Befor I woke upp this morning I had a vision! I was standing in a farm that looked like it was located in Australia! I little adorable girl came runing towars me. She looked like she was 3 years of age! She was cute as a doll, a real little angel she was! She had blond long curly more like wavy hair, her skin was white like mine. Her face looked like mine when I was a child with a few differences. Her mouth where a bit more plump than mine and her heavenly angelic eyes where big round and darkbrown, just like Xzai-Ons eyes! You could truly see who her father was just by looking at her eyes! :D She was wearing a red dress, white socks and a pair of red shoes. When she stood there infront of me and looked at me, she stretched out her hands to me and said something! I did not know what she said cause it was naighter english,swedish or finnish! Infact it was not eny language from earth so I first though that it was a little girls secret language! But later i realised that it might actually have been pleiadean langage she spoke. Enyway, i lifted her upp in my arms to carry her. I was filled with intence mothers love to her. She looked at me and giggled and then putted her hands around my neck and gave me, her momy a big tight hug! After that the vision ended and I woke upp! I opende my eyes and a big loving smile grew on my lipps. My heart was filled of joy and happiness and a intence desire after her..our little Hope, that is not even born or even created yet! *Giggles*
I was thinking this morning after that vision if it ment that It would not take long till I would get pregnant after Xzai-On have landed and that our first born child will bee a girl!? I have got a smile on my face meny times today when I have been thinking about that vision. I have almost got a tear in my eye just by thinking about her in the vision! She was so adorable cute, a real little angel indeed!
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Ivy Ivy: Naw she is cute! Yes a little like her on the pictures she looked, but with slightly longer hair!
DeepeningShaddow: Deffenitely! I love children and I was redy to become mom alredy as a 15 year old. But no such luck yet. Withe the other partners I have had I have got just misscarriages to! I told this 2 almost two months ago to Xzai-On and he said just simply "Everything has its meaning! Do not worry, I give thous kids to you! So meny kids you like!" I was laughing and then I remembered all thous misscarriages I have had and I said "What if i get misscarriage again, I am not sure if I can handle that again!" He then said " Nah, do not worry about that babe. Everything will go just fine!". Well, ok i thought if he say so I guess I just have to bealive him then. So after the conversation with him I started to wonder if all mighty creator made sure of that my pregnancies would not bee fullfilled since it was not ment that I was going to get kids with eny men other than with Xzai-On. I have wondered this a lot and have come to the conclusion that so might bee the case! Well when I think of it now, I am glad that I got misscarriages cause thous men where simply to abusive to bee worth of becoming dad to my children. Today I could not think of eny more perfect man to bee father to my children than Xzai-On! :)