This past week iv'e been feeling so low and depressed. Head and back aches, no willinginess to eat. I have tried creating new art, meditating, yoga, exercise, all the things that usually work to bring my spirit into higher realms. None of these seem to be working.
This week I was reminded of how much humans and animals have been made to suffer for far too long. I can't take it and watch others and myself suffer on this plane anymore without answers. I need answers to my prayers. I need a sign, and fast, for my morale is fading.
-Gabriel Maitreya
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Love,
Gabriel Maitreya
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thanks much…woke up..new day…good energy..best..enjoying while it’s happening… FEELING THE LOVE REALLY HELPED.. back atcha~
i was thinking that a great way to bust through feeling low.... is to maybe help out the humans and animals you see suffering. get out of yourself by helping someone else......it takes the attention away from ourselves as we help out someone else.......just a suggestion.......thank you, ttt
that is great advice Aly. sitting and releasing, grounding, giving it to Gaia. I have also found that when old tools are not working is to find another tool. another tool to push through and move past internal road blocks.....
Hang in there man, I'm been feeling much the same, things will be better soon, New Jerusalem here we come!
i don’t know what the answer is…have tried…still trying..gets worse..now alone..no friends family..everyone too ill to help..things breaking..no money to fix…will soon be homeless or in a mental hospital…take meds to ease pain..anguish… told to let go..of what? have nothing left.. and old..old and frail..can hardly walk.. why am i still here? how can i help anything..when can no longer help myself…I TRY..I CRAWL ON HANDS & KNEES>>BEGGING NOW>>BEGGING>>ALONE W?GOD>>ALL HAVE IS GOD>>SO MAYBE GOD WILL READ THIS AND LET ME DIE>>OR LEAVE>>OR WHATEVER>>WHEREVER>>THIS TORTURE>>A TEST? HOW MUCH TESTING?? I HAVE GONE THRU…MY ONLY FRIENDS HAVE PASSED AWAY…I AM THAT OLD NOW..SO WHY DO I STAY? TO TAKE CARE OF 45 YR OLD BEDRIDDEN SON..ANGRY AT EVERYONE..SMOKES POT ALL DAY/NITE..BURNS HOLES IN EVERYTHING UP IN SMOKE…i know i should leave..but where do i go??????? let him go..destroy himself..that’s up to him now…it is not my responsibility.. i know that NOW…thought i be a good mother..help him..provide meals..clean house..pay bills…he doesn’t help..promises to..then does nothing. I CAN’T TAKE ANY MORE..I KEEP FALLING..LOSING MY BALANCE..HELP…HELP..HELP…OH GOD..PLEASE..HELP ME~~~
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