During the course of my lifetimes, I have been guilty of literally every ''deadly sin''. Although I have done a great job purging and cleansing and getting back into balance, I am not quite there yet, my friends, I am not quite there yet. And I know none of us are quite there yet, or we would have ascended already. So, here is how to recognize this ''altered ego'' aka the ''Anti-Christ'' within you and others, and how to grow back into spiritual purity and perfection. Purging the EGO aka ANTI-CHRIST within is THE KEY to Ascension, so it is well worth the effort!

THE ''DEADLY SINS'' OF HU-MAN:

1. PRIDE

PRIDE as defined in your dictionary: “1. An undue sense of one’s own superiority; arrogance; conceit. 2. A proper sense of personal dignity and worth. 3. That of which one is justly proud.” As you see by this definition there seems to be two diametrically opposed “types” of pride. The one which is our focus as “sin” or “error” to the Spirit Within is what is also termed as “False” pride. False pride in itself refers to feelings of haughty superiority and “rightness” versus the feeling of self respect and honor for achieving an understanding or act which one has diligently and honestly “worked” for.

Now, healthy individuals submit themselves to the demands of their own conscience. Not so the evil ones, for in the conflict between their guilt and their will, it is the guilt that must go and the will that must win. Evil people are extraordinarily willful, determined to always have their own way and they have a most remarkable power in the manner in which they attempt to control others…and yet, a characteristic of all “great” people is that they are extremely strong-willed-whether their greatness be for good or for evil. I, Jesus, as you called me, was unbending and strong-willed; ah, but so was one named Hitler-could it be the difference in “willingness” and ‘willfulness’? Mine willfulness was that of our Father’s-Hitler’s was that of his own…It becomes evident, doesn’t it that the one whose will is of his own is threatened greatly by GOODNESS? It therefore leads to the need of (evil) destruction of goodness of that one which represents such. Thus MURDER is born. It is better, of course, if the evil one can cause the one of goodness to acquiesce in total submission and give through total abandonment of goodness into the hands of evil.

I think your psychiatrists might label this type of behavior of self-demand, narcissism (defined as, 1. Excessive admiration for or fascination with oneself. 2. Psychoanal. Erotic interest in one’s own body.) It is not strong enough a term for evil so let us call evil a disease of cancerous, or malignant, narcissism. Your church authorities have generally considered PRIDE first among the “sins”. “Pride goeth before the fall,” and so it is. Pride is actually the same as cancerous narcissism, but I want you to realize I can also speak your “hidden” languages.”

So if one is “proud,” defined as: “1. Actuated by; possessing, or manifesting “pride”; arrogant; also self-respecting. 2. Sense of honor and personal elation; generally followed by or by a verb in the infinitive,” one is either fooling himself by “false” feelings of superiority over another or others, or he is simply being “self” respecting by validating a worthy achievement of his own or of another. Since one can also be “proud” of another’s achievement or action, this “pride” in another many times is simply the judgment that the action accomplished by the other is one which THEY themselves would be proud to accomplish as well. It is supporting one’s OWN conviction of Truth, whether it truly be Truth or not.

For example, many parents believe that when their children are sent off to WAR ostensibly for protecting and defending “their country”, that even though war involves the murder of others, they (the parents) must feel “proud” of theirs sons for doing “their” duty for their country. Now are they truly proud or are they simply hiding behind their own “false” pride because they are terrified that their child may die, and if that were to happen “for no good honorable reason” they could not forgive themselves for being “wrong” and supporting their sons in the lie of War? Do you see? At some level the “false” prideful one KNOWS he is wrong but is afraid to face the perceived consequences of being discovered as mistaken, uninformed or ignorant. He would rather hide behind the superiority feelings of “false” pride than live with the consequences of believing and supporting a “lie” which could cause the “death” or “dishonor” of his child and make him “wrong” in his belief as well.

When ones are continually molded as to what “popular” opinion must be, though not based on the facts, they become powerless puppets of evil. They no longer are able to “reason” for themselves because they have become apathetic and lazy and would prefer to “believe” all they are told from those they perceive are “in the know”. Thinking for themselves is an effort they choose not to take precious time from their television sports and soap operas to accomplish. They watch their TV and take every opinion at face value by the human images presented to them who continually form and reinforce what “their” opinions must be. They adopt these “opinions” as their own, and will fight “tooth and nail” any who oppose “their” view. This control of their minds is known at deep soul level, and the soul is in agony from this deception. “False” pride can only be released when one is pried from his TRANCE of “believing” and seeks to KNOW the Truth and no longer fears, because he feels helpless and powerless, the consequences of his personal responsibility, which KNOWING Truth acknowledges and accepts.

So when you say to yourself or another, “I am proud of this job well done,” or “I am proud of you for a job well done” are you hiding behind the lie of a “false” belief and self-righteous superiority? Or are you acknowledging honest “pride” of self-worth and accomplishment of a truly worthy deed or action? You each must learn to KNOW the difference; otherwise you will continually perpetuate an “illusion” of truth and create for yourself the “victimhood” which you allow to manifest because of your own “stubborn” ignorance.

Such is the case with the TRUTH which our brother, Hatonn, is bringing to you in THE PHOENIX JOURNALS. Many can’t “believe” that this much Evil has permeated your world and exists now right before your very eyes. WE are NOT asking you to blindly BELIEVE these truths about your circumstances set forth. We are “waving a warning flag” and asking you to read carefully and reason within YOURSELVES with the gifts of reasoning intelligence given you, WITH GOD WITHIN YOU, so that YOU can get off your “Couch Potato” assets and find the “proof”. You need TO KNOW the Truth WITHIN YOU and then TAKE BACK YOUR GOD-GIVEN POWER AND DO SOMETHING TO CHANGE that which you find reprehensible AND against God. We are simply presenting the facts to you as our service to God, for HE promise that in the End/Beginning Time Cycle, THE WORD OF TRUTH WOULD GO FORTH to all who have ears to hear and eyes to see and it is going forth. And if you are “prideful” and think yourself so intelligent, wise and ALL-knowing (ALL-believing) that YOU could not be duped, because in your “opinion” space aliens don’t exist and YOUR government couldn’t be involved in an evil conspiracy, or this…or that…then you are a fool and tool for the Anti-Christ, and may OUR FATHER GOD have mercy upon you!

It is best to truly understand that it is the nature of your “illusion” that most everyone is exposed to and wrapped within someone else’s “false” illusion of truth. If you wisely learn and understand the logic behind the “Cosmic” Laws of Balance given of God and The Creation, you will unwrap these “false” illusions and claim your true “God” power and connection. So too will you each learn to reason out the Truth within you and as ye ask for the Truth and Wisdom of God and Creation to be given you in all circumstances set before you, so shall you receive and claim proof and the understanding as TRUE KNOWLEDGE within you, and not as BELIEF in what is the “opinion” of another.

2. AVARICE

Avarice is basically another term for GREED, define as: “Selfish and grasping desire for possession especially of wealth; avarice; covetousness.” Now one who is GREEDY or filled with AVARICE is then possessed with feelings of EXCESSIVE eagerness for acquisition or gain of some form of material object or wealth. They, therefore, are selfishly and excessively covetous and desirous of GAINING something, not because they need it, but because they must have it to BE worthy, or be a winner, OR ACHIEVE “superior” status in their “image” of what is worthy, what is a “winner” and what is “superior” status. It is the selfish covetousness of desiring MORE than one really needs of some material object, and in this time upon your placement, it is usually MORE money. One who is, therefore, possessed by his excessive greed will have many unfulfilled physical desires and will thus wish to fulfill them at whatever “cost” (physically or emotionally) to another or even self the acquiring or same, may be.

The seeds of greed are usually planted by at first the overwhelming feelings of “self-failure” for not “measuring up” to the “images” of success and winning which are constantly promoted within your various forms of MEDIA. It then become a feeling of “deserving" something without having done anything, or putting in the least amount of effort personally to earn or create same. It is this desire created by you Media programming that one can receive “something for nothing” through what is called “good luck” which again implies that it is random LUCK and NOT personal power and responsibility which allows you to create that which you need. It also often means ones refuse to take personal responsibility for creating their own perceived “lack” or “loss” of material goods. It is in this time frame of your history which greed is blatantly and expressly created, encouraged and nurtured primarily by those within your Justice system. Many ones who have become frustrated at perceiving themselves as the “have-nots” of society and who have also become the “victims” of their own lack of self-worth, are the easy prey of the attorneys who promote greed and no self-responsibility. It is no accident, dear ones, that your “Western” society has become the most litigious, meaning: “Inclined to engage in a lawsuit against another because of real or perceived damages to self,” in your entire world. Your system of true justice is nearly gone, and those who nearly always benefit in every case are the attorneys from ALL sides of a lawsuit. It is through this now created system of Injustice that lying, cheating and stealing from others is par for the course and expected behavior for ones who wish to “win” EVEN if it involves the total financial and physical ruin of the one/ones being sued.

How do you KNOW what YOUR true intent is when you consider suing another? You will first need to recognize what is your true MOTIVATION in your desire to sue. Have you truly been, whether it be unintentional or intentional, damaged? Have you recognized that YOU too have participated in the creation of this experience? You must confer with self and GOD within to determine WHY you chose the experience and what must be accomplished or learned by you in making your decision to enter litigation with another. If you KNOW that another has wronged you because of their own greed and selfish disregard for your feelings or property, then you, upon conferring with GOD within, may decide to restore to balance the WRONG committed willfully against you. With the true integrity of your intent firmly established within, then GOD will ASSIST to bring you the JUSTICE which you deserve and have earned. Do you need to lie to assist GOD? Not at all, if you have truly been intentionally wronged, THE FACTS WILL STAND ON THEIR OWN MERIT OF THE EVIL PERPETRATED AGAINST YOU. There are still a handful of attorneys who truly desire to serve their brothers and intelligently utilize the “system” to bring justice when THEY know it is merited. YOU must trust GOD to bring you the assistance which you need to bring the balance of justice which you have earned.

