hello, my name is john, you've known me on here as jimclarson, asara leo, and missingno and then back to jimclarson. last year in the spring of 09 i first awakened and got into the hollow earth theory which eventualy lead to topics of lemuria and aghartha as well as learning about the political and conspiracy awakenings regarding reptilians, draconians, nibiru, anunaki, nwo, masons, fema camps and all that other jazz that you need to know as well to stay informed. early on when i awakened during late july, early august [i forget] i had learned about the phrase "ashtar command" so i googled it to find out more and was led there through google, right there in the first results. i read some, saw people posting channelings and ufo stuff, and it was enough to get me hooked. isigned up and noticed a chat bar, i click and entered and randomly started talking away. again very self centered and in my own head, talking about whatever came to my mind, being stoopid, whatever, i also met a few people, most of which i regret to have come to know. people who claim spirituality and divinity, but in reility they have their drama fights on here and all that and its utter bullshit. alot of fake arguring bullshit that these people get their jollies on taking others along with them for the ride, they get them to feel its normal with lingo and clever wording/phraseing and word emphasis/tone, all this adds up to a nice person who doesnt know better to be strung along by it and in the end feel disapointed and bad, and the others who dragged them through laugh behind their back saying, "what a shmuk". these people are what i call the ashtar assholes, this is not everyone here, as im sure the vast majority of members here are inocent learning/budding starseeds like myself. but to those who do this know who they are, and this message is for them exclusivly. these people, the ashtar assholes are masonic club members who are into metaphysical stuff for personal gain and manipulation of those and whats around them. whether itr be for higher rankings in the masonic lodge ~cough~:comander:~cough~ or their own desires of vibe highs as psychic/chi/emotional/spiritual/sexual/emotional garbage dumping vampires. again its all based on the person and im not naming names, but heres more. the dark luminotti dont want a spiritual awakening on planet earth, so whats the best thing to do? create structured areas for starseeds to awaken to, and create the pitfalls from the awakening, because if you cant stop a mass spiritual awakjening on earth, the most you can do is corrupt it to the point it screws itself up outof utter confusion. does a sheep walk down the sloughter isle if it knows at the end of the isle its meeting its doom? i think not, it fights. what are the dark luminotti and the elites doing to us now? keeping us brainwashed into think normal day atrocities and public social stards is norml, and reinforce those standards with glamorized movie portrayals. so okay, how do they deal with the ones whove broken free of that cycle and are now realising their potential as spiritual beings of unimited power? create a whole new set of false road signs and complicated detours/booby traps and confusions, but designed around the premise of the awakened individual. again, keep us calm and happy, so that when the time does arise for us to think on our feet, we're all love love love. which is another thing i wanna touch on...
love love love. a new concept thats been floating around this site in the background in which many many woman sleep around with many many men. this is very harmful for a spiritual awakening because it gets our root chakras all entangled up with other people and totaly screws up the energy system as far as a productive healthy awakening goes, i beleive that spiritual sex is to be engaged between two partners who have a twin flame or highly soul mate dynamic relationship and is to be enjoyed between those two. theres a few individuals on here, again no names who make me sick with the kindof shit that has been done. and i fucking hate the idea that any any ANY underraged individuals may habve been hurt in trhe prosess of this. i think its sick and wrong and i think the people who commit these crimes are sick and fucked up individuals. also, if you wanna think for one minuite that daily drama and "im gonna kill myself" manipulative decitful get my way bullshit is in the realm of divine spiritualy then your horribly wrong, also, if your this way, with genuine intent to improve, thats one thing, but to drag others along is fucking bullshit, theres many many many people you ashtar assholes have hurt along the way, and i dont wanna see it go any further, i have frends who have been hurt badly by you guys, and worst part if your all into this energetic stuff as well, difference is though is that you use it for ill will against others, and wanna carry your fights through the ether and dump them onto others who dont know any better then to think its their own, and im fucking sick of it, ive had enough, i REALLY REALLY HAVE!! so if you wanna go carry out your own problems and insecurities onto other people and be assholes the rest of your life, fine, but leave me out of this, and know this, karma always finds its way into every noiok and crappy of reality, no matter how hard you try, you will face your karma eventualy. so with that, i end my post, and i demand, demand, demand, never to see, hear, feel, experience, any form of your energies, thoughts, problems, intents, wishes, or any other form of consious energy sent in me, or my frends ever again, i mean this with the purest and clearest of intent, and i demand that you ashtar assholes, masons, lizards in hiding, vampires or any other ascosiations of such be any where near me in the guidelines set a few lines up. this is my last straw and ive had it with all of you, it angers me trememd the things that have transpired and i want you all to back the hell off. find another way to cope with your insecurities but finaly leave me and my frends outof this. i dont expect this topic to get much attention, but i ask that the ashtar assholes to whom this is adressed pass this amonst themselves and read it thouroughly. this is john. and this is my statement.
