands only in ritual
for herself.

Once I believed you to be
the integral part of the miracle,
which of course we all are,
but which transcen

The bodhi in me
loves you infinitely,
forever,
without condition,
without requisite.

The devil in me
wants to see you share
many-fold suffering,
so you understand.

The mirror in me
reflects only
what you bring to it:

Pray,
bring the face
of an angel
or demons
are al