Excuse me for my absence from this website, as I've been checking out other forums.
Tomorrow is my birthday where I will be turning 17 (yes, I'm that young), and while my birthday is coming up I have been pretty much expanding and combining ideas that range from: the Occult, Deism, Metaphysics/Ontology; to Taoism and Zen Buddhism. That being said, I feel that the esotericism of today has been watered-down and devoid of real Metaphysics; with the New Age being a copy of Theosophy and Theosophy being a copy of all of the ancient mysteries without much Philosophy. The New Age, as I have said before, has been too much riddled with reptilians, UFO/Aliens, indigo/crystaline beings, you name it. This is no disrespect to my friends on this website who are into that, but the main reason why I was here was to basically try to bring Philosophy into the esoteric circles.
This goal has evolved into not only learning from people, but to bring my learnings to teach to people - regardless of the quantity of people. My goal is to try to incorporate Magic, Alchemy, Meditation/Contemplation, Symbolism, etc., into the realm of Philosophy, Metaphysics/Ontology, and even Naturalism (which is what I'm currently exploring). I'm also going to incorporate the classical educational systems of Trivium (Grammar, Logic, and Rhetoric) and Quadrivium (Music, Number, Geometry, and Astrology) into the mix.