Spiritual Forum

Anja,

I once loved a woman with your name giving me reason to love that name till today (and I still get soft knees when I see her, maybe once a year)...

Anyway, you closed your post, and having no other chance to answer you, I do it this way, and I hope you have a little joy reading my lines...

I believe in miracles here and there in life, in sun and moonlight, in the smell of the seasons and loved ones, and I also believe that many tears and pain and suffering.

The older I get, the more I see behind facades  and feel the soul of people very clearly even from a distance. And I see lots of pain and disappointments, wherever it might come from.

This seems a big reason people come here, a soul asylum, a tiny place they hope finding a kind of relief from their everyday life. I am mostly happy for having such room. I still remember those times 25 years back, when I was sitting alone in my world and had nobody to share my thoughts.

This was by the way one big reason I married and got divorced after 5 years. I wanted to break my loneliness and married the sister of a far away friend...

My mind goes out for you. I would like to see into your eyes and have a nice cup of hot chocolade, and I would listen to you if you would allow me to listen...

Be not unjust to other ones. We hardly know the real stories behind the many names in here. Some might be happy people, but many - I suppose - are lonesome eagles and hard fighters for life. Many are highly sensitive reacting on all possible motions and shit. And in reality they have hardly someone to speak or to hug. Can you imagine how hard that might be?

Anja - how careful I wisper your name - if someone has pushed a botton it is not meant to be  an offence, but a revelation. It revealed something within you you feared to feel. It shows you what is really living in you. It points to something you mostly don`t like. It opens a way for you to get to know yourself better. This is the main reason your soul has choosen to come here.

Now relax a bit and take some deep breaths. And take my greetings and deep sympathy from Germany!