Sadly enough, on the other side of the “coin” there are actually MANY ones who find themselves truly “the innocent victims” of being sued, will discover that, EVEN though they KNOW they have been willfully wronged and falsely accused, it is “cheaper” both financially and emotionally “to settle” with the accuser, than FIGHT for the justice they deserve. They, the lawyers and judges trained and controlled through your ABA (American Bar Association) have created these tidy little shortcuts for you, friends. They call it a “business” decision to allow the least amount of “loss” to the accused. Well, of course the attorneys on both sides are PAID in full, the one wrongfully suing WINS, and the wronged one pays, one way or another. It is set up this way. It saves time for the attorney, he gets a tidy sum and he “saves” his client money. RIGHT? WRONG! The accused finds himself “guilty” of something he is not and his only other “choice” is financial and emotional devastation by continuing his case which could go on FOR YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS! Integrity? TRUTH? We are sorry, dear ones, only WINNING (stealing) material assets at the expense of another, and striving to save self from excessive loss of such assets are criterion for the LITIGATION game as set up by the ANTI-Christ.

Do you see that it is this idea that ones adopt, that they must be perceived as a WINNER in the “eyes” of your society, and they are encouraged to do so by WHATEVER MEANS at their disposal with total disregard for honesty, integrity and personal responsibility. Winning is the GOAL, and it is defined in a way through “competitive” molding that one must always strive to WIN at all costs because the only other choice is being a LOSER which is now defined as really being a WORTHLESS human being!

Dear ones, in God’s Kingdom, there exist ONLY WINNERS as each contains a fragment of the DIVINE PERFECTION OF GOD CREATOR/CREATION. Remember, you are not in competition with ANY other fragment, for each has unique and individual abilities and talents given of OUR FATHER. None is more or less in reflection of importance unto GOD. Each has unique creative potential for expanding the awareness and beauty of the constant unfoldment of GOD AND THE CREATION. You must recognize that when you feel “competitive” against another, that which is behind the illusion of “competition” is that you fear being unworthy in COMPARISON to the abilities of another. How can you COMPARE one expression of GOD with another? ALL expressions add to the unfolding discovery of THE ONE DIVINE SELF!

We would now like to discuss an activity which you ones call “gambling”. Gambling as defined in your dictionary, “1. To RISK or bet something of value on the outcome of a game of chance, etc. 2. To take a risk to obtain a result.” We, your brothers of God’s Cosmic Council, would like to point out to you, that for many of you, the biggest and most adventurous RISK or gamble you make is when you chooses to experience within “the veil of forgetting” here on 3rd dimensional Earth Plane. All other risks you may take in physical form PALE considerably next to this one, when you truly understand that you “risk” your soul becoming lost in the eternity of “illusion” of matter, and thus also you risk the spiritual freedom and SALVATION of your soul when you choose to experience here. What is the “gain” you are gambling for? The challenge of the opportunity through manifested experience to conquer and RISE above the “illusion” you have created of what is GOD and what is ANTI-GOD or “Adversary” to gain true unlimited GOD POWER and WISDOM. You have the challenge to SELF and to THE ONE ALL THAT IS of incarnating without memory of your DIVINITY and CONNECTION with GOD WITHIN YOU. You live in the “illusion” of separation to journey again unto the discovery of the GLORY of your SOUL connection to THE DIVINE HOLY ONE ALL THAT IS…CREATOR/CREATION.

You must know, dear ones, that GOD AND THE ENTIRE COSMIC LIGHTED BROTHERHOOD REJOICES when ONE of HIS OWN finds his way back HOME, through the muck and mire of “illusion”, to HIS FOLD OF ONENESS WITH ALL THAT IS!! This means, dear ones, that through the desire to KNOW self comes the recognition of GOD, then the recognition of UNITY with all, and then when the recognition of the FOLLY of ANTI-Christ is understood, then you can RECLAIM YOUR GOD-POWER and the Anti-Christ no longer can seduce and take away from you THE TRUTH OF YOUR CONNECTION WITH GOD AND YOUR DIVINITY WITHIN. You have reclaimed YOURSELF as THE SPARK OF GODNESS which YOU ARE and always have BEEN! OH, WHAT JOY THERE IS IN THE KINGDOM OF GOD!!

So all you “gamblers” out there may by now be wondering about whether it be “right” or “wrong” in God’s Kingdom to gamble your physical assets, such as money, for the opportunity of higher gain. What be your motivation, dear one? Is it the fun of challenge to self of the playing of the game? Is it desire to Win? Is it desire to Lose? Is it greed or desire for MORE than you need of physical assets which motivates you? Is it desire for “status” or recognition among your peers you seek? You see, gambling or taking risk, in itself is not “right” or “wrong”; it is the motivation and true intent of the one who gambles or takes a risk which defines the “rightness” or “wrongness” of the activity. And true intent can only be KNOWN by GOD within EACH one. We would say that every move or decision you make, whether it be in your relationships in your business, home or whatever, is in essence a “gamble”, since you can only weigh the outcome of gain upon what is your TRUE INTENT AND DESIRE within the choice or decision. Every choice is a “risk” if you do not KNOW what it is you truly desire to create.

If you are fulfilled by the fun and challenge to self of simply playing the game and it does not become obsessive need to win or lose, then enjoy yourself. If you truly learn to monitor the intent of WHY you play the game of risk whether it be business or horse-racing, then you will also learn how to monitor and balance the level of success you need to manifest, to keep in the playing, against the degree of “losses” which you can “afford”.

3. GLUTTONY

We will first define Gluttony by defining what is a Glutton: “One who eats to excess. 2. One who has a great excessive appetite or capacity for something.” They key to understanding what is Gluttony is that it is the act of having EXCESSIVE, beyond reasonable need, appetite or desire for anything of the physical state of being. It could be food or one could be what is termed a glutton for “punishment” by self or another. One could be a glutton for sex, for war or for power over others meaning he is hoarding unto himself, by expanding his capacity, a “perceived” physical pleasure because he feels UNWORTHY and, therefore, HE FEARS there will not be “enough” of whatever is the object of his excessive appetite.

Gluttony is a form of self-punishment because ANY excessive “intake”, such as of food, sex, or power, often proves to be the very things which leads to the destruction of the Glutton. It is this EXCESS, beyond reasonable need, which is not assimilated within the being, but is actually STORED, which then produces the EFFECT (remember the law of “Cause and Effect?”) of actually devouring and destroying its HOST. It is this HOARDING of ENERGY beyond the ability to ASSIMILATE and INTEGRATE it within his being, which the glutton has “trapped” and which, as is the nature of ALL energy, will seek to free itself from its “static” state in order to MOVE and remain ALIVE, even if it means the destruction of its HOST.

Yes, this excessive trapped energy becomes much as a “parasite” upon the glutton. You see, chelas, the INTEGRITY of the energy deteriorates if it is accumulated, stored and kept STAGNANT OR STATIC for an inordinate period of time. Just as it is the nature of stored FOOD or ENERGY, such as FUEL, to deteriorate, if it is not somehow preserved. And even though the life of the food or fuel energy is extended by your various preservation processes, the quality or integrity, because of the stagnation or dormancy state of the food or fuel, is still usually lessened.

If you KNOW GOD/ATON your Father will provide ALL that you ever need to sustain in HIS service, why would you need to excessively HOARD any energy WITHIN YOU which is a part of the SPIRIT OF LIFE? The correct answer, precious ones, is that you do not need to over-consume the needs of your spirit or being to sustain you, IF the FATHER WITHIN is acknowledged and accepted as YOUR TRUE UNLIMITED POWER. You must KNOW within your very being that you will ALWAYS have what you need to sustain in HIS service!

Now let’s please make this clear to you ones who may be now in a panic wondering if your “body”, which you “perceive” carries more weight upon it than you would desire, is the result of gluttony. First of all, many of you under-estimate what is YOUR IDEAL weight. The image constantly fed to you of “thin, thin, thin is in” has caused many of you much unnecessary pre-occupation with this desire for a “thinner” you. This is VANITY which we will discuss in depth later within your “deadly” sins. Each ONE of you is gifted with a different skeletal frame for your body. If you are small-boned and petite in stature, then naturally you will need to carry less weight than one who is large-boned and petite in stature. When not tampered with, most of you were born with excellent natural functioning metabolic-mechanisms for maintaining and “Ideal” weight FOR YOU. Many of you simply eat MUCH more than your body needs to sustain in healthy harmony. Gluttony, then is EXCESSIVE appetite and desire for the hoarding of MUCH more OF ANYTHING which is a form of energy, than what one can properly assimilate in his experience. YOU each must learn to recognize whether your transgression against self is because of vanity or gluttony, BOTH or NEITHER.

For example, when one is a “glutton for punishment”, this means he hoards upon himself, because of lack of SELF-honor and SELF-worth, continuous, excessive and consecutive experiences which cause him undue stress and unhappiness. He becomes a “glutton” of the excessive repeat of his own self-created experience of VICTIMHOOD.

Gluttony really becomes a “mindless” behavior in that the glutton experiences a state of trance or transfixation upon whatever is the object of his gluttony. He is hiding from his pain of feeling unworthy, and by the mindless hoarding he becomes numb to his feelings. This, as you may now see, is much the same desire to “hide” from one’s feelings of being inadequate, unlovable or otherwise undeserving of life of one who is addicted to drugs or alcohol. You now within your society have MANY young men and women who feel so UNWORTHY that they will repeatedly “mindlessly” gorge themselves and then in disgust with themselves, they will vomit it all away. Ones have termed this “addiction” behavior “bulimia” It has become the “new” dis-ease of your young people who strive to be, and can never “measure up” to SOME physical or other image of “false” perfection that either they have been given or that they themselves have adopted. What is the difference between one who is bulimic and one who eats more than he/she needs and retains the excessive weight upon the body? Both are eating to FILL an emptiness within, often of feeling unloved by self or others. The bulimic though can hide his/her food addiction from “the world” by maintaining a “slender” physique, thereby experiencing both gluttony and vanity. The one who overeats and gains excessive stored weight is experiencing an addiction to food for a variety of reasons, but most often the reasons revolve around “filling” the emptiness within and/or to give a protective “shield” (of excess weight) against emotional “attack” by self or others. This one too can feel vain, and get on a treadmill of overeating and thereby trying various “programs” of dieting formulas, diets, exercise, subliminal tapes and other so-called “miracle” programs to lose the weight. Until both (food addicted “types”) are able to recognize and come to terms with WHY they USE food to “fill” a need, and also learn what that “need” actually is, the one addicted will not be able to CURE his/her addiction.

