As a child i could never sleep  because when i closed my eyes i saw stars and my mind would begin to race. wondering why the universe was inside of me and at age 5 or 6 of course the answers never came so i began to dull things out by avid reading. books beings my first drug i ever used to escape this world (my mom actually would take away my reading privileges and force me to watch tv with the family and i would sneak and hide and read with a flashlight beneath my blanket to read. (IS THIS WEIRD). So that was my first drug and as an adult experimented with lots of others to accomplish what reading did for me as a kid....to shut my brain up. i think it worked to well ...i now see nothing when i close my eyes :(. have i destroyed my personal universe?  one more thing....as a child ..loving to shock people i would tell them my theory of aliens and angels being one and the same and people were just confused by these star beings. i thought i was the only one with that belief at the time didn't know where it came from but thought i was brilliant for thinking it :) :) lol...but i now know i'm not alone.but maybe on the next concept ..i would also state to others how the aliens were brilliant with there antenna on there head and maybe we humans should try this so we can transmit our communications better therefore more mutual understanding (since i was/am often misunderstood. anyone heard of an antenna i could place on my head for better reception? just askin...lol :)

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  • Andromedaner Z you will go trough this and come back stronger, Justin!
    all the best my friend
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  • Justin89636 Thanks for this friend. Hopefully this works if you already have cancer. Not 100% sure I do like I said earlier, but this is a good video to check out none the less. My advice would be don't take 4 or 5 hour long walks in hot weather like I did lol.
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  • Justin89636 I can try. Its the pain of dying thats if I am dying that scares me. These skin lesions can be nothing though they look like what they call basal and squamous cell carcinomas which are slow growing cancers which for many from what Ive seen take…
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  • Drekx Omega Sometimes friend, it's not so much as to what you eat, as rather, what you don't eat....Try removing all sugars from your diet....Sugar can feed cancers....You also will find that it's a good lesson to limit fears...as there is nothing to fear but…
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  • Justin89636 That is good advice, but keto and carnivore is expensive as hell here. Most I can ever afford is a few days worth of those type of foods. I'm not sure if that would work with skin cancer lesions or regular skin lesions or not. It does work for many…
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  • Movella I see.. Have you been doing keto and fasting? Both are known to prevent and reverse most cancers, it would be good to give it a shot, even though this may not be cancerous.
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  • Justin89636 That would be nice, but I'm already having problems finding a dermatologist who understands my fears. These people don't care. They only care about money. Plus because of me being out in the sun way to much the last few years I count many many skin…
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  • Movella Of course you will make it out of this Justin.. You've got this!
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  • Justin89636 Thank You Movella. Yes its been tough mentally thats for sure. Lots of anger and fear the last few weeks. Not sure I'm making it out of this even though survival rate for early skin cancers is 90 some percent. Its because I have a phobia of medical…
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  • Justin89636 Yes I have heard that to friend. Also the last few years many have come forward curing cancer with antiparasitic drugs known as Ivermectin and Fenbendazole. Other drugs have also been mentioned. These drugs of course are being censored by Big…
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  • Drekx Omega Well, nothing in life is certain and spirit actually has ABSOLUTE POWER over every facet of life, in spite of appearances..Your higher self may have lessons to learn from your fears and how to master them...I have heard of many, many instances in…
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  • Justin89636 Yeah might as well. I think its skin cancer, but the thought of a biopsy a surgery scares the hell out of me due to my fear of people in the medical industry. I have had this fear my entire life. Maybe its because I have Asperger's IDK? Reading up…
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