Trying to Forget

{ This is from my book, Journey In June, for sale at www.lulu.com. If you enjoy my work, please consider buying a copy ;) }I try to forget about you,not to think of you.It is useless.My heart is directing my mind,thought has no more controlin the orderof love.What is this searing painat one nightalone?I have spentso manywhy should it be nowthat I burn?Is this hell?Is itthe precursorto heavenly joy?Is it your fault,have you caused thisby giving me tastesof what you are?Indeed,now that I have tasted,I am starvingfor the fullness of you,empty,unsatisfied,wanting.I am addicted,obsessed,attached.I have lost myself:I cannot think of any thingof this worldor any otherthat could make me happyat this momentbut to hold youagain.Everything elseis meaningless.
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