Spirituality Rears its Ugly Head

I've noticed that since I've become more spiritual and grounded and confident, the more bi-polar I also get. I have tons of love, but this also seems to be equated now with tons of negativity and resentment building up in me.I can only hope it will all just come up and out, and never come back again.Perhaps it is my ego's death-throes.
E-mail me when people leave their comments –

You need to be a member of Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community to add comments!

Join Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community

Comments

  • That's actually good news, the resentment and negativity is surfacing and for a very good reason.
    --> You so much want to let it go.

    Resentment is like tricky ropes, tricky ropes that keep bringing the past into the now, they twist around you, creating obstacles, relying on old patterns and ways of thinking.

    It's a challenge.

    I'm also bipolar and have managed to change the old patterns.

    Every time resentment boils up, I purposely change my attitude to one of understanding and one of dismissing it as
    old stuff and baggage I no longer carry.

    I've been having very vivid dreams of people I know and have met, in my dreams I'm always travelling somewhere and something is always going wrong, I forget my handbag somewhere and have to run for miles to find it, or my car breaks down and I end of walking and hiking and getting lifts from strangers, and in all these dreams, there are people I get on with very well and some people I somehow resented.

    When I wake up, I remember my dreams, and strangely enough the people I previousely resented and who appeared in my dreams, seem to dissolve out of my life or my resentment towards them dissolves.

    I suggest you go with the flow and work it !

    Work through the reasons of the resentment and negativity, work it Amelia !

    hugs
This reply was deleted.

Blog Topics by Tags

  • - (955)

Monthly Archives

Latest Activity

Drekx Omega left a comment on Comment Wall
"Yup, someone playing around with an old movie prop, like the low budget B-movie; "Attack of the Crab Monsters" (1957)😉

https://whatculture.com/film/10-gloriously-schlocky-1950s-b-movies-..."
48 seconds ago
AlternateEarth left a comment on Comment Wall
"Yeah, Movella-that thing looks like a prop from an old low budget b-movie"
30 minutes ago
AlternateEarth left a comment on Comment Wall
"Italy and Spain are loaded with the islamic death cult rapers like everywhere else-they probably think they'll be terror attacks-didn't starmer say he wanted to keep Brits safe by not entering the war at first?"
31 minutes ago
Drekx Omega commented on AlternateEarth's blog post Congressman Sounds Alarm: Five Top Scientists Missing, Three Dead In Eight Months As Feds Register Aliens.Gov Website & Mysterious Objects Filmed In Skies Across US
"This is the video in which the claim was made by Gaetz, when interviewed by Benny Johnson....Frankly, the idea that you can force illegal migrants from Earth, into "breeding with aliens" and somehow, hey presto, you have a cross-breed who can…"
31 minutes ago
AlternateEarth posted a blog post
 The US is getting bombed by meteors and strange loud booms!Any day now; alien.gov-aliens.govViDS; Congressman Sounds Alarm: Five Top Scientists Missing, Three Dead In Eight Months As Feds Register Aliens.Gov Website & Mysterious Objects Filmed In…
48 minutes ago
AlternateEarth posted a blog post
Rep. Burchett Says Americans Would FREAK OUT If They Knew What Congress Has Been Told About UFOs & AliensDuring an appearance on Newsmax’s Finnerty Wednesday, Rep. Tim Burchett (R-Tenn.) responded to a recent statement by ex-Congressman Matt Gaetz…
55 minutes ago
Drekx Omega left a comment on Comment Wall
"I hope everyone can spare time to view/listen to this latest X22 report...It's spot on and reveals much...Enjoy...

https://rumble.com/v77zgtq-ep-3875b-trump-is-playing-chicken-with-t..."
1 hour ago
Movella left a comment on Comment Wall
"Thanks!😁🪷"
1 hour ago
More…