Fuck life.
Fuck all that is untrue,
Fuck everything that is pretending.
Fuck addictions,Fuck lies.
Fuck all shallownessAnd prejudice.
Fuck it all, all that you have done
To be someone that you’re not.
Fuck those people who are trying to push you down,
Fuck their shitBecause it’s not yours,
And stop believing that it is.
Fuck all self pity
That you let destroy yourself.Fuck the tears that has been running down your cheeks
For nothingBecause you thought that it really was something.
Fuck all your expectations
That makes you fall hard
Down to the groundWhen things don't turn out to be the way you thought they would be.
Fuck the mind that makes you think you’re worthless,
Fuck words that says “You can’t do it"Because you fucking can
and I fucking know it,And I don’t care if you don’t because
Fuck doubt.
I have ripped apart every last cigarette,
I have smashed my last bottle of vodka against the wallAnd thrown away the entire bag of weed that I had left.
Because I know that I can enjoy life and make it without itAnd fuck you if you tell me that I can’t,
Because I just said that I could,Fuck you!
Let it all float away in the river of worthlessness
Let it moulder at the dumpLet it rot in the past.
Let your wounds bleed,
And stop panicking alreadyBecause they will heal,
And don’t give me that fucking sad face as you look down on your scars.It’s gone now.
And don’t you take it backBy ripping it up again.
I will never laugh at your jokes again that I don’t think are funny,
I will never kiss your ass again.I will never kneel down
In desperationAsking for your forgiveness because I didn't,
Because that’s a fucking childish game.Never again.
I will not try to be you
Or your friends.
I will not agree to your opinionsBecause mine are not okay
Or because they are inappropriate.I will not shut up
Because what I say is taboo.If taboo is truth and saying what you're really thinking,
Then fuck taboo!
I don't want to have any more secrets.
I will not hold anything back anymore
That hurts when I keep it inside.I will not hold myself down no more.
And I will never bring back the past to life
Or wish upon the futureBecause what is present isn’t fun or easy.
You say that I live in a dream world
And run from reality.What is reality?
Let me fucking decide mine
For myself.You can keep yours
Because I know what’s yours is not always mineEven though you think so
Because you’re a clever one.Don’t you ever look down on people ever again,
The dysfunctional or disabled,
The naive, inexperienced or the "stupid"Because they will teach you much.
"Oh holy life guru"…
You don’t know it all
Even though you think soWhile holding your head high above the others
Sneering and judging,Like a fucking moron.
Don’t you place me in a file
Or write me a prescriptionFor pills that I should take
To make everything “alright",So that I’ll never need to be sad or “too absentminded",
Confused or mad.Don’t you help me close my eyes
Because I want them to be open.And I’ll be glad to see some ugly truth
For once.In my head are exuberant ideas
And collected inspiration
That I want to spread outAll over the empty pale walls
To make a masterpiece.Don’t look if you can’t fucking take it,
But I will jump up and down by joy to finally have made it.
So don’t you drug me to make me fit in,
Don’t you starve me to make me thin,Don't you tell me what to wear,
Don't you tell me how I should have my hair.Don’t you tell me what to do.
I hate when you prevent me from trusting myself,
Because you try to fix everything
Before I even get to try to fix myself.Don’t protect me
Or adjust the truth
So that I won’t sufferOr conquer untruth.
Don’t tell me it’s natural or common
For me to hurt myselfSo that I will take every opportunity
Or encouragementTo make me feel like I can stay that way
As long as I can,Till it feels like I have nothing left to hurt.
Don’t you make me slow down because you’re afraid of running.
I will run my own race,And don’t fucking tell me to slow down in respect to others because they can’t accept to see it,
Me running free and laughing just the way I want to,That’s just fucking bullshit!
And if that is how life is "meant" to be…
Then fuck life!
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My life is in Sweden where I live with my lovely family of 6 people who I appriciate greatly.
My life is lead by my heart and by love, not by a negative mind, hate or blaming. I live it with awareness in the best way I can.
My life is located in my heart, my soul, within people, in the creative things that I have passion for, the sea and the nature.
I don't mind you asking.
Love,
-Sunny
I've felt this way at times too :)
love, light & blessings
LOLS
Love, light and blessings to you too!
And thank you :-D
Lols Marique, yes I agree with you. I have friends that swear like troopers when we get together and none of it is harsh just words and half the time we crack ourselves up with it.
Cheers
Suzexx
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