I have finally realized that we each create our thoughts which lead to our reality.  Some authors that have really helped me out are Esther and Jerry Hicks. Recently I read into the vortex. Seems a depression that I was going through lifted.

A karmatic relationship that I had with someone ended. He truly was the love of my life. Unfortunately, he developed a lot of issues after getting out of the military. He refused to stay in the military because of all the brainwashing as he called it. I know there is a reason why I'm not with him now.  He needs to get better on his own. I pray for him daily. He truly is my soul mate.

I tried to get him interested in ashtar command but he would rather u-tube the dark side of esoteric. I guess I tried to be his light. Every day I pray he will feel light too. Not sure of my karma but many tell me not to waste my time with him.. However he is evwer in my prayers. I truly love him and hope some healing comes his way.

I noticed a lot of light beings today. Happy to make some new friends! I'm just not sure what dimension I'm in or if my friend and I are in different dimensions and thats' why we can't be together right now. Seems true. I studied a lot about 5d. I'm very must into mystical beings of light and wonder what dimension best suits me. Sometimes I feel people who are truly from the dimension I'm trying to reach. It feels very close; the dimensional shift that is happening.  I finally took ashtars' advice and striving to stay vegetarian. this has shifted my energy a lot. Thank You!

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  • Love is never wasted , hang in there and share all you can share,Love Bob

  • Hi Bonnie


    I believe we have soul mate connections. We do pine for them quite alot.  Yet sometimes they just don't always work out. 


    Sometimes people have to evolve on their own. But the love we have for them really doesn't die.


    Sometimes we are with people, out of sheer 'experience'.  Nothing is set in concrete.

  • beautiful post thankyou Bonnie,i love all my family dearly,even the ones who have passed to spirit over the years,i have seen,and spoken to some of them,and i know in my heart that family unity is forever infinite,we never say good-bye,only until we meet again for reunion,and that is what my creation of energy is for the end of the year,just to be gathered around the love of family,and universal unity,blessings eve.8113421475?profile=original

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