Do you see, dearest ones, these “sins” we are defining for you are really the “symptoms” of the ANTI-Christ cancer within you, devouring, confining and limiting your creative SPIRIT OF LIFE. Your spirit is fighting the absolute AGONY of your self-created CHAINS of creative limitation. You must NOW recognize these symptoms and ASK the FATHER WITHIN YOU to give you HIS POWER, HIS WISDOM, AND HIS LOVE to help you cast off these chains of LIMITATION upon your creative spiritual unfoldment!

4. LUST

Lo and behold, precious ones, it has been this one “sin” upon yourselves and upon THE FATHER WITHIN which has brought your species to near destruction by the unmerciful ANTI-Christ. This one corruption of THE FATHER’S LOVE, WHICH IS THE LOVE OF THE SPIRIT OF LIFE WITHIN ALL OF CREATION, has brought to you dis-ease of your bodies and emptiness and unfulfillment upon your souls.

Lets us define LUST: “1. Bodily sexual appetite. 2. Excessive sexual appetite, especially that seeking of immediate or ruthless satisfaction. 3. An OVERwhelming desire: a lust for power. 4. To have passionate or inordinate desire.” Again, we are defining a behavior which is not only excessive and overwhelming but also depleting to the SPIRIT OF LIFE OF GOD WITHIN YOU. Lust is “adversial” to THE GODwithin you because it is an unnatural, excessive DESIRE allowed experience only upon your 3rd dimensional physical plane. The poison seeds of the feelings of LUST have been cleverly planted, molded, encouraged and harvested by the ANTI-Christ to replace and destroy what is true GODLY unconditional LOVE of THE SPIRIT OF ALL LIFE.

You ones have become so confused by what is your DESIRE for SEXUAL activities that you believe it now to be YOUR EXPRESSION of LOVE for your mate. Even those who know they LUST and that it is not LOVE, still eventually confuse their lusty desire as a part of their LOVE for one with whom they enjoy sharing companionship. LUST, for physical sexual release, IS LUST, dear ones, whether it be for a “ONE night stand” (oh my!) or done with one who you consider to be your “LOVE” MATE. For a more thorough description of the corruption of your spiritual creative potential through the abuse of “sexual” behavior, please READ OR REREAD THE LAWS OF GOD AND CREATION already set forth to print.

So then, the term “Lust” represents unnatural, excessive physical DESIRE, usually for “sexual” union, but also one can lust for POWER or MONEY or other “things” of your material “illusion” By holding unto yourself these unnatural (to spirit) desires you will simply become heavily attached to your darkness of your ignorance. If there is ONE thing that we might encourage you to DESIRE, and it need not be unnatural or excessive, that would be YOUR DESIRE TO KNOW AND SERVE THE LIGHT OF TRUE GODNESS WITHIN YOU AND ALL THAT IS!

5. WRATH

WRATH is defined in your dictionary as: “1. Extreme or violent rage. 2. Intense anger; rage; fury. 3. Any action of vengeance.” AND Vengeance/revenge means: “1. To inflict punishment, injury, or loss in return for the same. 2. A means of avenging oneself or another.”

Now understand the difference between what is wrath and what is anger because the two are often linked, rightfully so, EXCEPT that WRATH represents a MUCH more intense emotional state of rage, and one who is WRATHFUL seeks to actively AVENGE his rage, in some way, against the one/ones who he perceives maliciously “wronged” him or ones he loves. So let us define ANGER: “A feeling of strong displeasure and antagonism directed against the cause of an assumed wrong or injury.” So you see, anger itself directed at self or another is an emotion of displeasure because of witnessing, experiencing or being the object of a real or perceived “wrong”.

To feel anger at self for actions taken (or not taken) against self or another, more often than not begins with simple impatience which, if not resolved or released, then becomes frustration, and finally will turn to anger and then possibly wrath if recognition of truth is not achieved through the Knowledge of Wisdom of THE FATHER GOD WITHIN.

For example, many of you ones become most impatient when you perceive YOUR time is being wasted by actions or delays caused, in your perception, by another. You oftentimes are so busy rushing around with self-importance, with the idea, “time is money” or some such thought, that any unplanned infringement upon your perceived “valuable” time causes you great distress and impatience. Many of you have become so caught up in your self-importance that you just find it hard “to patiently wait” for anything or anyone. Are there times when ones deliberately MAKE you wait on them because of THEIR perceived self-importance? Of course. But you see you must learn to know the difference and, in any case, you are the one who suffers when you allow yourself to feel impatient, because the longer you hold it, the more uncomfortable you become by getting frustrated and eventually ANGRY and possibly even wrathful.

If for example, one is continuously “late” when he makes appointments of time with you, or others, recognize first that HE has the problem, whether it be just inability to plan his time properly or deliberate infringement on another because of “perceived” self-importance. By understanding what the actual problem or circumstance is with the other, through accessing the knowledge and wisdom of the FATHER within you, YOU then can respond with INTEGRITY by bringing your observations about the circumstances of the delay directly up with the one who is excessively “late”. You may actually be surprised to find that they are most apologetic and thankful for the truth, and you may have assisted the beginning of their recovery from what is THEIR problem. This is also what is termed actual “constructive criticism” in that you wisely recognize a “problem” and instead of internalizing it within or condemning the other, you offer them the truth about the circumstances, and perhaps even suggestions of how to correct the problem.

Criticism, on the other hand, is one of the most common “negative” offshoots of holding to self feelings of impatience, frustration and anger. By being critical of another, one is essentially condemning THEM and the behavior, action or performance based solely on arrogant “opinion” if what is perfection, to elevate their own feelings of inferiority, and NOT to HELP correct a problem whether “real” or perceived. Also, many of you ones are YOUR OWN worst enemies by being entirely too SELF-critical about ALL you are and do, condemning self always to feeling inferior and “worthless”. STOP it, dear ones, YOU ARE EACH carrying within you THE SPIRIT OF LIFE, GOD/CREATION! If you are not pleased with how you handled a particular situation, whatever it may be, then DON’T condemn yourself, BLESS the experience, learn the LESSON, HONOR yourself and your courage, and MAKE the adjustments necessary TO CONTINUE IN JOY the discovery and utilization of your spiritual creative potential within.

Now, to feel angry because of a TRUE injustice perpetrated against you or one you love is a “signal” to THE FATHER within that you feel helpless (during those moments of anger), and perhaps you actually are, to set to right an action already committed against you or one you love. You must first release your anger to God within before it either internalizes and festers within you OR it turns up in DEGREE to what is WRATH. What you must do to “release” your anger is to recognize that the act against you or another is done, and that YOU participated in the manifestation of this act or crime against you for some LESSON you needed. So the quicker you are able to come to understanding about what is DONE, you can begin to confer with THE FATHER WITHIN to gain the Knowledge and Wisdom of Truth to find out WHY you have chosen to be a “victim” and WHAT must justfully and logically be done with the perpetrator against you. Whatever the degree of crime against the Laws of God and The Creation then, so too must the “punishment” be given ALSO within the Laws of God and Creation. If one murders or rapes another, then the verdict of punishment must be given in level-headed logic and wisdom according to THE LAW OF GOD AND CREATION, NOT wrathful VENGEANCE according to your will of fury or wrath.

For example, within the Pleiades star system, there are several planets occupied by your Pleiadian brothers and sisters. Although crimes against the Laws of God and Creation are now quite rare in The Pleiades, when they do occur, the ones committing same are actually sent to a “prison” planets of sorts, in separation from the GOD-LAW abiding ones, and also segregated by sex so that reproduction is not possible. This is the wise and logical punishment give by GOD’s directive to his beloved children of Pleiades. The rest of Pleiades society is thereby kept in relative peace, balance and harmony. The ones on the “prison” planet have freedom upon only the planet and must earn their survival without the more “modern” conveniences of Pleiadian society. Most spend the rest of that lifetime upon the prison planet, but a few are occasionally returned to society depending on the nature of their crime and how well they have recognized their “sin” and are willing to offer compensatory retribution to the “victims” of their crime or to Pleiadian society in general.

Does this mean it is “wrong” to feel angry and disgusted at the lies, deception and injustice which you may now recognize, witness and/or experience on your manifested illusion? NOT necessarily, IF the anger MOVES YOU to DO SOMETHING TO CHANGE IT. What will you do first? Confer and commune WITH MOTHER/FATHER GOD WITHIN YOU to find out just exactly what YOU have ability to do. Does this take days or weeks to know? YOU CAN KNOW IN AN INSTANT WHAT YOU MUST DO….IF YOU HAVE THE DESIRE AND NEED TO MOVE QUICKLY. Or it may take longer depending on your willingness to listen and intent to take action. Always it is your choice that which you are given of SPIRIT WITHIN, whether you are willing to accept and act upon it or not. If, for example, you have opportunity through the “speakers” to be introduced to “The Phoenix Journals”. You KNOW within that things are not right upon your place and you hear about and are angry and disgusted at the hideous lies and deceptions shared with you; in an instance of recognition that there is Truth here YOUR SPIRIT WILL MOVE YOU to learn more by reading the journals. That is your first step, become informed with Truth. Then what you do with it will be totally your decision. Hopefully you would be MOVED BY YOUR SPIRIT WITHIN by what you found to at least share with all who would listen. Whatever else you are given by SPIRIT to begin the change within self and upon your plane will be inspired within YOU by the gifts of talent given by CREATOR/CREATION!

