Hello again dear friends. I'm still 'navigating' this website, but just have to send a little message of hope - as you know by now I am an older lady but still have my marbles!
Fortunately the Christ Mind is stable enough to keep this body going with a smile. It is New moon in Taurus - my birthsign. I always struggle with new moons and yesterday was no exeption having gone through another storm with tears and frustration. I don't know how the higher beings put up with me but I know that they know how tricky things are for some of us during this time of transition.
I have always struggled with manifestation. I have had some really positive outcomes but never really understood it. Sometimes I feel I can manifest what I want, sometimes I think I have to ask first and also listen to my inner spirit - I have also felt that if something isn't meant to be or isn't my truth, then it may manifest but not be good for me, so I have always trusted that whatever may be will be, which is a bit vage and a cop out.
I have been seeing the numbers 11-11 a lot lately and knew that they meant something grand so I was fortunate to find a website"Willow soul com" which had a whole page and brilliant explanations as to the different numbers which I won't go into but the 11-11 - was applicable in that it means a new start and I just have to create my own reality - no fears, ifs or buts! well here we go then I thought.
I have always known what I wanted, help with technology on my Youtube venture, publishing of my books, a helpful kind man who would like to be with me and so forth. I made a list ouf which I have done for many years so found it again and re wrote - I felt very strong about this - suddenly I felt an energy in my solar plexus which brought tears. It was a strong feeling as though something had been at last taken note of! approval, you might say from higher powers. I have thought about this and realise I was right along in that I wasn't really able to create since the 'platform' for it was blocked - positive vibes unable to get through. the last few years have been so intense and the recent new moon was the clincher - free at last!! so at some level I felt confident that it really was permissable to create what I want - 'God' was with me and also sharing the creation with a smile. I think that 'He/She' could see that I finally got the message!! but I first had to clear the way.
Well here I am on a sunny day in the UK feeling quite good about my ability to create - having learnt so much about the process which certainly hasn't been easy - but hey triumphant in the end.