I am aware of the fact I am that I am. I am aware of atoms creating mass without really consisting of any mass, therefor I live in a constant awareness of this illusion reality. I am aware that there is more to this world than money, girls and materialism. I am fully commited to serving the cause of love and light...
But HOW do one balance heartbreak and inner peace? ...At this very moment, I have an incredible heavy feeling in my chest, breathing is difficult. A fierce, intense feeling of anxeity and sadness pulsates within my stomach. At the same time I know I shouldn't be taking it so hard, but god damn ts hard..:(
As I write this, I am aware that there is more concerning issues in this world, but I cant contribute if I feel like I'm the most miserable person in the here? I cant focus on anything, I have trouble doing my job, I get drowned in disturbing thoughts almost every moment, I pitty my self and that is very disturbing. Why am I taking a break up so hard? Why should a persons action dictate how I feel for several days later. I dont recognize myself. All these questions are the EGO...and just by realizing that at this very moment, I realized that everything I wrote here was pointless and just a illusion..I feel lost
My god...how I long for tranquility and peace :(
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Yes, dear Dawn that why it is so importend to stay connected with other hearts to keep doing this.
I know Darling as Iam a transformer myself and probilly all the light workers.
We are doing it ! Love is all!!
Yesterday, sky watchers around the Marshall Space Flight Center in Huntsville, Alabama, witnessed something amazing: A complex network of luminous arcs and rings surrounded the afternoon sun.
agree with you Dawn,
Earth wants all our suffering, it heals her.
Release release dear MP and let your heart burn with Love <3
remember: you are not alone, we are doing this together, transforming for Earth
Hi mp2012,
I have felt the pain and suffering of this also in my life...it does go away with time...i have been told it is the energy change around our bodies when we depart from a relationship...while in it, the 2 energies bond...then we separate, the energies have to retract, and we feel it as emotional pain. I like Eckhardt Tolle's reasoning, it helped me a lot...allow all the emotions that come up in you...don't be hard on yourself for feeling self pity, depression etc...just try to observe it all and be really kind to yourself...do what you really love to do and be really selfish for a while...the planet will still be here when you stabilize :) and return to a more balanced you.
It is just an illusion, but a really powerful one!!! And we are all here by choice, because we have these lessons of 'allowing' to learn...
Love
Chris
Everyone has had their bad moments, or is still having them.
Better a life full of mistakes, than one spent doing nothing.
learning to let go is truly the hardest thing that we have to do we live we love we laugh and we cry it is all a part of the human experience the only permenance is the love we feel, sometimes circumstances changes us or the people in our lives as we progress some people we out grow and some do not understand that we have changed and no longer wish to accompany us upon our journey but that is their choice we cannot possess anyone or anything sometimes it is a bleesing and a grace in disquise. My friend my words won't dilinate the pain you feel but i do hope that through retrospection you will find some peace and solace found in the pain you feel if you felt no sorrow that is when i would worry about you dharma tends to reveal the path we need to take by our human experiences truly the heart will lead the way the rest will follow.love and light
when we give our heart to someone and things don't work out it is perfectly normal to feel what you are feeling...we all get to feel that pain here in 3d...however we are constantly moving through time and the future is not fixed...so to you many here are sending healing to your heart...mend and move forward...you have alot to give...we love you