I'm somewhat concerned about our ALL future.
Live on earth is actually most beautiful.
However there are some beings on this planet (no matter if earth born human or any E.T. race) who indeed try to destroy this most wonderful and nurturing home sphere of so many peaceful, benevolent, beautiful, nice, fun and friendly beings like you and me.
This made and makes me so sad. :'´{
Indeed history seems to repeat itself. It is fractal (=self similar) just like almost everything else whole and complete that I came to know until now.
WHY!?
Maybe planet earth is thought by some beings as a cancer like tumor (because of us human beings are spreading too fast and in a uncontrollable way) in this universe and thus as dangerous to the WHOLE superior being that we are all part of just like a single skin cell for example could be thought as a single and 'separate' universe that belongs to the multiverse of our human body.
If so - why was this issue not discussed publicly!?
I did not consider to 'seed' anyway during most of my lifetime because I considered my DNA as not perfected enough to torture my children with it... But I was unable or unwilling and not ready in the end to cancel the anyway rich life experience of this human body and so destroy all those neural networks that have grown out of my painful but deep life experience.
Today I've overcome that kind of neurological disorder by learning about pharmacology and neurotransmitters like serotonin, dopamine, GABA and many many more.
I took and I am taking many drugs in order to keep myself alive and in a state of consciousness that makes my life experience enjoyable enough in order to sustain my graspingly 'ego' subsystem of my brain or instinct calm enough to serve me and others at the same time.
This is alright for me. But there seem to be countless people out there who (although they are taking consuming countless toxic substances on a daily basis, too) would rather see me dead than accepting that they where wrong with their perceived measure of damages and benefits of so many psychoactive substances!
Let's return to the main topic:
Why are we earth humans treated like we usually treat our 3 years old children by denying them the true backgrounds and motivations of our deeds and reactions but tell them freely invented and silly stories to keep them away from learning how to deal with undistorted and thus imperfect (or as most people say: ugly) TRUTH.
If planet earth was considered as a kind of sacrifice for the bigger benefit - than it was actually more like a cruel and idiot and ignorant cult of destruction rather than any benefit for our universe.
Adult and reasonable educated earthly born human beings are actually well able to deal with the fact and truth that about 8 billion individuals are more than enough for a planet of this size and 'dimension' of development!
(BTW: May it be that the word 'dimension' is used in quite different or more complex ways by earth/E.T. beings? If so please DEFINE it well for us down here again! As well as your meaning of 'duality', 'oneness' and 'limited/full consciousness' for all even considered stupid/uneducated/uncreative/unintuitive people like the vast majority unfortunately seems to be to me :/ )
Before this planet was thus attacted / infiltrated / mis-lead / destructed or deleted it might be a much better idea to ***FORCE*** the media to tell all peoples all over the globe WHY we might be considered as treat to our galactic or universal neighbours!
If I had cancer - I would FIRST OF ALL TRY TO HEAL that area/herd of cancerous (=infected!?!!) cells in my body before I were going to take the very last option before suicide or dying and poison my whole body with something as desperate as chemo pharmaceuticals.
Ironically when it comes to this level of planetary scaled situation - I would definitely prefer chemo therapy (=Anti-Baby pills!??) before global destruction - even if I was a woman and had to accept the side effects of those pharmaceutical agents.
But I could only accept that choice if it was such and if it was a global public known fact WHY this would be necessary / for our own benefit or plain survival.
I WANT THE FACTS AND TRUTHS ON THE TABLE - AND I WANT IT RATHER YESTERDAY THAN NOW!
I as an 'indigo' classified being can indeed not be mislead by the universal immune-system type of beings who seemingly try to tell me and all of my earthly brothers and sisters that there were nothing still hidden behind of all that trouble that is for a reason that less than few are able to look trough if any at all are able to comprehend neither than solve into positive progress to the benefit OF ALL!!!
The negative aliens want gold and other precious raw materials or elements that they run of on their home planets or simply were made experts in deceiving and robbing of other beings and planets?
FINE!
