falling apart

Sorry i dont want to be a downer but i just lost someone so precious beautiful and rare in my life my great uncle Buck Skidmore and its ripping my heart out i feel like im falling apart you know that lump you get in your throat and cant breathe well yeah.  i just want to look at that beautiful man and tell him how much i love and cherrished him.  i knew it for a few days i felt it but didnt know it be him i thought it was fear of my dad having heart surgery tomarrow. im sorry if im being a downer but im hurting and scared. i never feel like that and it is horrible. love you all

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  • i love each and everyone of you you all are part of me and you all made this easier

  • 8115159083?profile=originalLisa think about him seeing Jesus and so happy and wishing no one would be sad. I found this picture and I thought it would be perfect to cheer you and think about where he is and how happy he is to get out of this world and we are stuck here.  And don't keep emjotional hurt inside it will keep doing bad better to cry and get it out than hold it inside. Just know he's happy and out of pain and peaceful. love you... Rosey

  • I am sorry to hear you are going through something like this. it sounds terrible. let it flow don't block it. feel your feelings. the loss of another can rattle our foundations. so take care of yourself as much as possible, and be easy with yourself as much as possible. i am sure your uncle buck knows how much you love him......BE GENTLE WITH YOURSELF AND MOURN with your family.....if you can.....support by those you love and who loved him just as much as you loved him.

  • With a digital camera you can get pictures of the orb he is now until he reincarnates and get yes and no answers. Esther Hicks Abraham on death is also awesome

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