6. ENVY

We have already discussed what is ENVY under the Laws of God and The Creation previously set forth in this JOURNAL. It does bear repeating, though, for thorough understanding of that which makes it one of the “Deadly” sins of hu-man. Remember envy is a feeling of resentment or discontent over another’s superior attainments, endowments or possessions.

When one feels envious he actually feels INFERIOR because he has judged that the actions or attainments of another are, first of all, desirous for self, and secondly, BEYOND the ability of self to attain or manifest. Dear ones, you can spend your entire live (and have) searching outside yourself for what is “BETTER” than the lot you have created, but searching outside yourself for self-worth which exists within will only confine you to feelings of critical frustration for the lack of accessing your own spiritual creative potential. YOU MUST KNOW that ALL you “have and “are” within your experience is what YOU have chosen to have and be. Why need you feel envy, instead of honor and reverence for another of what is your “perception” of outstanding achievement? Why not instead define what is “outstanding” achievement for self, by the degree of JOY and SPIRITUAL KNOWLEDGE AND WISDOM it offers you? How will you do this? Take back your GOD-given power by taking personal responsibility for ALL experiences within your manifested “illusion”. Ask THE FATHER GOD within you TO SHOW you that which YOU need to FULFILL HIS WILL in HONOR, BALANCE, HARMONY, JOY, INTEGRITY, and TRUTH. Then WAIT UPON GOD WITHIN to show you what are your unique contributions to the joyous, creative unfoldment of THE ONE ALL THAT IS!

7. SLOTH

Let us begin by first defining what is SLOTH: “Indolence; (which means: Adverse to exertion; lazy) idleness; laziness; disinclination to work or exert oneself.”

What we have witnessed most upon your plane is the sloth of your God-given reasoning MINDS. This MIND-SLOTH is what has made you easy target for lies and disinformation. The reason is that you have fallen into the habit of letting others THINK and REASON FOR YOU, and by this mind-laziness have found it easier to BELIEVE another’s projection or opinion of what is Truth rather than properly researching, by engaging your OWN logical reasoning mind with THE FATHER WITHIN, TO achieve KNOWLEDGE AND WISDOM of what is TRUTH. You see, in this way do you also shirk YOUR personal responsibility by not recognizing your responsibility to SEEK AND KNOW THE TRUTH WITHIN. You ones then further your “sin” by complaining and criticizing bitterly and thus casting BLAME outside yourself when the “lie” or “deception” is later discovered by you.

You ones still believe IGNORANCE IS BLISS? GODLY KNOWLEDGE AND WISDOM ACCOMPLISHED AND EARNED WITHIN IS TRUE BLISS, PRECIOUS ONES! Ignorance of Truth is an illusion that keeps you trapped within the living of a lie. You are NOT free and the truly sad thing is YOU DO NOT KNOW you are duped and trapped so then the chains can be brought about thee ever so tightly, and by the time recognition of Truth literally “slaps” your awareness awake, it is often most traumatic and too late for you to extricate yourself until finally the death of the body releases your self-allowed anguish and horror.

Is your true ignorance forgiven? ALWAYS! But NOW that you are becoming armed with knowledge and wisdom within of what is the Truth, WHAT WILL YOU DO TO CHANGE OF THE EVIL CIRCUMSTANCES PERPETRATED BY, OR AGAINST, YOU? WILL YOUR MIND-SLOTH BECOME APATHETIC WHICH IS INDIFFERENCE? AND THEN WILL YOU BE OVERCOME WITH THE PARALYZING HOPELESSNESS OF DESPAIR AND DEPRESSION WHICH IS GIVING YOUR GOD-POWER TO THE ANTI-CHRIST? WE, YOUR BROTHERS, YOUR HOSTS OF THE WORD OF TRUTH AND LIGHT AND WISDOM WHICH IS GOD AND THE CREATION, CERTAINLY INTEND TO LESSEN THE ODDS AGAINST YOU! CHELAS, WILL YOU HEAR? WILL YOU SEE? WILL YOU ACCEPT GOD’S HAND OF TRUTH, OF MERCY, OF LOVE AND OF WISDOM? WE OFFER YOU THE CHOICE, PRECIOUS ONES, AND THE CHOICE IS YOURS TO MAKE. MAY THE TRUTH, WISDOM AND FREEDOM OF WHAT IS HOLY GOD’S LIGHT WITHIN YOU BE IGNITED IN JOY BY YOUR WILL, YOUR CHOICE, TO SERVE THE UNLIMITED WILL OF GOD AND THE CREATION. SO BE IT!

There is also what is physical sloth or laziness. This simply is often counterpart to Mind-sloth. If you cannot move your mind into awareness most likely your body will not be motivated either. It is simply inability to LIVE or take in LIFE. It is also unwillingness to take responsibility by taking action for making changes which would “better” your lot in life. Ones who are slothful would rather sin in quiet (or not so quiet) self-pity and blame ALL “out there” and therefore not take self-responsibility for his “perceived” lack.

8. FEAR

We have also spoken of the “deadly” sin of feeling unnatural and excessive fear in the previous pages under, “How to recognize the Anti-Christ Within”. We discussed that the Anti-Christ traps you in the illusion of what is FUTURE-FEAR ORIENTATION.

Let us define FEAR: “1. An agitated feeling aroused by awareness of danger, trouble, etc. 2. An uneasy feeling that something may happen contrary to one’s desires. 3. A feeling of deep awe and dread.” And for fun, let us define what is AWE: “Reverential fear; dread mingles with veneration (respect or deference) and now we will define DEFERENCE which is yielding to the will or opinions of another OR respectful regard.”By keeping you locked in constant agitation or uneasiness about what could happen- you are robbed of the present moment of life which is the NOW of eternity. Generally speaking, one who is fearful of future possibilities/probabilities occupies much “time” in WORRY about possible consequences of a decision or an action and will also often procrastinate (delay) making the final choice. Let us define WORRY: “1. To be uneasy in the mind; fret. 2. To pull or tear at something with the teeth. 3. To cause to feel uneasy in the mind; trouble. 4. To bother or pester. 5. Worries- something that causes anxiety.” So many of you have expressed or heard the phrase, “I was worried sick!” It is true that fear and its handmaiden “worry” can and will literally make you ill. Simply by imaging in your mind a picture, idea or “horrid” consequence, you actually manifest the “realness” of that which you fear upon yourself. Whether the ACTUAL physical manifested outcome occurs according to your worst fears, or not, YOU have suffered in your moments of fear and worry as though it HAD occurred. Do you see? You are creating the worst even if it be only in your “mind” through the emotional REACTION of fear.

Often the question is asked in earnest, “Well, if we are told, for example, that the probabilities are high that we could soon experience a devastating earthquake in San Francisco and/or Los Angeles, are we not “feeding” the negative probability by believing it and thus insuring that it will occur?” We will answer in two-fold manner. First, you must recognize the facts of truth of your “present” circumstances…that the planet, Mother Earth, is a being who has been poisoned by YOU, HER GUARDIANS. She will need to cleanse herself, so this means massive earth changes will occur as a part of the process of bringing to the surface the poisons of nuclear detonations, pesticides, etc. which have been festering within her. Also, you have the “mighty” powers of Russian cosmospheres which unnaturally control the weather patterns, and which are able to detonate bombs already in place along your “fault” lines. So you have the agenda of your beloved planet who wishes only to be cleansed, and the agenda of the Dark brotherhood working through the “ELITE” few to control your planet and that means to ultimately destroy much of the population in order to manage THEIR domination more easily. Is information about lies, deception, and cover-ups perpetrated against you by these ones of THE ELITE, which is coming forth through the Journals, “negative” and therefore not worth your time to consider because you fear “feeding” the perhaps undesirable (to you) outcome of perceived “negative” probabilities? THIS MATERIAL IS INFORMATION GIVEN IN TRUTH, BE IT PERCEIVED “NEGATIVE” OR “POSITIVE” IN MANIFESTED REALITY. UNFORTUNATELY MOST INFORMATION PRESENTED SO FAR IS A RESULT OF GOD’S PROMISE TO EXPOSE THE “SATANS” OR “ADVERSARIES” WHO HAVE MANAGED BY FORCE AND ALLOWANCE TO HOLD YOU HOSTAGE IN “ILLUSION” OF SEPARATION AGAINST YOUR CREATOR WITHIN YOU BY DECEPTION OF TRUTH OF YOUR POWER OF ONENESS. WHEN IT BECOMES “NEGATIVE” UPON SELF IS WHEN YOU ARE NO LONGER IGNORANT OF TRUTH AND YOU STILL DO NOTHING TO CHANGE YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES BECAUSE YOU WOULD INSTEAD RATHER HIDE BEHIND YOUR FEAR AND SELF-PERCEIVED HELPLESSNESS!

Is it wrong to make “plans” for your future in your now? Not if it corresponds to the “positive” creative unfoldment of self-improvement and self-expansion of your knowledge and wisdom of Truth in your NOW. You see, YOUR DESIRE TO KNOW AND SERVE GOD will itself propel you ever forward in knowledge and wisdom of Truth. AND so too, (your desire) will demand the discipline of self to remain focused on your goal. Let us define discipline, “1. Training of the mental, moral and physical powers by instruction, control and exercise. 2. The state or condition resulting from such training. 3. Punishment or corrective action for the sake of training. 4. A branch of knowledge.” We would further add herein that there need not ever be PUNISHMENT of self or another to achieve discipline. Simple integrity of focused attention in gaining wisdom of Truth and recognizing and understanding consequences of thoughts and actions given in “error” are what are necessary to take corrective measures of action for successful training IN GODLY TRUTH to take place.