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Perceive, think, feel & live out the soul from there.. THEN - ARE WE 'perfect in our EXPRESSION of the One '.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_think_therefore_i_am
I doubt it was Buddha. No offense, though.
- as well .. ( If I write "as well" 100 times in 100 days? Orion will buy me a new car :o)
( OR SUPPLY! ONE OF THE F!.. 42 MIO CARS THEY OWE ME ALREADY! ;-|
- or - 'I can choose one BIG car - 'wee' ..' )
if you all want to keep posting and giving power to an article you dont even suport its message why continue to post and feed the fire? everytime you all post against in reply to my message not even intended at anyone of you in the first place it gets bumped up again to the first listing where everyone newly joining this site can see it. im done replying now on this forum post. i put my message out to the open air and got nearly 5000 veiws and 421 replys as of writing this, ive gotten my message out, ive gotten people attention on things that they should be analyzing. im done posting on this and moving on to do other constructive things on this site then beating my head against a brick wall just to show a brick wall doesnt have the ability of common sense, you can all keep on replying and having it show up as first results or you can choose to stop trying to hold a giant beach ball under the water or you can choose to let it surface and just float away until out of sight. i heard that from a wise quote in this video which gives tremendous insight into what is nesesary for humanity to live in harmony with one another and not fight. heres the video:
anyways i wont be posting anymore to this post, im going to find other things to do on this site, theres plenty of interesting topics to respond to and im done with wasting my time on this, ive gotten people to veiw it and on their own, choose what opinions and info they resonate with and reflect in themselves and choose to focus upon and embrace and create their personal truth, and i feel my mission here was a succsess, and with that, be yourselves, love yourselves, follow your morals, and be good to other people around you.
im out...
Here is something I found earlier looking for information that is close to what I know to be true, that I found to be true through experience and being witness to it. I think we should all have a read as there is so much division lately on here it just seems like total chaos on times. There is so much we could be doing that really helps in these times, and each time we go at it with each other it's just adding to the strength of conflicting energy that's already on the planet (which is quite a bit really). Anyhow I liked it and put a link for the whole article, and it's a good reminder as to why we need to keep centered and focused and working together.
"Hopefully you see how and why the Dark Ones occasionally attack and/or try to manipulate all of us to do damage to our fellow Lightworkers, the growing Groups of people embodying Light, ourselves and our loved ones, and the other folks out there just living the Ascension Process. All of this negative polarized crap is part of living the Ascension Process and learning how to be more conscious, aware, and responsible while simultaneously extricating ourselves from the negative energetic control and mind-job the Dark Ones have had over everyone on Earth. The negativity and dark tactics won’t last much longer, but it is and will do its damnedest to take as many of you down with them as they can. Wake up, take your power through being responsible and sovereign, and don’t let yourself get used or manipulated by the non-physical Dark Ones and the unaware physical humans they use."
https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2011/06/04/learning-to-be-more-re...