falling apart

Sorry i dont want to be a downer but i just lost someone so precious beautiful and rare in my life my great uncle Buck Skidmore and its ripping my heart out i feel like im falling apart you know that lump you get in your throat and cant breathe well yeah.  i just want to look at that beautiful man and tell him how much i love and cherrished him.  i knew it for a few days i felt it but didnt know it be him i thought it was fear of my dad having heart surgery tomarrow. im sorry if im being a downer but im hurting and scared. i never feel like that and it is horrible. love you all

E-mail me when people leave their comments –

You need to be a member of Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community to add comments!

Join Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community

Comments

  • allaeroporto-di-fiumicino-aree-kissgo-per-salutare-i-partenti-KissGo_aeroporto_fiumicino_zona_traffico_controllato_Roma_saluto_parente_volare.jpg

  • i love each and everyone of you you all are part of me and you all made this easier

  • 8115159083?profile=originalLisa think about him seeing Jesus and so happy and wishing no one would be sad. I found this picture and I thought it would be perfect to cheer you and think about where he is and how happy he is to get out of this world and we are stuck here.  And don't keep emjotional hurt inside it will keep doing bad better to cry and get it out than hold it inside. Just know he's happy and out of pain and peaceful. love you... Rosey

  • I am sorry to hear you are going through something like this. it sounds terrible. let it flow don't block it. feel your feelings. the loss of another can rattle our foundations. so take care of yourself as much as possible, and be easy with yourself as much as possible. i am sure your uncle buck knows how much you love him......BE GENTLE WITH YOURSELF AND MOURN with your family.....if you can.....support by those you love and who loved him just as much as you loved him.

  • With a digital camera you can get pictures of the orb he is now until he reincarnates and get yes and no answers. Esther Hicks Abraham on death is also awesome

This reply was deleted.

Blog Topics by Tags

  • - (955)

Monthly Archives

Latest Activity

Drekx Omega left a comment on Comment Wall
"End of days for comrade Starmer....It's a lame duck PM, who won't get anything done, even if he remains in post, which could be under constant threat from his own party....General election now...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LGRz2bIs3mI"
2 hours ago
Drekx Omega left a comment on Comment Wall
"Yes AE, a Navy intelligence operation against gold smuggling, in Scotland....Written by that great novelist, Alistair MacLean....
Not exactly a "spy thriller," as you so enjoy, but still worth viewing....However, I did post a link on your wall, to a…"
3 hours ago
rev.joshua skirvin posted a blog post
Posted on 02/09/2026 by EraOfLightWe have now stepped into a vast Portal.The Portal is like a Golden Gate. Once you have stepped over the threshold, there is no going back. Yet, now on the other side, you are faced with a brand new world, and…
5 hours ago
rev.joshua skirvin posted a blog post
Posted on 02/07/2026 by EraOfLightGreetings! From heart to heart in this moment we speak, I am KejRaj!What you are aware of begins to shape your experience more quickly now.What is referred to as “timelines” are different paths of cause and…
6 hours ago
rev.joshua skirvin posted a blog post
Posted on 02/09/2026 by EraOfLightGreetings, we are the Council of 7, residing within the ethereal and sacred Hidden Halls of Amenti.We step forward as one at this time, as your reality and you yourselves, continue to undergo a profound and…
6 hours ago
rev.joshua skirvin posted a blog post
Posted on 02/09/2026 by EraOfLightThere is no judgement in the higher dimensions, just observation of life evolving. To us it is a dance – the polarities of darkness harmonising and dancing with each other at two opposite ends of the spectrum.…
6 hours ago
AlternateEarth left a comment on Comment Wall
"Drexk- I started watching 8 Bells and got hooked right away-good plot, great dialogue-Hopkins and unlikely clandestine operator but still convincing."
8 hours ago
Drekx Omega left a comment on Comment Wall
"Another revelation that will bring down the Starmer regime, as it already hangs on the edge of destruction, following the chief advisor to the PM, Morgan McSweeney's resignation.....A new Epstein file release shows the famous Labour donations…"
14 hours ago
More…