I've added a spiritual blog ("Coincidence does not exist") where I "characterize" myself as a confident, happy and carefree being, and indeed, I am all that, but still have some concerns about ascension.
In previous forums, signs of physical and mental "alterations" were discussed and I thank all of the contributors that have shared their experiences. I surely have a lot, if not most of the signs of shifts taking place within me, and they, to a certain degree, prove to me that I'm doing the right things and that I'm on the right track.
I have a VERY strong desire to be ready for 2012, but at the same time I question my "readiness." Of course, one should not compare oneself with others; we are all here at different levels of spiritual awakening, fulfilling our purpose, but on occasions, this (stupid) insecurity pops up, particularly so when I read all the wise and loving words from all of you, seeing how much you all know and also seeing what some of you have experienced. I feel somewhat intimidated by all your knowledge and experiences, as I have had only little insight so far. - Now I hope you don't stop commenting :) (For example, I sooo much long to be in touch with beings from "The Other Side" DIRECTLY, hearing them at least - and not only through my intuition -, but this has not happened yet.)
Yes, I have not been following the spiritual path for as long as a lot of other AC members, but I'm getting somewhat impatient. This impatience stems from a feeling of insecurity, of a perceived lack of knowledge, making me want things to start happening faster, so please share your wisdom once more on how to overcome this impatience.
Eagerly and appreciatively looking forward to your uplifting advice.
Lots of Love and Light
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I mean, I've been dealing with similar feelings for years, I think it's all the intense energy on the planet and maybe some people are more sensitive to it than others....
I've seen people get pretty sarcastic about the whole "spirituality" and "transformation" thing, like "you can keep your head filled with rainbows" -- stuff like that - and it's RIDICULOUS... LoL
Obviously people don't understand the amount of intense energy some people are this planet are feeling, but I think the ironic thing, is that they will be feeling it soon too...;. If they already aren't.... And it's very serious, not something to be sarcastic about.....
That's why it's so important to look within and be REAL with yourself.... when things start to really feel like it's pushing us over the edge, that among other things will be what saves your sanity......
Don't doubt yourself Spirit Growth, something very intense and very real is happening, and there are spirits, beings out there - and here on planet Earth who want to help you.... :)
Happy 11:11 - today feels really intense!
:-)