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"Hey everyone.
I've been on this site and reading your comments for quite a while now, seeing people come and go, but I chose to remain in the shadows for lots of different reasons.
I feel this is a time of discord in this site, so I would suggest…"
I've been on this site and reading your comments for quite a while now, seeing people come and go, but I chose to remain in the shadows for lots of different reasons.
I feel this is a time of discord in this site, so I would suggest…"
"Appreciate the support Vlada, but with regards to your opinions about Ivermectin and other anti parasitic drugs its already been proven they work as there are now some doctors who actually have compassion and are now using them to treat people.…"
"So sorry to hear this diagnosis considering you havn't been to the Dr's Justin you need proper diagnosis & proper support, I suggest you seek that out in a professional manner via a cancer support group or service, diagnosis is imperative to do any…"
"AE to answer your question I have not seen a doctor due to my crippling fear of them, but I have the symptoms of stage 4 melanoma which would make sense since I have gotten tons and tons of sun the last couple of years from extremely long walks…"
"Yeah see I thought it would be termed as human trafficking,well least he's being investigated and hopefully charged cos thats a imprisonable offence isnt it,its serious stuff..these babies literally dont have parents at all now,he's just a sperm…"
"Your appearing like a real nasty minded person Drekx,and very childish of you as your just proving it on this main page now again,attacking me for thinking about Justin, as to why he was leaving,he mentioned about something happening last week in…"
"Lol-the chicoms have been effectively checkmated in the 'new world order' -or part of the plan. Apparently the chicoms were going to be the new world's police force but they betrayed the globalists and went with brics.…"
"Maybe Ben can use a different server? I think you can keep your domain name and address. But I think there are deeper issues. About a month ago some of my posts started showing other peoples vid posts in my posts. There have been other anomalies,…"
CHAPTER III
SPIRITISM
I was still a lad of twelve summers when,…
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it would be easier if it just wasn't so freaking scary (ha!) ... but from what i understand, that's the point.
for me, as i come close to breaking through "the veil", it gets really loud. all sorts of buzzing and whirling and roaring and... you know, it kinda of sounds like logging on to dialup internet. except cranked to 11. and in my head.
i try to keep calm and stay with it, but most times it's enough to make me stir myself awake. and then i'm like "DANGIT!" because i remember that i was supposed to chill and see where it goes. err see where I go.
and it never happens when i'm ready for it!
i have had some success, and have found myself in interesting environments, talking to interesting... um, "people", but my consistency rate leaves something to be desired.
and i can't ever WILL it to happen. i wish i knew what buttons to push.
the dark tries so hard to keep me afraid. and i'm sick of it! i feel like once i can overcome my fear, i might just turn into a ball of fire and engulf the earth in the name of light and love. haha, anyone else ever feel like that? :D
Just wanted to say ... I'm also the sh**-scared kind ;) and it sure has a lot of influence on my spiritual growth ... Once the usual identification, acceptation etc. process if you're still scared and it's beyond your control ... it's time for you to consider it is part of your karma - you may have seen a lot more than you should have in your past lives and you now have to find your very own way of evolution, through different paths than the 'brave' - yet more innocent - ones take ;) ... fear is not alway a weakness, it's sometimes a signal you have to listen : 'don't go there.'
As you pointed out, you feel like once you'll be done with your fears it's gonna be an ejaculation of light and love, and it's true ! and it means that this sense of darkness you have taught you how sweet light is ehe
"Light shines in darkness, and darkness never seizes it."
- John -
have fun pal, franelle