Than please dear ten-ciphers-long dimensional beings from above program your ether projectors manipulators or element converters in order to give those beings what they came here to find - but manifest it somewhere far away from here in order to give them their own space of dwelling in darkness separate and preferable far away from our most beautiful and sensible home planet, "Terra", mother, element source, dwelling home, nurturer, *HOME* (: ``°.°´´ €>_/^\_|²_T_|-) ``°.°´´ :)
We, the vast majority of (positive) human beings from earth (or probably elsewhere, too) simply want to be treated fairly and equally - but in sense of the poor/uneducated/ill/young/old/discrimined to be treated with the same comforts and relevance to know the true motives behind all of this global power circus as those 'on top' of their arrogantly but self dis-mantled illusion of superiority/importance/toughness (and so on,,,) which they imagined as pyramid.
(I'm too tired now as too continue to express my aversion against those countless crimes against humanity that were allowed to happen in the past.)
If anyone should have a fucking problem with me as a peaceful person - he/she/or it should come and challenge me for a fist street battle - but not destroy or sacrifice the whole lovely planet or countless (human or not) lives just in order to fight out their inner battle of their poor sense+understanstading of major useful and contra- productive deeds on others that do not want to participate in that self destructive 'war games'
I hope these thoughts are nothing but sense- and pointless!!
However I'm going on to contribute to my own truth.
I'm trying to be a better person. Better than good.
But under special circumstances (verbally!) rude as hell if really *NESSARY* or useful for anything.
Maybe it might be bad for the general climate of conversation in here,,,
But it is and was and is going to stay neutralizing for my inner anger that I'm carrying with me since decades now about all of this injustice that has been done here for reasons that should be explained and healed once and forevermore as well!
I'm tired of keeping all of my negative emotional ballast on my own thin shoulders. I'm shouting it out now to those in need or ability to hear and understand.
Oh yes - all this old bullshit must come out to the light in order to be handled right and approciatly now and then forgotten or neutralized 4ever for a brighter and better and more balanced future for all souls and beings of all dimensions, levels of development/consciousness/education/wisdom/home-planets/solar-systems/galaxies/universes/multiverses/holo-verses/quantum levels 'below' and so on and so on and so on.
All I'm asking ALL of you (no matter if dark or bright, blue/green/yellow/pink/IR/UV!!) for is willingness to allow progress for all of us to states of existences that we all feel comfortable with and are going to benefit all independent of their goals political polarity/world view/religion/believe system/history/future etc....
Let us PLEASE work together now.
But this is only possible if we try to honestly understand each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm more than ready to think and feel into all of your different world views - but you need to tell me the whole truth behind - otherwise I will sense it if you are avoiding to speak out something or even lying at me at all.
My intuition is / I am (at least since this very moment) ... one of the very best lie/honesty detectors that exists and is ever going to exist anywhere anyhow - just as many of YOU out there are are naturally able to recognize me to be in the undeniable very inner core of my very private personal emotions and considerations!
g8 + better day & very best day after yesterday's infinite future of the past presence! ;)
[please do NOT feal offended by anything I've said or will say - just as I try not to feel offended by your most secret cheating attemps]
We can either rise together - or you can fall alone!
It is all up to you now.
I've finally realized that I've reached my primary destination already a quite long time ago.
Thus there is nothing - and I mean it: absolutely nothing to fear or doubt yet anymore.
Last but not least - I've got my power and respect back that I truly deserve.
Believe it or not. It is my personal objective truth.
(Even all summed up: Terrible truth was not any better than a awesome illusion, was it?
Not from my new creative perspective anymore: Such a terrible truth was nothing but an outdated poor draft of possibilities. My reality is most colorful and comfortable for all in it - with no exceptions. If you do not agree with this fact - than feel free to piss off, motherfucker!)
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Maybe they had a reason you simply can't see? Perhaps they percieved a threat. Maybe you're percieving a threat. Is it real? Who knows?
And suffering... maybe I'm just misinterpreting you here, on all of this. But I believe, that suffering is a tool for learning. Just like everything else. Learn what, I dunno. It's your tool.
Of course, I haven't been in your shoes these past so odd years. I haven't had a a life in the Swamp of Shit. That I know of anyways. But my experience, I think, leads me to that conclusion.
(What exactly am I trying to say here? Huh...)
You have said alot, and most of your points I may have touched on in one of my own pschotropic states back when I had too many, and never wrote my thoughts down, damn... but none of that matters, its good just to get it out there...
