Choose you

It's not really a blog, but I am just trying to creatively move away from this negativity I am feeling.

 

Cut through me

Though my heart is beating

I’ve stepped out of body

For a while I stayed

Caught up in the pain

Clench my fist

Grit my teeth

I’ll do whatever it takes

I will get through this

Even if I think I can’t

It just has to be so

 

You haven’t won

Thinking you’ve drained me

Of love and normalcy

I will rise again

Until I can grasp firmly

The light with both hands

There’s a time in life

When we choose someone else or us

And when the moment comes

Running, leaping, choose you

Don’t ever let someone

Drag you down

 

Remember that you are strong

Your pain is valid

But walk away when you can

It’s not a matter of pride

No a matter of blame

Or self depreciation

See through the core

Don’t let it control you

If the temporary pain

Leaves you without air

Never submit to the troubles

Brewing deep within

Furrow your brows

Cry loudly, but after shedding tears

You will come to see

That through this trial

You will come out

With the breath of new life

E-mail me when people leave their comments –

You need to be a member of Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community to add comments!

Join Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community

Comments

  • I experience you in this, we must be to see :)
  • Cool poem Mevyn :)

    Learning from what we experience means so much. 
This reply was deleted.

Blog Topics by Tags

  • - (955)

Monthly Archives

Latest Activity

Justin89636 left a comment on Comment Wall
"I did dodge a bullet she had jealousy issues. And no way in hell I'm following her f%ck that lol. As for why I'm suspicious she has that 30K I hear all the time about people doing things on there to get male attention and like I said earlier she was…"
28 seconds ago
Movella left a comment on Comment Wall
"Lol could be anything.. Why don’t you follow and find out? 30K could be fake followers. Sounds like you dodged a bullet!
Some people never really grow up mentally and I think that’s why the world is still a loony bin."
4 minutes ago
Justin89636 left a comment on Comment Wall
"Yep some of them were attention seekers and craved attention from me and my other male friends. Whats funny is I accidently discovered one of them on Tiktok. She's got over 30k followers on there and thats a little suspicious. Makes me wonder what…"
11 minutes ago
Movella left a comment on Comment Wall
"Haha exactly!! They looked like they eat way too much McDonald’s. I just stared them down and let them have their moment while I stayed unbothered.😹 And yes, life is way too short for toxic friends, good to hear that you left that energy in the past!"
17 minutes ago
Justin89636 left a comment on Comment Wall
"You should have told the overweight women to lay off the Mcdonalds for a minute lol, but yes there are tons of toxic women thats for sure sadly I was friends with many. Lets just say I maybe should have picked better lol. The worst ones are the ones…"
23 minutes ago
Movella left a comment on Comment Wall
"So we spoke about toxic men on here yesterday, but here’s your reminder of how childish adult WOMEN can be. I’ve encountered this before and usually just laugh it off because it’s honestly so tragic... I ran into a classic case of projection today.…"
28 minutes ago
Justin89636 left a comment on Comment Wall
"Forgot about this one, but Sheldan also has great info on the Plejaren. https://www.ashtarcommandcrew.net/profiles/blogs/the-plejaren-and-t..."
2 hours ago
Justin89636 left a comment on Comment Wall
"For those looking to learn a little more about the Plejaren and their teachings. Sadly some videos I posted have been deleted from Youtube so they wont be able to be seen on this forum.…"
2 hours ago
More…