The thing is, I have no idea.My only passion in life is animals and travelling, I love new people and new experiences. To afford this, I have to have a job. The jobs I chose are..the easiest ones to get. Everything else feels out of reach, I dont even know what else would be OK to chose. This sounds like I'm complaining, but I am only asking. I have had a dousin jobs since I was 17 and to every single one of them, all diverse, I have not looked forward to getting up in the morning. I have always been thinking; is this it? People actually stand working several years here? The routines! AH.
I've heard I'm caring and a people person and even though I love reading psychology and understanding humans, I hate to care for them in real life. I'm an observer, when someones in need, like my job where they use peoples bad conscious to work more hours, I dont feel guilty. I believe every being has worth and that everyone is based and made out of eternal love, but it is as if I don't feel pitty for anyone because I know we'll be safe in the end. Not a day goes by without complete frustration of how stupid human beings are. At least some of us! I told my best friend that I believe we are all energies - and she turned on me saying that's impossible, that my whole believe in the Universe is wrong. This hurts coming from my best friend, I probably shouldn't read too much into it, but it felt like she was going againts the core in me. And how can people STILL, in 20-freaking-10, not even realise we are ENERGIES?? I thought I was going to explode. My god we are slow!
So... the job feels empty, it feels like I'm going nowhere, even if I could any job in the world.. nothing would be right for me. What's wrong with me? I completely realise how spoiled I must sound saying I hate work, but its not about laziness. I am just so lost and always have been. I take the same jobs because it feels safe and I need the money, its a sad situation to be in constantly.
Tell me about you job experiences, did you ever get a wake up call, a calling at all? How can I know my path, how can the whole cycle of work be seen in a higher universal perspective? Is there any use for my inner Soul if I continue to be stuck in a job where I'm needed - but at the same time where I absolutely don't care about anyone?
My uncle and grandparents started working at 7 years of age, they where happy as long as they just had a job! I feel guilty for how I spend years of my life confused while I feel my family is 'waiting'.
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I really love my job, especially the technical challenges, the people interaction and the very big toys I get to play with lol. I often wondered if I would enjoy life if I didn't have to work, and the answer was no. The experience of doing what I do I find is a very enriching one, and I learn and grow from the interactions and experiences that I have each day. It wasn't always that way though; I worked very hard to get where I am and I started with nothing. That gives you a perspective on life that is very hard to get any other way.
@Katrine - hang in there. I'm sure you'll find some direction/inspiration soon :) Such an interesting time for you to be at the age that you are, on the eve of our change in consciousness.
So the author gives us a process to bust loose from the limitations we have set up to convince ourselves that we are the exact opposite of who we really are. The key is to get into the driver's seat and get in control by appreciating your creations instead of staying in the passengers seat focusing on the limitations and giving your illusions power!
I think it might help! Your frustrations are similar to mine, I'm not sure what I want to do (and I'm 31), but I am hoping my passion for helping others will manifest an opportunity for me to do something that will bring joy and bliss to myself and others ;-)
You all put so much positivity in me, you make me believe :) I hope you listen to your own words as well.. and I agree. I dont think its all about the job that makes you who you are, but what you make of the job. I just dont find that confidence in me yet. Keep me posted on your thoughts if theres more!
I am currently enrolled in school and am in love with everything about it, look into it, it might spark your interest ;)
But as far as sharing you views with others, understand that most people have the blinds on. So Im saying you should take what you know about psychology and utilize it to suit your friends psyche and map out the best way to introduce her delicately in a way she is capable of grasping from her limited perspective. And you'll see that theres a different approach to take with each individual. I wish you the best, namaste.
Ja provides. =)
I feel that emptyness too...nothing is really exciting in this 3D reality...especially work...I want to explore the world and learn everything and play with kittens all day.....dammit...
Lets pray we can do that soon...;D
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