This scribe has recently heard it said, “In order to be a ‘winner’, (given in reference to a “karate” competition) you must develop the three D’s…DESIRE…DEVOTION…AND DISCIPLINE.” Well, we will ask you each to apply the beautiful simplicity of this statement to yourselves in your goal to overcome the false “illusions” of the Anti-Christ and become the “winners” of attaining your UNLIMITED SPIRITUAL FREEDOM by recognizing and reconnecting with THE FATHER/MOTHER CREATOR/CREATION WITHIN YOU. Remember, we discussed earlier how the “Anti-Christ” rules you by your desires-meaning for “things” or “attachments” of physical illusion. If your ONLY true desire is TO KNOW AND SERVE GOD, then where does that leave the Anti-Christ? Out the “door” of YOUR space on his behind!

Remember this too, precious ones, when you truly ASK the Father/Mother God/Aton within you FOR Truth, YOU RECEIVE TRUTH. This does not mean you will necessarily like or enjoy what you find, but as long as you remain devoted to the discipline of emotional detachment, such as from feeling paralyzing fear, you will become EMPOWERED by THE WISDOM of the GOD/GODDESS within you. Does this mean you will never feel fear again? Not necessarily, but you will by your desire, devotion and discipline learn to overcome your fear and take the necessary actions to bring about GODLY changes, whether it be within self or in “situations” or experiences put before you.

Here is another aspect of understanding fear which you must also recognize. You ones also can experience fear or alarm as a “warning” mechanism of clear or unclear present danger to you. Fear became the manifestation of your desire for “survival” on the physical plane. It was created by you because of the limitation brought about by your “veil” of forgetfulness about your soul immortality. And it was thus encouraged by the “deceivers” or “satans” in order to terrorize, control and enslave you through your fear of death of the body. Actually, even those of you who now KNOW your soul is immortal will still feel fear if you or your family is threatened in some way. You must overcome the fear by acknowledging the “warning” and seeking protection, counsel and guidance with THE FATHER WITHIN, so that you will be given instructions about how to best respond to the situation, whether it be defense of self and family or something other. Many ones simply fear physical pain and suffering more than death itself. So you must overcome the initial “fear” warning, and gain the counsel within to ACT in order to protect yourself or others. It is only when YOU are overcome and paralyzed by your fear that you will not listen to YOUR inner guidance and thus lose your power to change the outcome of the situation.

So in summation, when we say “your must conquer your fear”, we are speaking of future fear/worry orientation and that fear which paralyzes you into INACTION or feelings of HELPLESSNESS. Remember YOU are NEVER HELPLESS WITH GOD! You must learn to TRUST; you will ALWAYS be given whatever you need in ALL circumstances put before you. WHEN YOU SINCERELY ASK THE FATHER/MOTHER WITHIN, IT IS DONE!!

9. GUILT

Now, we will also discuss in further detail that which is guilt. Earlier, we talked about how the Anti-Christ traps you in PAST-GUILT ORIENTATION as a way in which to rob you of the NOW or present Moment of LIFE. We will first define guilt: “1. The fact or condition of having committed a legal or moral offense. 2. A feeling of remorse arising from a real or imagined commission of an offense. 3. Guilty conduct. GUILTY defined as, “1. Deserving of blame for some offense. 2. Convicted of some offense. 3. Involving, pertaining to, or showing guilt.”

The first thing you must realize is that to FEEL guilt about some past thought, word or deed does not always necessarily mean you are GUILTY of a “wrong” against YOUR SPIRIT WITHIN. The “wrong” to the Spirit Within occurs when you assume unworthiness or blame upon self and thus punish self by self-condemning thoughts and actions. You must always ask yourselves: do you feel “guilt” because someone else has offered it or imposed it upon you and you have accepted or allowed them to blame you for some action or occurrence which you KNOW you are really not “guilty” of? Let us give you an example of a response of “false” guilt which many of you ones will relate with in experience within your “modern” western civilization.

Let us say you are a girl child of eleven-years-old. Up to this age you have enjoyed relative childhood security, love and dependence with your Mother and Father. Then, suddenly, you are told by your parents that THEY no longer love one another and cannot live together and will become DIVORCED. Please understand this carefully, precious ones; IN MOST ALL CASES of separation of parents, the child or children BLAME THEMSELVES. You see, the child often believes that, “If mommy and daddy can stop loving each other, they can stop loving me, too.” We would suggest to you ones that if a couple says they STOPPED loving one another, they most likely NEVER truly loved. Do you see how confusing this sort of drastic change and separation is to a child? Now in our hypothetical case, let us continue with the story in which similar circumstances have occurred with many. The Mother retains “custody” of the little girl. The father leaves town, he says, for other work challenges and opportunities. The child seldom sees him anymore; he is always so busy. The child’s Mother must go to work, let us say for the first time since she became married to the child’s Father.

Do you begin to see what this looks and feels like to the little girl? She feels she has been rejected, she begins to feel unloved and unworthy because she blames herself for her parent’s divorce by perhaps not being a “good” enough little girl. Her mother works and comes home irritable, resentful and angry at the little girl’s father, which only adds to the little girl’s soul-anguish and feelings of unworthiness. The two people she loved, trusted and even idolized the most no longer exist for her. She is alone. Do you ones realize that ALL most of you truly want is to be sincerely always LOVED exactly the way you are without conditions?

So the little girl begins to punish herself. She begins to seek LOVE and acceptance outside herself which she feels she no longer has at home. Throughout her teen years she walks the path of victim by self-destructive actions and by continuous rejection by others. You see, like so many of you even now in adult state, she only want to BE LOVED, but because she feels UNWORTHY of the true LOVE she pines for, she continues to sabotage herself by choosing relationships which dishonor her as she dishonors herself. She may become angry toward “male” humans, because she is angry with her Father “for leaving her”. She may not only punish self but also seek to punish all “men” who represent her Father. Eventually her heart is so hardened she feels nothing, no joy, no love, no caring. It is her against the world and she feels alone and bitter.

Now God, our Father, is most distressed when one of HIS become lost in “negative” response to his/her manifested experience. HE in His mercy will send help to the child or young woman to help her recognize that there are those WHO do love and care for her. He will send her “signs” of HIS LOVE so that she may forgive and heal the dis-ease within self. Will she recognize THE LOVE OF OUR FATHER presented to her? It is her choice, for God will never force any. He will, though, wisely choose the one/ones who will manifest HIS LOVE FOR HER, which He deems will be most acceptable to her. It will then depend upon her soul integrity how well she will recognize, forgive and overcome her self-imposed “guilt”.

Many of you ones who NOW serve faithfully within HIS service, have manifested for yourselves very difficult circumstances in your growing years in which you had to ultimately understand, forgive and overcome in order to serve HIS WILL as willingly as you do now. WHY? Mostly you ones have simply asked for difficult “testing” in order to gain the compassion and understanding of how and why your brethren have been so crippled, deceived and so lost for so long, so that you can “relate” with the circumstances of the deceived and thereby be the most effective in helping them see “THE LIGHT” of GODLY TRUTH WITHIN THEM! Be most grateful for the lessons offered, learned and overcome, chelas; you are spiritually MUCH stronger because of them.

Now we will discuss Past-Guilt Orientation a bit more. If you feel guilty for some past deed, you must determine WHY the guilt is felt. If you recognize an error against another, then by understanding and learning the lesson and then self-forgiveness, you will have released GUILT. Many of you instead wallow around in the “horrible” situation and wish only to feel sorry for yourselves so that you think you are not responsible for the “error”. Recognize your responsibility, learn the lesson, forgive AND RELEASE it. IT is done and you further the transgression against you SPIRIT by “relieving” the “dastardly” deed in your mind and not LIVING your moment NOW in fullness. This is PUNISHMENT of self and is not of GOD, but of the ANTI-Christ. Do you see? You walk around saying, “I SHOULD have”…well, you DIDN’T and it is over. The next time a similar situation presents itself, and it will, you will know how best to respond with GODLY integrity, right?

10. HYPOCRISY

Remember Hypocrisy IS “The pretense (pretending to) of having feelings or characteristics one does NOT possess such as virtue or piety. We discussed under THE LAWS, number 17, that one of the biggest “signs” carried by ones possessed of “evil” is their Hypocrisy.

We will first discuss the Hypocrites of your “religious” Institutions who will carefully cultivate the “appearance” of Godly piety and high virtuous standards. And they will speak with “conviction” about the virtues of what they, in all their magnanimous goodliness or godliness, possess in order to LEAD you into the Righteousness of God’s Kingdom, where they themselves “reside”. So, while you deceived ones are crying tears of joy for being “allowed” the opportunity to be in the presence of one so great, you gladly fill the “hat” of this false one with all the “gold” you can spare, just so, perhaps, you too may be found “worthy” and allowed entrance into God’s Kingdom. But the hypocrite has you now. He will pass the “hat” again and again until you have no more to give…then he will abandon you and call you “unworthy”, and mostly many of you ones have believed yourselves unworthy and thus deserving of poverty. All the while he is seducing you and making you his “slave”, the hypocrite sits” mockingly” and smugly in his “false” splendor of hatred and manipulation, drooling lasciviously and covetously over the hoards of “wealth” he has STOLEN from you, the blind and ignorant sheeple.

After the “religious” Hypocrite has TOLD you what you must NOT do and what you MUST do to reach GOD’s Kingdom, and he knows you believe him, he knows you now BELONG to him and he will make you pay dearly. All along while the hypocrite is leading you into his slaughter house of deception, he will quite systematically, behind the doors of “secrecy”, himself break EVERY rule of Godly behavior which he has instructed you to follow. The Hypocrite’s motivation? POWER and CONTROL over others at ANY COST. He always believes himself superior in all things, particularly “intelligence”, when he is able to DUPE and DECEIVE others and also garner their GOLD for his OWN selfish interests. This one is under the spell of evil as is called false “pride” or also cancerous narcissism which we discussed earlier under PRIDE.

