So after taking this South American brew called Hayahuasca (google it to know more, strongest psychedelic), I got propelled into the heavenly realms and stayed there for like 16 hours, longest voyage ever. There are different layers, I ended up in one where there were many beautiful colors as light purple, violet, white & gold emanating and sound of a violin playing in the background, felt only pure love and light circulating in that realm, some other angels beaming me light and love welcoming me.

A bit later, I managed to connect with God the father again and I asked him. "Why do we all exist?" Why did you create us? What's your interest in creating us?" "What's the sense of all this". "You said supposedly we have free will then at the same time you say it's all pre-destined and the elects were chosen beforehand. So how can the elects be chosen beforehand and you said we have free will?

He just told me "He never created us (our souls), we are eternal and so is he. And that we are all trapped in a sort of ETERNAL PLAYING DRAMA THAT SPINS FOREVER. And he told me I don't need to bother about that for now, just help all your brothers on Earth to get back to me into the light, that's all I should know for now. He told me only those who will remember him. ACKNOWLEDGE HIS EXISTENCE and make the effort 'to get back home' will be spared and saved. I told him it's not fair to the other ones, they are your children too, how can you abandon them. He tells me it's their roles, he can't do anything and he's trapped in this drama too and people have overestimated his capacity. The Father is above all of us as Soul but nevertheless he's trapped in the 'drama' too that spins and repeats forever.

I asked him why are we forced to come down on Earth to play our roles, why can't we just stay with you here in heaven forever. He tells me "You need to play your role in the drama and I can't do anything about this". I ask but why. He doesn't answer and tells me just tell to all your brothers down make an effort get back to me into the light before this cycle ends and help upgrade the planet's vibratory level with peace and love to prepare the earth for the next age. He told me majority they will return back with him in the upper realms by FORCE by the end of the drama IF they will not make effort to connect with him NOW to increase their frequencies cos they won't be able to bare the intense vibrations that's gonna increase soon. I get to conclude that heaven in where God is above and paradise in rather on Earth but in an era where everything will be perfect. I asked him again "Why should I do as you say if by the end if everything is pre-destined?" He tells me if you wanna rebel against me and about existence as if it was all my fault when it's not (making me understand he is trapped in this drama too) just like your fallen brothers (demons) and go against me you have free will but you know what's waiting for you. You already got banned from heaven during the Universal Deluge like your many other brothers who are on earth with you right now. You need to awaken them up. Some are already awaken, other half asleep and yet others still sleeping. Few time is left, be quick in awaken them all. You got a chance now to reform, do as I say if you want to be saved. I told him "I promised I will stay with you and LINK back maximum brothers on Earth into the light with. But Father don't mind, but I think I had the right to ask you this question though. Anyways, I do not know what is this all about but I will just do as you say"

I came down back into my body still BAFFLED and questioning myself about EXISTENCE. What is this ETERNAL DRAMA all about? Why do we need to come down on Earth. Why this drama spins and repeats itself forever? What's the sense of all this?

ANYONE HERE HAS AN IDEA WHY DO WE EXIST? If the Father himself if not answering me this question, I wonder who will/can. But I'm still curious and perplex. Anyway brothers, what's YOUR theory of existence?

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  • Why should there be question?

    It just is a temperalely experience in the endless being..

  • AsWithin... SoWithout


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    Why Do We Exist?... As biophysical extensions of the Gaian Mind,

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  • The question on WHY we exist is a question I answered for myself before I turned 16. The question on HOW we exist though, is something I'm still trying to figure out. :)

    • It should not be to hard A O ..

      Love Love and Love only

      You know you can ( are) doing it!

      • I tried LOVE against the last (not really muslim)-extremists I encountered. I ended up having to to kill them in order to keep my own life.

        Any other bright suggestions? ;)

        I meant more deeply. HOW do we make a body of molecules to LIVE, while a body just like it, and printed out from a molecular 3D-printer, does NOT have life. What differs? Why do I live while my copy does not?

        Find the answer to That question, and you'll have solved the Soul-equation. :)

  • Do you think a beloved soul would be inquiring about such a thing?

    Love is the answer, by the way.

    Had I been with my beloved ones already, I'd be experiencing life instead of sharing thoughts here, aimlessly hoping for life. I'd be outside there, living.
    I wouldn't be shattered nor fearful, insecure, nor hesitant about everything. Lost starseed.

    This life time, here and beyond, trying to nourish my weakness. Looking for clues on teachings, cultures and entities of all sorts, puting things together, desperately trying to make sense out of my self.

    For the first time I cared...

    For indigo children and many other highly sentient entities, now walking on earth, Love is the foundation of life. When it's missing, everything goes meaningless, numb, and often harmful.
    Sometimes we end up recluding back inside ourselves, maybe abusing on addictive substances and self-destructive behaviours, whatever takes you away from a life that doesn't make you feel beloved.

    Watching the sky at night, had the hope I was gonna find them again, nope, deception once again.

    Being damaged like this, it burns immensely, bursting in tears. It feels like a shackle holding tight your neck, strangling your soul as it struggles for freedom.

    A human being would not understand, and most likely will end requiring of external aid to make logic out of a sentiment well beyond their sentient capabilities, in regard to its little evolution.

    This is not my place.

    • You are so extremely loved Sirius!

      We could not do it without you ( 're love)


  • Feather, yes thats lots wise. But I arrived at the conclusion in rather simple way. It follows from the concept, god.

    God: a being with imence possibility, especially creating life, the world and resurrecting the dead.

    To form that idea, men originally were not after some PERSON to interact with such as a male or a female to 'love', do sex etc. We seek HOPE in matters that seems to be beyond our abilities to circumvent such as death etc. We have many males around to fiuck with. We need no 'divine male'. Non of these males are omnipotent though. We seek for an omnipotent being and thats all!
    • The Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine are within you....the point is to balance these and become co-creators....

    • God is not omnipotent. There are things he can't do like for example materializing on the physical plane. He's soul is TOO PURE that if he entered a human's body just like a demon does during possession, the person would die instantly. He never created any soul, we are eternal and this is the concept the rational mind can't grasp.

      And he doesn't resurrect as the bible says the people will wake up from their graves literally etc...this is symbol. What resurrection means and people will awaken from their graves IS US NOW AWAKENING AND REALIZING WHO WE ARE AND OUR PURPOSE IN LIFE TO REMEMBER HIM AND RAISE THE PLANET'S FREQUENCY TO PREPARE FOR THE NEW AGE.

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