Spiritual Forum

You know, lately...I've been living totally in the now. Like really, I have officially moved into being present at all times. It's something many great spiritual leaders and teachers have tried to teach us, about being present, being in the now, living from our being, living from our I AM presence. It's very true what they say. And I realize now how there's actually alot of power in that. Alot of power.

When you're in the now, you're much more connected to your true self, your I am. You're much more authentic and real. It's better if you already have a good sense of self, a strong I AM presence, already, but once you move into the present moment, into the now...there really is so much power in it, this is the beginning of true mastery. This is truly, I think, when we really start hitting the home stretch of ascension. Because only in the now, can we really have true realizations, and a true connection to our I AM, and truly ascend.

And..I think..one of the reasons we humans haven't moved into presence yet, and haven't yet developed a strong I AM presence, is because...we're just not ready for it. Because the power in it, and the potential for manifestation is so strong...that it really takes a balanced and centered person to be able to use it properly. Without creating alot of negative things for yourself and others. It takes a certain amount of wisdom and positivity, to use this power in a way that isn't destructive or detrimental.

I'm learning that too lol A few months ago, I really moved into being present and in the now. And right after that, for some reason, I just started becoming out of balance, and all these old issues that I thought were long gone came storming up. And I literally embodied and became and experienced, in my I AM, right now....all the old issues and insecurities and states of being that I ever had in my life. Like literally. And most of them came up for clearing and went away after, but it was still an intense thing, because all I had to do was think about it, and I literally started becoming all the negative things about myself that I've ever experienced. That's the power of now, of I AM, of presence.

And more than that, I started taking on issues I saw from everyone else. Just one example...I saw a guy who was crippled...he was in Afghanistan and he had an injury to his spine, and he couldn't talk or think properly. And I thought..wow I wonder what that's like...and I imagined what it would be like to have that problem, and I literally felt my spine start changing, and I suddenly I had problems thinking, I started stuttering like he did. I literally started becoming and manifesting in myself, the problem that he had! xD It was a scary thing.

So that's just one example of how much power there actually is, in the now, in presence, in I AM. And it takes alot of self discipline and self mastery to be able to harness it and make it work for you, instead of against you. Because anything you think, or anything you believe....you immediately start manifesting, right now. And as of now, it's been a lot of negative for me lol There's been alot of things, that quite frankly, have scared me silly. And it's taken alot of will and self discipline to get over it and really start controlling my thoughts and feelings to only be positive.

But, I also know, that it works the same both ways. If you can create negative things for yourself like that, you can also create positive things. And I'm in a mode now where I'm starting to create positive things. It's alot easier to create negative than positive though, because there's still part of me that feels, well I don't deserve it, I'm not good enough, not worthy...it seems for us humans to be alot easier to imagine negative things about ourselves than positive things.

But..this power...once we positively harness it...I think...we can create ourselves into anything we want to be, or manifest anything we want to create. Literally. The trick is to believe it, and become it. And once you start believing it, you will become it. Because ultimately, we're only limited by our imagination of ourselves, it really is true.

There's no real way to teach presence, it's just something that'll happen for you, when it's time for it to happen for you. Ultimately, only God truly knows when that is. But I'm just happy I've moved into it..and I know I'm on that next step, on the home stretch to ascension. So..I just wanted to share all this with you guys, to let you know what you're in for...if you haven't already moved into presence already.

Thanks for reading :)