I imagine I stand before God and can talk to him face to face. Let`s say we have a fine conversation.

In all honesty, I am really aware of this:

Without Hitler I were not born into this world, for my father wouldn`t have met my mother.

Without second world war my grandfather wouln`t have become that soft hearted and sensitive like he used to be opening my eyes that I am a child of God and the universe.

Without being surrounded by extreme communists when I grew up (it was in Eastern Germany) I wouln`t have been trained in discussions and diputations and I would propably not have choosen to study theology and philosophy for mind training.

Without my stroke last year and the kind doktores and people caring for me I would have been dead without having a special time I gained now to study and do whatever I want to do.

Without plans of NWO being exposed I hardly had any reason typing lines into my screen in order to have them published at AC.

And so ad infinitum. In fact, I need the bad guys in order to find good ways to live. Do you know what I`m talking about? The bad guys are necessary on the way of life!

From there I imagine talking with God about not letting any bad guy get lost.

In this regard I can not imagine being part of the game without any bad guy. I find the thought of getting saved while others get lost deeply absurd. I could not live that way, for it turns my guts around...