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"Well health, I just do what animals do lol Drink water, stay active, eat whenever possible lol Or when I'm hungry. And that's basically it, I mean health isn't some far off thing, it's actually quite simple, and would be simple if we weren't living…"
"Now I'm real and honest, and not someone prone to fanciful delusions, in fact I didn't even want to accept it, and told them to get lost lol When they came "down", again not physically down, more DIMENSIONALLY. If that makes sense, this is hard to…"
"I was sort of taken aback, because I never experienced a presence so succinct lol Which I COULDN'T SEE, and it was driving me nuts, I was like SHOW YOURSELF lol Who is this. What do you want with me, I'm just here playing basketball lol
And…"
And…"
"So yea I'm being watched lol It's been quiet lately, but I know they're there lol So I never feel alone. I'm not one to feel lonely anyways.
The ET that came "down" and visited me, was a female ET, sort of looked like a Gray, but not quite, it…"
The ET that came "down" and visited me, was a female ET, sort of looked like a Gray, but not quite, it…"
"I've had experiences lol Starting at like 8 years old, when I seen this cigar shaped craft go into a cloud lol AND IT DIDN'T COME OUT THE OTHER SIDE.
More recently, I've had visitations lol Experiences. Where apparently ETs that I've known and know…"
More recently, I've had visitations lol Experiences. Where apparently ETs that I've known and know…"
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"Good info you have been providing on the Anunnaki the last few days Drekx. Since you have been posting about some of these Gods and Godesses examples being Ma'at and Isis I wanted to know what were Ma'at and Isis's agenda what were…"
"Good info you have been providing on the Anunnaki the last few days Drekx. Since you have been posting about some of these Gods and Godesses examples being Ma'at and Isis I wanted to know what were Ma'at and Isis's agenda what were…"
"Really good questions, friend.....Yes, I've been enjoying the Anunnaki data, coming to me from several sources and using the skills of Mikala to probe further into their ancient history, too....They are now on our Lighted side and from what we know…"
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The World is not your burden Zeo ;)) you are not design to care that on your shoulders, you can share with the rest of 7 billion and let go, unless you don't want to that's different story - 'what we resist, persists' ... ;))
Other than that, creating chakra orbs to see how well my body is reacting to the universe itself. Lately, not so hot. Much pain all over, and especially in my head. The lights mix with the darks and get twisted in knots within me. People seem to resent it. A lot.
I can't do mantra at all. I used to, very well. But now - the voices in the air will sync to my mantra, and I really need peace to myself. It doesn't matter what I'm doing. They're always there speaking to each other, and its like the other doesn't care, but when I think - everyone chimes in with exactly what I'm thinking. Then instantly after say "I don't care" or "You're freaking me out". Really hard to find peace when you can't silence other people. That don't care.. its horrible honestly.
I miss my old self.
Makes me wish for the anuryism back, but not only is that not a possibility, its not the right answer either.
I am going to take steps to see a neurologist. But that will take a lot of time.
Its just...
What I've seen...
A beautiful world filled with terror and shame.
I just think we missed our shot..
I also feel like I should take full blame for everyone on this planet..
Quite possibly everyone in this universe and even neighboring universes as well.
Dunno. Maybe I'm being melodramatic, but I do feel sometimes that everyone thinks the way they think today because of my mistakes.
I just wanted to help everyone.
In the darkes hour of life we find our true self and see the light th brightes, maybe you had a really good light before but your guides wanted to show you the true bright coulour of the light.
i suggest you meditate in the morning ( thats the best time)
and i highly recommend you to spend as much time in nature as you can! Meditaing in nature is even better :)
i wish you love and light with your healing process and let me know how things keep going!
namaste and light
i agree on the meditation in the morning. i found that the best time is very early as people are still asleep and a lot of psychic chatter is not floating around in the air......
also when it comes to meditation you might want to try to find more passive forms of meditation as opposed to something like zen meditation......both types are amazing and wonderful, but the passive might be more helpful if meditation is difficult for you at times......
Back to - I am ultra sensitive to all of these things. My story is very long, and quite hard to actually believe. But true none the less.
What I'm trying to say is that I am at peace with how things are because they are.
What I am not at peace with are the chemicals that have been trapped and forcibly turning off my connection to my true self.
Meditation only works so far. If my body is a vessel f9r the soul so to speak, and I am the house in which my soul lives, I've been locked out and am outside searching for the key to come back home.
This is where the physical aspect comes in. On a molecular level my brain has been cluttered with chemicals that have rewritten my physical anatomy. Meaning that some of the molecular bonds must still be attached within causing this block. Maybe, maybe not. What I need is a serious "jump start" as my "battery" has been caused to die, and the chemicals broke the altinator. Like bad gas, shutting a car down. What happens to gas that sits in an engine? Corrosion.
So I need to figure out how to get the corroded chemicals out of my head in order to jump the spark plugs (neurotrabsmittors) so I can get that internal combustion so the car (my body) will start working properly again. Now I'm aware of the miles I have, and that if I sit too long I'll become cold. I can't let this happen.
So then only two things I'm looking for are the physical properties in oder to get the corrosion out. Much like an engine cleaner. Something powerful, but not harmful to the engine (my head).
I hope this puts it into perspective. Meditation is fine but aside from the anuryism that was up there, I also broke my spine in a serious car accident. So bending and turning causes lots of pain that's trully hard to work past and doesn't clear my mind. It very much could entice a headache (not that its bad, just not what I'm looking for at this momment. But deffinatly in the future.)
This is my reason for being so specific.
The worst part is, the worse I get, no matter me ~ the people around me get worse as well. Things have been slowly getting better, but I need to clear my physical body of this chemical confusion and faulty wiring before it becomes out of reach.
I know this is asking a lot, and thank you for the help. It is greatly appreciated.
The things I have tried are Melitonin. That alone gives me lucid dreams, and everyone is on the other side having knowing exactly who I am. Though none of them I can recall.
Its just tough, being at such a heightened state of awareness, but being held back so much similtanioualy.
Sorry to have gone on such a tangit. Its just I'm looking for my key, and just can't seem to find it.
there are lots of starseeds and indigos that have life experiences that no one would believe, but we believe and support each other. the hightened state of awareness and the channeling of a lot of energy can be a tremendous strain on our bodies and our minds pushing us to the brink.......the key is at least trying the advice given to you.....
Love & Blessings...
Do you have a naturopath that you can go see?? that might be very helpful.......
http://www.care2.com/greenliving/top-15-cleansing-foods.html?page=2
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