You, precious blind ones, now have allowed infiltration within most of you WORLD government systems and the “agencies” set up therein, of the evil narcissist HYPOCRITES at the lead or head, positioning themselves for the destruction of all goodness and freedom and ultimately YOUR enslavement to THEIR self-will of EVIL control. They are the ones, now without conscience, who will TELL you all you WISH to hear and THEN DO THAT WHICH THEY PLEASE to control you and render you “powerless” against THEM. The “bastard” seed of evil is now so insidious, it has infiltrated and possessed nearly ALL who would call themselves you “leaders”, and most of you ones know it not. That is how the narcissistic Hypocrite “satan” or “adversary” against GOD has come to now rule you; quietly, secretly and with extraordinary cunning. They have nearly accomplished your enslavement without most of you EVEN knowing the crimes of power-manipulation which have occurred before your very beings! Is it hopeless? NEVER! God WINS in the final confrontation with EVIL, but each fragment must choose GOD’S will by understanding and following THE LAWS OF BALANCE given in order to be allowed entrance into HIS HOLY KINGDOM OF LOVE, OF TRUTH, WISDOM and LIFE! What will YOU DO to EARN entrance into GOD’S Kingdom of LIGHT? GOD/ATON waits for your decision. ATON’S LOVE and PROTECTION and GUIDANCE is a breath away, precious chelas. HE awaits your sincere petition. Will YOU NOW take GOD’S hand of LIFE or will you fall into the trap of “illusion”, of darkness, destruction, ignorance and separation which is Evil?

We shall now briefly address hypocritical behavior practiced by you “common” folk. Are you kind and friendly with ones to their face and then because of jealousy, envy or prejudice denounce and criticize THEM in private behind their backs? This is commonly practiced among you ones, mostly without your “awareness” of same. We will set you to “awareness” now. You must not judge another human fragment as less or greater than you in God’s reflection; only judge their behavior which you know goes contrary to the Laws of Balance of God/Creation given forth. You honor ones when you extend your hand in honest love and friendship. But if you extend your hand giving the “impression” of love and friendship and secretly despise this human because he/she is black or brown or white or poor or rich or fat or thin, or, or, or…then you too, are a hypocrite. We will discuss more in detail on bigotry and prejudice lastly within your “deadly” sins.

So to discover or recognize the narcissistic hypocrite, you will need not BELIEVE what he SAYS he is or does or represents, but find out WHAT HE DOES in secrecy. Remember, “By their fruits, ye shall know them.”

11. VANITY

First we will define vanity “1. The condition or character of being vain; conceit. (arrogant self-esteem) 2. Ambitious display; ostentation. 3. The quality or state of being fruitless, useless, etc. 4. That which is vain or unsubstantial.” Now we will define vain “1. Filled with or showing undue admiration for oneself, ones appearance, etc.; conceited. 2. Unproductive; fruitless. 3. Having no real basis; empty: vain hopes. 4. Ostentatious; showy. In VAIN –to no purpose; without effect.”

Vanity, then, is the preoccupation with admiring, changing or altering and displaying one’s physical appearance, image or form because the vain one feels unworthy or INFERIOR WITHIN and often hides behind an ostentatious (pretentious excessive exhibition) display of self or of “superior” arrogance. Narcissism, then, is one who unduly (excessively, unjustly) admires self inside and outside in self-elevated status and separation from others because he feels SUPERIOR to others in appearance, in intelligence and in importance.

Evidence of the obsession for “appearing” beautiful physically according to self-accepted or adopted societal standards is most prominent with both male and females primarily within your Western “civilization”. Many ones have become ruled by and preoccupied with their physical “appearance” which to them most often means being “acceptable” to others. WHY? Because the ANTI-CHRIST has told YOU and given precise limitations of what is “beauty”. For example, within your controlled advertising media you have lovely ones who “model” for products. This, to give you desire for these products by creating “images” for better acceptance value by appealing to you innate drive within, which they have corrupted and erroneously redefined as “SEX” drive, (remember “libido”?) and thus cause you to WANT the product which give the false “promise” of beauty, “sex” appeal, health, youth, wealth, status, etc., according TO THEIR LIMITED STANDARDS of what YOU must desire of what is beauty, sex appeal, health, youth, wealth, status, etc., which these “models” (you are taught) represent because they ”LOOK” good.

With all of the attention given from childhood on only to “physical” appearance, the spirit within shrivels and pines for allowance and acceptance and freedom. This, because the Anti-GOD, which they have now allowed within, slowly crushes and all but destroys the beauty and divineness within which is THE SPIRIT OF LIFE OF GOD/PERFECTION. Very rare it is indeed, this day in “time”, that ones who have become FIRMLY trapped in the “VANITY” game of the adversary, are able to recognize their folly, and thus seek to release this “false” unworthiness and limitation brought about by the superficial preoccupation of physical “image”. You must accept self regardless of physical form. If you recognize that you wear too much weight upon your frame and it is not “healthy” for you, then you must decide to change of it and then DO it. Until then, need you love yourself (God within) less because you look or don’t look a certain way? NO! Commune with your SPIRIT within and find out WHY you consume more than you are able to use. Learn to understand why you do something and then you can work for positive adjustment within. Your physical health represents your “inner” health. Dis-ease of the body is the physical manifestation of what began as DIS-ease in the mind. Clean up your thoughts and your body will be healthy and vibrant as well; it is really so simple, but most of you miss it. You need not miss it anymore now, RIGHT?

We would also like to speak a bit about what is termed “cosmetic” surgery (butchery). Your own statistics show that many women feel less feminine or less attractive if they have “small” breasts. WHY does this happen? Because the images of BIGGER BREASTS and VOLUPTUOUS women are thrust before them beginning when they are children in nearly all of the “controlled” media. These young girls/women feel if they had “bigger” breasts that somehow they will be more acceptable to MEN and thus also be envied by WOMEN. You ones often, on the one hand, do not wish to be considered “sex” objects, yet you desire to fit what you are taught (programmed) is THE “sexually” physically attractive female figure. Don’t you see, beloved ones, you allow doctors to cut upon your bodies and cause you pain and suffering, and often later complications, just to fit an acceptable (to you) physical “image”? Again mankind (adversary) has corrupted the purity of the woman’s “breasts” by making them into hideous “sexual” objects of LUSTFUL desire. The beautiful grace of the feminine body which was created in beautiful perfection of GOD, has been cut into “pieces”…breasts, vagina, mouth, neck, legs, buttocks etc. of PHYSICAL LUSTFUL DESIRE. Do you know WHY the breasts were given unto WOMAN? Not as sexual “objects”, but for the suckling and nurturing of her BABE, a New Creature of GOD. Remember this, women, the next time you think to make yourself bigger breasts! You dishonor GOD within by despising your GIVEN physical form, and wishing to cut it up to make it into some image of what is “appealing”. TO WHO? WHY need you allow imposed images of perfection thrust down your throat? THE answer, precious ones, is YOU MUST NOT ALLOW other’s opinions and “images” to make you feel self-unworthy. Here is a test for you, women. Upon awakening in the morning next, go to you “full-length” vanity mirror and look upon yourself naked. What do you see? Can you look within the vanity mirror WITHOUT your makeup and hairdo, your girdles and padded brassieres and fine garments and SEE GOD? If not, then recognize and UNDERSTAND your transgression, commune with God within, forgive self and do not look again into the mirror until you DO see and know THE LOVE AND BEAUTY OF GOD reflected back!

And the same goes for you ones who are of “male” form of human. You experience vanity somewhat differently than women, but most of you still suffer feelings of inferior unworthiness when you gaze upon your nude body and face. We have seen you! God has listened to YOU! The dialogue within goes something like this: “IF ONLY I was taller, had bigger shoulders, a larger penis, hair upon my chest and/or face, had a flatter stomach a thinner frame, more muscles, more hair, blue eyes, brown eyes, whiter teeth, tan skin, light skin, and, and…I would be accepted.” Then the dialogue goes something like this, “IF ONLY I had more money, a new car, a better job position, and, and…I would be accepted”. Do you recognize anyone here…you of the male species? Do you see, precious ones, you set yourselves up, by believing the lie of “images”, to always fail in some way or another. ACCEPT your SELF WITHIN, HONOR you physical body which has been loaned to you. For this is the wondrous, beautiful vehicle, given of THE FATHER for YOUR SPIRIT WITHIN OF GOD to experience the wonders of creative spiritual unfoldment upon 3rd dimensional physical illusion!

Now, within your Western civilization, nearly every little girl and boy wants to “look” like someone else they have seen in a movie, on the “street” or in an advertisement. They are taught, through the programmed media and advertising, not to accept themselves as a beautiful individual reflection of GOD, because their physical features, they are told, do not measure up to the “ideal” presented of what is acceptable “beauty”. It is not wonder that the cosmetic and related industries make billions of “dollars” off of you ones, because they (the Anti-God) create the “image” and feed the vanity which is the result of ones feeling “they” never quite “measure-up” and will thus seek to improve what is now THEIR perceptions of physical imperfection. Even many of the ones your society defines as “beautiful” while they are young are most often cast aside when they begin to show signs of “aging”. And those who depend only upon their “looks” while they are you, will find themselves FRIGHTENED OF AGING and will thus become EMPTY INSIDE and BITTER because of the rejection by the very ones who “molded” and “accepted” them while they were physically “young” in appearance.