Cool conversation though.. would touch on it more with you if I had some extra time, but right now, I have to tend to my dna I passed on... OOOPS... oh well, I love them more than anything in this world.. so there is postives for me, but i can see where you are coming from pree dna leeches...
Anyways, keep your thinking cap on, and try chill out sometimes, I know you do!!! Coz what we see on here is just that "other side"... I am sure you know how to chill at you home base..
TAKE CARE CORTEX
LUV SOULZ
I condemn war and violence. I condemn sufferings of all kinds.
But some vast hateful individuals (I do not care where they originated from!) forced me to decide between allowing them to destroy me and probably the whole most beautiful planet Mother, 'Terra', Earth, at the same time - or too peacefuly pay back their crimes only by speaking out loud and clearly, again and again and again, how utmost ugly they are raping and violating all life here (on our beloved Mother Earth) !!!!!
I've come to the conclusion that it was a crime of mine to myself, too, to allow their plans and doing so punishing myself for crimes that THEY committed without me being any linkable cause or origin of that immense negativit of their extremely minds.
Hypothetically my language might viewed by some beings as paradox, and humble despite of its impressive self confident ignoring of all grammatical and imagined political correctness as it is so exceptionally colorful and even more significant in contrast, isn't it?
Do you know that awesome saying: "The more quite you become - the more you are able to hear!"
Now I allow myself to say:
"THE MORE YOU LISTEN - THE MORE ARE YOU ABLE TO TALK!"
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"THE LESS YOU LISTEN - THE LESS YOU WILL BE HEARD"
--> I've listened, read, seen, and felt and thought, learned and explained so much more intensive, brilliant and long than enough to claim my right to be heard and listened to for some time NOW!!
That old saying: "If you do not listen - you have to feel" is not going to applied any longer by me.
The rule/law that I suggest for you to study and consider is:
"If you do not listen - you are not going to hear anymore at all!!"
"If you have no compassion - you will not be able to feel anything anymore at all!!"
(not even pain, frustration, or anger - that is what you darkest dudes are seemingly trying to get even much more of, he!?)
(too bad that not even that will be granted to you any longer.)
(If you want to own everything - you are going to get less than nothing - which is THAT WHAT YOU DID NOT DESIRE AT ALL!)
(If you try to damage those who do not want any disturbance of their peace - your right and ability to experience any form of aggressive feelings {even against yourselves! :p is going to be banned!)
If you are acting against the will of groups or peoples - those are going to prove you sooner than even they could imagine in their most lucky dreams - that they are gaining a exponent of the energy that you had to invest into that violation of un-hackable basic rulez.
If you try to hack the rules - the rules will hack you before time began, now and beyond all futures!
(Simply put - you are taken out without any warning or delay after the very first, un-misunderstoodable, un-ignorable, and thus warning. Period.)
But the rules may be changed anytime by any group that agrees to temporarily ***SECURELY-SANDBOX*** into an isolated clone of their common reality data.
There is no difference between 'reality' and a flawless 'simulation' !
Either their is nothing real at all - or that simulation was not perfect at all.
It is as simple as that.
Welcome to my, now very real processing and thus existing physical, MASTER-MIND-MATRIX-reMIX
I THINK THUS I AM!
I FEEL THUS I'M GOING TO CONTINUE!
I'm a most positive (BUT reBALANCing AT THE SAME TIME!) creation - thus I'm expressing it this way. ;)
I totally get you! You are awesome Cortex!
BTW, my anger is being stripped from me, But its not a bad thing, I feel it is because noone can infiltrate me anymore, I am too strong for anyones negative bs... And I am quite happy its gone. Like it or hate it, its all going out the window, And I am happy to sit back and watch it all fly =P
oh yes indeed. the negativity flies out, back, into many, many different directions of their past origins from the 2+ decades of me suffering of the acute effects and partially remaining damages of countless unfair life situations that have for too long forced down my shoulders, my back, my neck, down into depression and at last lead to the imense inner struggle of hating myself for the past feelings of a truely perceived but illusionary inability to realize the wonderful and love centered live that I've originally had intended for me as well as for all others (who accept my right to be at absolute inner/outer peace and joy).
I'm tired now.
So much anger flowed out of my mouth today - but there still seems to be much, much, much and even much more stuck into my innocent skelett muscles which became the most attacked by others emotional crimes to me.