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  Marique August 11, 2011 at 5:21am

  A situation that had a definite influence on my life was when I was clinically dead and then revived.  My heart had stopped beating and the EMT's had a very hard time getting my heart to beat again.  During the time my heart was not beating I had a very vivid Near Death Experience which completely changed my whole outlook on life and why we have earthly lives, what matters when we are living, and my whole fear of death went completely away.  I will save my retelling of my NDE another time except to say that it was the most awsome and joyous time of my "life".  All my senses were in overdrive and I had never never experiences such a feeling of being totally accepted and loved and worthy. Before that experience my life was a mess and I had bad low esteem issues and was very depressed. 

   

  When I "passed" I was sent back (the EMTs had jump started my heart with the paddles after continued tries) and told by a presence that was a glowing thing I saw and a mellodious voice in my head that it was not yet my time and that there were certain things I was meant to do.  One thing was to walk out of my abusive marriage because I did not deserve to be battered and mistreated,  After I got home from the hospital I did just that.  I discovered when I was "passed" that I had put myself in that position because I needed to learn how to love myself as much as I had always loved others.  It made all the difference in my life. 

   

  My leaving my abusive situation has made my life safe and also my leaving my husband has made a positive influence on his life as well.  He got help for his issues and now we are both happy in our separate lives and are both very happy.  All this would not have happened if I had not had my heart attack.  Funny how bad things can bring good things into your life.  There is always lessons to leave and growing to do. 
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  Luke Skywalker August 11, 2011 at 4:25am

  Nice Soulz.. I have had many expierences like you, haunted locations is still a buzz for me..lol...

   but I guess one impacting moment I have is about my Mom, it was in 1987

  I was at home watching tv and my Mother was with me. I remember she was unusually ''meloncolic'' that particular day.. there was a kind of light sadness about her, I didn't know why. Anyway, we were sitting in front of the television, I was flicking through the channels trying to find a decent station and the film ''Out on a Limb'' came on. I remember my Mothers Joy in that moment because she had read the book of the film and was surprised to learn that there was a film made about it, which is about Shirley MaClaines Spiritual journey into the heart of Machu Piccu in Peru.

  I sat and watched this beautiful film in which there is a strong Pleadian connection incidently, and I remember watching my Moms expression, she looked like a child watching a childrens cartoon.. it was so lovely to observe, even her body language was like a childs.. my Mom was so engrossed in this film, she went on every word of dialog and I think she kind of looked up to Shirley MaClaine in a way. As the film was ending, there was an emotionally sad ''goodbye'' scene whereby Shirley is leaving and saying farewell to her friend.. there is so much Love in that final scene and I was engossed in it aswell.. I noticed my Moms eyes were welling up with tears and her lip was sort of like a childs when a child is feeling sad.. I went over and hugged my Mom and asked if she was ok and she began to sob deeply and so did I, she told me through her crying that the doctor told her that she was not very well.. I realised that she had been diagnosed with Parkinsons disease that very day.. worst of all, the doctor told her how long she had left to live, which wasn't long.

  Anyway, sorry for a sad one :) .. but I suppose thats one of many moments that had a deep impact on me..

  well.. I miss you Mom :)

  I Love you.

  
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    Soulz83 > Luke Skywalker August 11, 2011 at 4:36am

    Facing the inevitability of death is a difficult thing, and especially so when you have something like what your mother had gone through. It would have been hard for you, and even now. I think alot of us, even faced with death around us, tend to push it into the back of our minds that our death will one day come. It is a difficult thing to contemplate at times. We do hold our spiritual beliefs in toe, which help us when remembering that life continues, our souls journey never ends, and we have probably "died", per se, many, many times before. I guess the saddest part of our passing is the unknown of what happens to our loved ones left behind. And thinking about not being to watch you grow up, and not be there for a hug and give you their physical presence to share the good times with. I think it is honouring of our family who have past (for if it is so true that they are here with us in spirit, which i believe) is to continue our relationship with them, even though they physically are not here. 

    Thankyou for sharing this experience with us, Dear Luke. I think it is good to bring up these memories, they are precious, even if they are sad at times to remember. Your Mother is a beautiful soul.

    Love you Luke xx
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  Soulz83 August 11, 2011 at 3:35am

  When I was 15 I had the urge to put pen to paper. And not exactly sure what was happening, I let go of my mind and energy started to flow through me. A picture of dolphins and a letter from a Grandma to her Granddaughter was written onto the pages in front of me. It was addressed to a friend of mine. I folded it up thinking I was crazy, i didnt pass it on. I found out years later, her Grandma had passed away at the time, and through my friends misery she became belemic and was in and out of hospital, she missed her alot. I felt bad for not helping her and passing on the message, I wonder if it would have helped, but I didnt trust myself or my abilities back then... I dont 100% trust it now... but I am trying.

  I work with energy, In astral form I can levitate things, I astral sometimes, I speak to spirits that have passed, I communicate with "ETs" and my guardians on a regular basis. I do training in astral form at night, I have had constant energy increases since I was 15..

  In my earlier years, I dabbled with the oiuja board, tarot cards, loved the ideas of visiting haunted places, loved reading nostradamus, reading books about alien experiences, then it progressed to having astral experiences, regulare communication with my guardians, to seeing ufos, merkabas in the sky, to seeing beings in my room at night.

  Anyways thats a little bit about me...