WHAT can you do, parents, to help positively guide your child toward the path of INNER BEAUTY and SPIRITUAL freedom and away from societal imposed “limitations” of acceptance? You must encourage the child first to understand his/her ONENESS WITH ALL…GOD/ATON, other humans, the planet, the mineral, plant and animal kingdoms, other planets, ALL OF LIFE AND ALL OF CREATION. Teach the child about GOD and HIS LOVE for ALL of HIS fragments of self. Teach the child about the Natural Laws of Balance given forth to maintain order upon CREATION and WITHIN CREATION. Teach the child about the nature of God’s gift of Free-will and the PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY EACH ONE HAS to honor GOD within and to SERVE ONLY HIS WILL because He is our JUST and Wise Spiritual Creator/Ruler and KING OF WISDOM. Teach them about the ADVERSARY and HOW IT has fooled many of God’s children. Teach the child that what they may perceive as separation, is only “ILLUSION” of separation and that many other ones they will meet, will not understand this TRUTH because they are spiritually ignorant and duped by the “adversary” of Godness and so then not yet spiritually aware. Teach the child to honor and be tolerant of ALL other human fragments as fragments of THE ONESELF of GOD and THE CREATION. And yet teach the child that he/she must ALSO recognize and not tolerate THE BEHAVIOR (ignorant, prejudiced opinions, misperceptions, and actions) which blatantly break THE LAWS OF Balance of God and Creation. So, teach the child he must defend self within honor of God’s Laws if one of these ignorant/spiritually weak ones wishes to cause harm (in thought, word or deed) to him or another. Teach the child about HIS power to co-create with GOD, and why he must monitor his thoughts, words and deeds in order to recognize his transgressions so that he can create a GODLY world in service to GOD’S WILL. Then you must teach the child to always see, develop and honor the spiritual and loving BEAUTY WITHIN SELF and ALL OTHERS,- which is the BIRTHRIGHT of ALL of GOD’s children. Teach the child the truth that Spiritual Oneness, Beauty, Power, Wisdom and Love WITHIN can never age or die or be taken away from anyone because THE SPIRIT IS WHAT IS REAL, IT IS THE SPIRIT OF LIFE THAT EXISTS WITHIN ALL OF THE CREATION in continual unfolding blossom of JOY and LOVE.

And so, you beloved parents of GOD, must also then LIVE in accordance TO THE LAWS and WILL OF GOD which you have taught the child, to set GOD’s example of balance and truth which the child will surely follow. So when you have done your duty for GODas Parent and have given (to the best of your understanding and awareness) the child the Love and Discipline of GOD’S WILL and THE LAWS OF BALANCE and you yourself, too, have set the example by your actions and behavior, THEN you must release the child to God, that he may choose with his own free-will his experiences and learn about his personal responsibility in the manifestation of LIFE.

Is it wrong to want to look YOUR best? Not at all. You must simply and honestly understand WHAT truly motivates you. To be neat and clean in your “dress” and appearance gives honor to self and to GOD as long as you don’t secretly despise and are not ashamed of your appearance and seek to alter it or hide its reflection of beauty. If you are acceptable and give honor to self as YOU ARE in physical form, whether it be male, female, black, white, tall, petite, red hair or grey hair, you will be acceptable and give honor to GOD/ATON. All others? They are individual reflections of God as well; whatever their limited “human” prejudices and opinions are matters NOT at all to you. Remember, in the “big” picture YOU are not your physical body, YOU are GOD’S fragment occupying physical manifested form of your choosing to allow experience upon this wondrous creation. ALL are beauteous creatures of GOD, each is different. Isn’t that WONDERFUL?!?! God, too, enjoys variety of His creatures within The Creation. Why think you there be so many types of lifeforms on just your tiny planet? Do you not enjoy the varieties and uniqueness of all the creatures and creations within THIS Creation such as of each type of flower, each color of the rainbow, each season of climate, each insect, each animal and each human being?

Are we saying it is “wrong” to wear your “make-up” and have your stylish hairdos and wear upon your bodies fine and beauteous garments? Not at all. You simply must recognize WHY you do these things. If you LOVE WHO and WHAT you are WITHIN and WITHOUT in your nakedness, then enjoy playing your games of make-up and dress-up because YOU enjoy it, it is FUN, you can afford to and it gives you happiness to do so, not because you despise your body and countenance for its “perceived” imperfections”! Or because you wish to “impress” others as to the finery of your jewels and garments, that somehow you are “finer” too. For example, you ones have “designer” everything now. (Such as, cars, furniture, appliances, clothing, cosmetics). Well, some “designers” have generated more “prestige” and admiration than others. Do you know many simply copy other designs? And many of your more celebrated and prestigious designers, use the creative designs of their apprentices? Yes, and they place their own name upon the garment. A bit of “stealing”, we would say. What is the point? If it is a garment, enjoy the beauty, fine quality and fit of the garment, because you enjoy the garment, not because you want the prestige and snobbery, not to mention vanity, of the designer label to be noticed by and somehow make you “better than” or socially accepted by “others”. Do you see the difference we are pointing out, dear ones? You blindly run about seeking approval from any but yourselves. We simply want you to recognize your folly in the things you do and desire and correct of it FOR YOU and FOR GOD/ATON our FATHER WITHIN YOU! Free yourselves from the bondage of vanity and you will be one LARGE step closer to reaching GOD’S KINGDOM!

Are we saying it is “wrong” to return color to the grey hair upon your heads, and to otherwise cosmetically “hide” from view what you consider “signs” of aging? Not necessarily “wrong”, just simply fact that you create, but are unable to accept certain changes of body deterioration and MOST ALL OF YOU ONES are horrified of aging or being OLD in your physical from. Why? Because, you’ve been taught again by the adversary that somehow you are less a HUMAN Being and less “attractive” when you are “old” and you will be rejected (and often are) as unable to contribute to humanity. DO YOU KNOW, DEAR CHELAS, THAT IS IS THAT VERY FEAR (planted by satan) IN YOUR MINDS WHICH STARTS “THE CLOCK” OF AGING TICKING WITHIN YOUR VERY BEINGS? YOU ONES, BY BELIEVING YOU WILL LIVE ONLY UP TO 100 YEARS OR SO, BEGIN YOUR OWN AGING PROCESS WITHIN YOU when you are small CHILDREN. And because of the now created, by the adversary through you ones, harshness, pollution and poisons upon your plane you really have no desire within to stay longer, so your body starts its deterioration process. Why are some more vibrant and healthy than others throughout their lifetime? The ones who are vibrant and healthy are IN LOVE WITH LIFE AND HONOR THEIR SPIRIT OF LIFE WITHIN. Their bodies simply age because they, too, perceive limit of life-span from early indoctrination, only they age perhaps with more dignity and grace because of the degree of spiritual purity of JOY and LOVE which they have recognized and cultivated within themselves and have GIVEN graciously to OTHERS.

Do you know that you could create a body which would LIVE for nearly endless number of years in your counting, IF YOU BUT KNEW IT INSIDE YOUR MIND TO BE TRUE? Our brothers of physical form upon Pleiades live more than some 1000 years in your counting in their physical form. At one time in your ancient civilizations of Atlantis and MU (Lemuria), your ancestors also lived to be over 1000 years of age in your counting. REMEMBER, YOUR IMMORTAL SOUL NEVER AGES, CHELAS. Most “physical” manifested bodies, though, eventually deteriorate, not always because of FEAR, but often because ones simply tire and become bored with having the “same” form, so they create deterioration of the form and move on to “new” realms and forms within CREATION. In the “higher” realms of GOD’s kingdom, your form becomes high concentration of cellular “light” and you can change it at will since it is ONE with your SPIRIT WITHIN.

It has often been said, “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.” So BEHOLD, through the “eyes” of GOD the beauty of ALL of the glorious, wondrous varieties of creatures and creations within THE CREATION. Only the Anti-God, or Adversary, through cancerous “prideful” Narcissism, seeks to bring illusion of “ugliness” and define, limit and confine what is “beauteous” so as to impose upon you boundaries of SEPARATION from FATHER/MOTHER and THE CREATION. The adversary cannot do this if YOU DO NOT ALLOW it to let you dishonor yourself by buying its LIE of standard “beauty”.

So, in closing on Vanity we will share a form of vanity which is most interesting and somewhat humorous to us. We observe many ones who even choose their pets, in accordance to acceptable “beauty” standards set by the adversary. For example, ones often choose the breed of cat, such as Persian or Himalayan, not because they love the animal, but because they desire the “expensive” socially-defined “beauty” to match their carpet and/or their self-imposed “image” of themselves which they wish to “project” upon their “admiring” friends and associates. Ah well…it shows just to what ends you ones will go in your desire to give the impression you are something OTHER than who you are!

12. PREJUDICE

First we will define prejudice (to PRE-JUDGE), “A judgment or opinion formed BEFORE the facts are know; especially an unfavorable, irrational opinion. 2. Hatred or dislike for a particular group, race, religion, etc. 3. Injury or damage to a person arising from a hasty and unfair judgment by others.” Now one who is prejudiced is usually also referred to as a bigot, defined as, “An intolerant, prejudiced person.”

So one who is prejudiced pronounces judgment based solely on their own OPINION which has very little or NO basis in truth or fact. For example, in your current society, when Hatonn, within the “Phoenix Journals”, brings up and exposes THE TRUTH about what are THE PROTOCOLS OF ZION, what is the true motivation of the ONES behind ZIONISM, how the term “jew” was created and is henceforth revealed as a misnomer of incorrect “made-up” word, he and the publishers are called ANTI-SEMITIC. Well, this word anti-Semitic is also USED by the ONES who are NOT Judean, but come from the Nordic and Mongol tribes of Russia, who were then called KHAZARS who adopted Judaism as their religion, to allow shield from “identity” and thus CAUSE confusion and dissention to FURTHER their OWN ANTI-SEMITIC, ANTI-LIFE or ANTI-CHRIST means. The word, as you have learned in previous “Phoenix Journals”, “SEMITE” comes from the lineage of one of the sons of the one called “Noah”. His name was SEM (SHEM), whose ancestor was ADAM, the father of the white human race, who was conceived by union of the Heavenly son and guardian angel, SEMJASA and an “earth” woman. Sem (Shem) and his line wherefrom came Joseph, “earth” father to Jmmanuel, were seeded of HOLY GOD from HIS celestial SONS. So to call one an ANTI-Semite does not mean anti-“jew” or anti-other races, it means ANTI-GOD!

