A word of gratitude and love to all who helped me get over my last emotional collapse. I experienced personal back-up from some dear friends, but also other discussions posted, which do not always relate to emotional break-downs, but personal conflicts or laughter, were contributing to my "speedy recovery".
I'm speechless. I don't know how to thank you all, I don't know how to put my gratitude, the love I feel for you in proper words. But that's what I FELT.
Down.
Going down faster and faster.
A downward spiral.
Accelerating. Fast.
No more focus.
No more orientation.
A rough journey.
Just feeling going down.
Nothing to hold on to.
The ego enjoying the ride.
Not my soul.
Darkness.
Panic attack.
Not again!
Paralyzed.
No peace of mind.
Where am I?
Who am I?
Nothing makes sense.
No purpose.
I want to go HOME.
My soul cries for help.
Friends.
Hang in there.
It'll pass.
Slow down.
Let go.
Comforting words.
Uplifting words.
I start feeling better.
I begin to see
The Light and the Love
Coming towards me again.
Hope.
Joy.
Feeling Love.
Being Loved.
I am Love.
The ride is over.
I know
It'll come again.
But next time
I will be able
To cope better
With the help of my friends.
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Very cool poem spirit growth, I do feel that way sometimes..
I just try and get through it each time it happens...
I hope you continue to feel good, I hope we all do! :)
Well, why not make another discussion? Here, it's not "jus' 'nother dis-cushin"-- it's YOUR discussion, goldarnit, and it might well help you.
Well, it's up to you.
Hm.
Well, I could say something cheery about how friends always gonna help you, or I could say it's just part of the ride.
Let's say it's part of the ride... we're just here to pick up your battered bones and make you realize your bones aren't battered... you just think they are.
Maybe I helped, maybe I didn't!
Point is you are feeling better! Just remember, keep your eye to the sky it help a lot. Sometime when you are caught in a downward spiral focus on the things that has meaning in your life, but it does not always work that well. Having people around that care help in those times, does wonders. Glad you feel better. "We are not our emotions, we are only experiencing them!"
Love and light Friend
Anush (Marshal Law)
Aww you're welcome honey.........now show me the money lol!
I don't know if I contributed at all to your speedy recovery, but I am happy that you are feeling much better and I wish that you will continue to do so and remember, we're in this together!
All for one and one for all!