Spiritual Blogs

Last night when I was going to sleep I could hear my children again...I have no fysical kids yet...Me and Xzai-Ons children are just souls so far,or as some might call them spirits. But they are our children witch are waiting to bee born...or should we say...waiting for their fysical bodies and to get born...

It is 4 children, 2 boys and 2 girls...Theye have alredy got their names...The boys Xzantos and Xzander sounds to me like they are older than the girls when they talk....like they where in the same age...Start to wonder if this souls of the boys are going to bee fysical twins or something... I just know that Xzai-On has a identical twin and also his father has a twin brother as well...So it is actually highly possible that I´ll give birth to twins someday..or the boys will bee born very close to eachother...

Xzantos and Xzander are very sweet boys...They do as they are told. They are deffenitely not rebellious at all! If I tell them that they are not going enywhere without Michael, they are not doing  that...Yesturday the boys asked me if they could go visit their father upp in the Phoenix fleat. I told them that yes they can go, but they are not going enywhere withouth Archangel Michael. I told them that Michael has to go with them if they want to visit daddy! Cause mommy do not want that something happens to them on the way...mommy would get devistated if something would happen to my sweet boys..So they had Michael to come with them to protect them....My boys are very sweet natured and loving. They are also independant and can bee tiny rascals at times so you can not do enything else than laugh at them...But they are very sweet and loving our boys...

Joyce is the name of one of our daughters. She is very sweet and loving too..She is pretty independant and do not mind playing by her own if her sister do not want to play. She seems to bee more of the silent type than her younger sister..probably a bit shy.

The youngest of them witch you clearly can hear when she talks is our little Hope. She is what you could call a little mommys girl.. She is constantly with me and constantly questioning me...Like...what is that...what are you doing mommy etc...she is very social little girl and she likes to talk and socialise!

Like the other day, Hope asked me if she can cook food with me! I told her of cause! One day soon we can cook some delicious food together to papa and the other siblings... She loudly shouted out of joy " YAYYYY!!!!!" Most of times when she gets excited she shouts WIIIIII...She is just to cute our little Hope...She is one little giggler also....

Yesturday night when I was in my bed and redy to go to sleep...the children  was all there in the room..little Hope then said " Mommy can I bee close to you in bed!?" I said " Of cause you can!" Then Xzantos, Xzander and Joyce also wanted to come in the bed next to me! I could feel their hands holding me tight for comfort! I fell a sleep with a smile in my face and I felt happy and safe with the cnowladge that our children was with me...and I Fell a sleep peacfully...

I have seen Hope and Xzantos in a vision, so I Know what theý will look like..the other two I have not seen yet in a vision. Hope will look amazingly a lot like me, but with daddys eyes and plump lips, Xzantos will look a lot like his father, almost identical looking, but not as tan as his dad...

I Love our children so much, from the bottom of my heart and soul and I want so eagerly to bring them into this world..my sweet little babies...even thought they are still, for now, only spirits in waiting to get their bodies and to get born...My beautiful. beautiful children...mommy loves you so very very much....