Yet, you ones, including the truly GODLY Judeans, have been programmed by “opinion molders” created by THE EVIL ONES of satan who now call themselves ZIONIST JEWS, to falsely believe that those who openly expose and oppose the ANTI-GOD activities of ZIONISM, THEIR AGENICES, SUCH AS THE ADL, THE MOSSAD and the state of ISRAEL are ANTI-SEMITES and, therefore, TO BE SILENCED! Clever indeed have been the ones who wish only to DESTROY GODNESS and control your world. So you see, dear ones, if you believe the lies of the “opinion molders”, you too are then PREJUDICED, and by your IGNORANCE you become a tool of EVIL and allow destruction of SELF and OTHERS who follow you willingly down the road to HELL. You’ve heard it said, “The road to hell is paved with ‘good’ intentions.” Make sure you “good” intentions are GOD’S intentions backed BY TRUTH and KNOWLEDGE, not by OPINIONS designed to allow YOU to HANG YOURSELF.

The evil ones are possessed by irrational pre-judgment, hatred and dislike for others which makes them intolerant or bigoted toward those who oppose THEIR self-will OPINIONS of how things are or should be. As was discussed under the first “deadly” sin of PRIDE, if the one possessed of evil first cannot seduce others into believing what is THEIR DESTRUCTIVE and manipulative false VIEW of things, they will then desire and seek to DESTROY the ones of “goodness” and “integrity” because of THEIR (the evil ones) own intolerant bigoted will.

Now we would like to give clarification unto ones struggling to understand the meaning of Hatonn’s statement of truth, “There are no victims, there are only volunteers.” I, Sananda, and MANY of THE HOSTS OF GOD/ATON were present this weekend past, with our speakers, Desiree’ and George Green. Our beloved chela, Desiree’, repeated that statement to the group attending the “seminar” introducing “The Phoenix Journals”. We observed a very precious one unto us and GOD struggle with this concept. He asked two questions which we would like to bring clarification upon. But before we start, please let us give understanding of intent and purpose of these two of GOD's speakers.

Our beloved George brings the sharing of his life experiences with intent to introduce and bring understanding of THE TRUTH he recognizes within the Journals. He has much experience with speaking before groups, and of being target for criticism. He is “THE SOLID ROCK” who gives strength to the others of our mission because he moves fearlessly ahead in FOCUSED DEVOTION for bringing “LIGHT” and “TRUTH” where there is ignorance, in spite of the slings and arrows thrust at him and Desiree’, Dharma and Oberli and all the others of our circle. He brings you his earthly perception of understanding which he hopes you ones can relate with and FURTHER investigate for yourselves.

Desiree’ brings the balance of the SPIRITUAL lessons that GOD has presented within her. She stands in representation and humble service unto TRUTH that you may relate to her humanness to allow further GODLY clarity and understanding of YOUR DIVINE HERITAGE. Will they occasionally err in their projections of facts given in the Journals? Of course, they too have “limited” memory and many volumes to study. We tell you this that you relate humanly with these ones and recognize that the “errors” of details are minor, as the INTEGRITY of these blessed ones is integrity of DIVINE Godness. THEY have come in humble service as GOD human physical messengers to introduce THE WORD and plant the seeds of awakening within you ones. IT IS THEN UP TO EACH TO READ THE JOURNALS FOR YOURSELVES, make your own discernment of Truth and thusly, make the changes within and without to change of the evil circumstances before you. DO not expect these ones OR ANY OTHERS to “spoon” feed it to you and “discern” it FOR you!

Desiree’, in her humanness, at times feels “unworthy” and struggles in agony with her responsibility of HOW to best reach you. We have instructed her, as has our brother, Hatonn, that SHE need not “prepare” for presentation to you ones because GOD/ATON will give her that which she needs to share. Her “ego” resists and is afraid that she will somehow “forget” or say the “wrong” thing or “not hear” our instructions and become flustered. She still believes that because she has had no earthly “training” on public speaking that she cannot possibly be ABLE. We will set her opinion to straight, and she IS releasing her fear and “unworthiness”. Please recognize HER PURE INTENT, as well AS GEORGE’S, is to bring YOU THE TRUTH in balance so that you can, through Godly empowerment of knowledge and wisdom, FREE YOURSELVES from evil “adversary” bondage. In time with “practice” she is BECOMING most ABLE to share within the SPONTANEITY of GOD’S WILL. And as THEY TOGETHER continue to gain balance and harmony as a TEAM, wherever GOD takes them (as well as THE JOURNALS) in HIS SERVICE OF INTRODUCING THE WORD, HE, too, will confront the “ANTI-GOD, ADVERSARY” until there are no more “dark” places for the ANTI-GOD to HIDE! The adversary will be EXPOSED for the PREJUDICES created of malicious lies, hatred and deception and STAND NAKED before GOD for SELF-JUDGMENT. Which “side” will YOU choose? LIFE or death? GOD or adversary?

Now, in addition, when Desiree’ shared the diagram of HER perception of CREATION, she told you it was HER perception of guidance given to help HER SEE and UNDERSTAND the ONENESS and UNITY of ALL. She wished only to bring you more understanding of ONENESS. Is the diagram she gave wrong? NO, it is simply LIMITED in FULLNESS of understanding by the limits of your languages and perceptions of what is an UNLIMITED state of BEING.

Now back to our precious brother who we will call “A”. You asked of these ones, “Are you saying then, that the “blacks” volunteered for slavery?” (because there are no victims, only volunteers).

Yes, precious ones, because they CHOSE to play the part of “VICTIM” by being born or cast into slavery by the white ones. Is slavery wrong? OF COURSE! As you have read, it breaks the 18th Law OF GOD and CREATION. NOW in order to see and understand from the standpoint of ONENESS OF SPIRIT, you must not see yourself as of black or white or male or female but as a fragment OF GOD/ATON. ALL of you, regardless of the body you now inhabit, have played (or are playing) the part of VICTIM or VICTIMIZER throughout your life-times of experience. WHY DID YOU VOLUNTEER FOR VICTIMHOOD? OR TO BE VICTIMIZER? Because you became lost in your illusion, and many have repeated, through cause and effect of continual PREJUDICED behavior and NOT understanding or remembering YOUR GOD-POWER AND THE TRUTH OF ONENESS, the same lessons over and over again. You become victims as a result of being “false” PRIDEFUL and PREJUDICED and you volunteer as VICTIMIZERS because you are “false” PRIDEFUL and PREJUDICED. Are you not tired of this illusion of separation from source, precious chelas? We hope so! Because many of you have been and still are playing the part of victim or victimizer BY CHOICE TO REMAIN IGNORANT OF TRUTH! So what will you have left to volunteer for? SERVICE TO what is GOD’s WILL in Love, Harmony, Balance and Freedom. We offer you choice by offering you truth of your folly so that you may leave your “illusion” forever and come HOME to ONENESS of GOD once again!

The one who feels superior to others because he is white, black or brown, male or female, is prejudiced. The one who feels “CHOSEN” of special-ness to God because he follows Christian or Judean or Hindu or Muslim or Buddhist RELIGIONS is prejudiced. Do you see, precious ones, it MATTER NOT to GOD what color be your skin, what sex be your form or what religious doctrine you follow. Those are labels of manifested illusion. WHAT IS REAL IS THE SPIRIT OF FATHER/MOTHER GOD AND THE CREATION WHICH EXISTS IN ALL OF YOU! It matters not to God if you call yourself Muslim or Christian or Atheist, what matters is HOW YOU THINK AND HOW YOU BEHAVE toward yourself and your brethren, regardless of what THEY label themselves. DO YOU SEEK the harmony and balance of LOVE AND UNITY? Do you live your life in accordance to the natural Laws of Balance given forth? OR do you seek to feel yourself SEPARATE and SUPERIOR OR INFERIOR to others, such as, by class, by color or by religion? That is PREJUDICE, friends. Do you openly disregard THE LAWS given forth as “outdated” or “false” which means you are PREJUDICED because you “don’t know” or refuse to understand THE FACTS of LOGIC which is the FOUNDATION of THESE LAWS GIVEN FORTH FOR BALANCE? You see, chelas, to be an “israeli” meaning CHOSEN of GOD, is to LIVE IN ACCORDANCE TO gOD'S WILL in light, unity, love, wisdom, truth, balance and harmony. Israel is NOT A PLACE, it is a SATE OF BEING (I AM) OF ONENESS AND BALANCE OF HOLY DIVINE GOD AND THE CREATION. The other question asked by my beloved brother, A. was along this line, “I was taught that Jesus was dark skinned and curly haired, yet in several of the Journals, there is a picture which depicts him as fair skinned with dark hair? WHY?” First beloved A., do not become distracted by images of appearance. I, Sananda, who you ones called “Jesus” was “born” of Judean parents of fair skin. My seed was of the lineage of Rasiel, a descendant of the Sons of Heaven. The guardian angel, Gabriel, then brought my seed and inseminated Mary. IT MATTERS NOT WHAT FORM I TOOK! Your concern from the confusion of images presented to you of my being, precious one, is that you fear you will not recognize me when I return in manifested form. FEAR NOT, BELOVED A., YOU OF MINE BROTHERS WILL KNOW ME! Not by my image, necessarily, but by MY BEING, MY ENERGY, MY ONENESS WITH MINE FATHER ATON!

Blessings be unto this precious one who asks in sincere intent that Truth be given unto him, for his questions were asked in behalf of the many and when ye ask of GOD, ye shall receive your answer in the TRUTH and WISDOM of THE ONE ALL THAT IS. I AM.

We will now close this document and this Journal that you precious chelas, our brothers and sisters, will have before you the wondrous tools of recognition of that which is LIFE OF GOD/ATON and that which is SEPARATION, DARKNESS, IGNORANCE AND DEATH OF SPIRIT WITHIN, the Anti-Christ, Anti-God, satan, adversary. May you NOW from this MOMENT OF ETERNITY, wisely understand and follow the laws laid forth herein, that you may witness and participate in the UNLIMITED SPIRITUAL co-creation and freedom which is YOURS, if you but align yourself IN the BALANCE of ONENESS which is HARMONY, LOVE, POWER, WISDOM AND TRUTH…THE WILL OF OUR FATHER GOD. So be it.