For some reason, this day I woke up with my little self esteem BROKEN
I am a succesfull librarian I am well recognized in my faculty were I work
I have a calmed not stressfull life and even at least an internet boyfriend whom I met physically in other spiritual planes
butf or some reason I feel this morning... I HAVE FAILED.....
the guides insist I have defeated "the matrix" as they call the controlling force around us, and my psychic skill are so huge nobody hides from me any more
and now I am called "SUN" not jeanna or lucia or any other name just "SUN" and I have met archangel uriel with was the boss of my guardian angel
but any way I feel a failure... I am crying I do not feel I did anything USEFULL for me at all
sorry I know it may sound stupid hu?
thoughts are wellcomed.....