I'd like to have your view on this one, PLEASE!
I just finished renovating my house, after my kids moved out, converting their rooms into Reiki and hypnosis rooms. I thought I would start my healing practice in January. I thought I had direction regarding what I would love to do - to heal people. All the touch-ups have been done and I thought I was "ready to go!"
Now last week I had a hectic spiritual healing and two days thereafter I woke up all restless; having the shakes, the shivers, feeling the energies: I HAVE TO PACK MY BAGS. I HAVE TO SELL MY HOUSE AND USE THE MONEY TO TRAVEL.
Below I summarized parts of what I wrote in my journal that morning: [[...]]
[[ About a month ago my son wanted to know about my financial situation. Then he said to me: "Mommy, why don't you sell the place and travel?"
Though I was looking forward to starting my practice and enjoyed the renovations, I still procrastinated somewhat, as if I unconsciously knew that this wasn't going to happen.
I LOVE my home, but since the kids moved out, I felt loneliness nibbling at my heart and sometimes I thought that this house is too big for me - am I sort of detaching from it?
While married, we had the most wonderful trips into the African bush. Originally coming from Germany, was I re-introduced to my "home"? Our trips gave me the opportunity to re-connect to the bush, to re-discover the beauty of it and to rejuvenate my soul. I simply loved those trips!
I have no more obligations but toward God, myself and humanity. The kids are able to support themselves, plus there's still daddy they can turn to if they need help.
I am free. ]]
And having been single for the past 5 years, I soo long to meet "Mr Right", and yesterday my medium told me I would meet my soul mate on one of my travels. He predicts I will leave latest in June/July. He also said that my guides may kick me out of my house if I won't do it "voluntarily", be it a burglary, or financial upheavals - well, whatever.
I consulted my various tarot cards, too. And that's what the result was: New Beginnings - Your inner guidance is real and trustworthy - Creative writing - Focus upon your strength - Hello from Heaven
There is so much synchronicity - so much makes sense, but the logical mind tells me "This is insane!" I'm SHIT SCARED (excuse the language). How can I possibly give up everything? I love my home, I love the security I have, everything just seemed to be sort of perfect and now I must move???
All those fears and questions pop up: Where am I supposed to travel to? What will I do? I'm already 50, I need a job, I need to support myself financially, and so on...
Just put yourself into my shoes and see what thoughts you would have about this, and you will understand my utter confusion.
Yes, the spiritual path is a wondrous one, but I think I must have had a little bit too much wine when charting this lifetime. I havent' got the foggiest idea how to go about this.
Your insights are highly appreciated.
Blessings, Love and LIght
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Put the house up for rent, ( so you still have a monthly income) and GO!!!!!!! when you decide to go back the house will still be there :)
Namaste/Jai Ma/Sai Ram,
Perhaps this can help you out: www.travel4life.org
This man quit his job and has since traveled to over 40 countries around the world. Perhaps he can give you some advice on how to proceed. You can travel places cheaply. If traveling cheap, then you could transition from things you no longer need easier.
Peace, Love and Light,
BJ
thanks for the kinds words, I cherish your friendship.
Follow the signs ...hear ur heart speak and let ur favorite painting emerge :-)
Dear Spirit Growth...could not help but reply to this beuatiful thread...hope you do not mind my intervention ...
This is the opportunity given by Free Will - which we all have been benedicted with - and this exhilaration is too much to handle at times. Deep breathing , meditation is introspection helps here.
Take every step slowly and feel the music of joy and love - those will be the sign of right path. look out for signs around you. Ask your Spirit Guides and Guardian Angels for their intervention. Let time not be the factor to move ...feel the music of joy in every step - don't be time bound. Find out what makes your heart sing. There is no right and wrong - it's the journey ...the path that your create for yourself as you know yourself better than any one. Lots of luv and light!
Two days ago (12/12/10) I packed my bags and started hitchhiking across texas... I was staying out in the country with grandma; love the nature; but all of a sudden; literally.. everybody thought i was going to hurt myself or something? IDK. I just listen to my heart and now i am in arlington my mom and I have reconnected and healing old traumas. I DO feel something NEW came in. I do feel the energetic pulsation even more so... i had no job; no money; all i brought was clothes and once i completely let go.. all the right things started happening; a friend gave me a coat a strange some leather gloves a old couple a ride an old man bought me food and i was just sitting there meditating... the surrender to the moment of abundance is real!!!!
i thought i was going to New mexico; maybe i still am. IDK ; all i do know is that the universe is a concious living being that always surrounds you and will provide if you would just believe ;)
if you want to; just let go... from everything; get ready for the water works cause the mental/emotional body goees through a deep cleansing when u suddenly abandon everything; but, just be aware of the process...
when i got to north richland hills (in Texas) i ran into friends i grew up with; i spent the night with them; i fed the body and stuff and ended up channeling like the whole time.. or i was just quiet; it was wierd. anyway; my mom after knowing i came all this way decides that i can come to her house.. when i get here i had a closet full of clothes and lets just say abundance... this is so wierd; i woke up at 3;33 this morning and cannot go back to bed; i just am. i dont need to sleep. i dont need anything but the SELF; the MOMENT; and concious presence of course ;)
Thank you for allowing me to share my journey... i love you all brothers and sisters.
11;11
Thanks for your words from the heart.
The fears that pop up from time to time should, in my opinion, be seen as catalyst for growth.
This could be seen as a type of 'test'.
When deciding on a change of course in ones life what should be consulted?
The intellect or the heart?
Wishing you all the luck in the world.
Ashim
This is a hypocrite speaking, but....
Take a baseball bat and SMASH THAT LOGIC ASIDE!!!! Ignore your logic, go with your heart!
Very simple. But like most simple solutions, it's very hard.
Yes it seems that you are being led to leave however.......Leave on your own decision and not the angels or friends. Also watch readers. I don't care how much you like them. You would still be following someone elses advise. Also you could travel now and not meet you man. But you could travel and meet him in 6 mnonths or a year. He will find you no matter where you are so if you move out be it your decision and choice. I was led to Texas for a guy. I felt all the signs were there telling me to go. It worked perfectly. I sold all of my stuff with ease and made the 1600 mile journey with out issues. I thought for sure it was meant to be. It was awfull with him. The worst I ever expereinced. I quickly packed and moved to another part of Texas. Seems I am meant to be here but re connecting me with the ex was the only way to get me here. Now I am happy in Texas.
...if i had the money, i would travel all the time...so i will suggest... U Go For It!!!