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I was suddenly in my parents huge building that we moved in when I was 2 years of age. It is a huge house, It has a cellar, 1st floor and a second floor. It has 2 rooms in the first floor, includig bathroom, kichen, livingroom and a dinningroom including a small closet! The second floor contains 2 rooms, a livingroom, bathroom, balcony and closet! There is also a door witch gos to a place where my parents have had to a storage room. It is that big that storage room that a small 2 room apartment, with kitchen and bathroom would have fit in there still...But my parents never did eny makeover there, they simply used it at storage room.

Well enyway, I was back there to my childhood home. But the house felt heavy and in very bad condition...Like it was very old and in extremly bad condition...Still it was useable...But I did NOT like the air in that house it was heavy and nasty! It made me uncomfortable and I couldn´t understand why! Suddenly I heard footstepps and I noticed a man! He noticed me too and I did NOT like the expression in his face and not his eyes aighter! I fled as fast as I could...runing to the second floor with the man chasing me tightly from behind! I ran emidiantly to the bathroom where I knew he could not get me, cause I knew the key was still sitting in the keyhole from inside the bathroom so it was just to lock it! I rushed in and closed the door and locked it in the last minute... The door started to voilantly have noices when that man desperately tryed to get me by voilantly try to brake the door...The air got extremly heavy in that bathroom...suddenly I heard a noice close by and turned around and I got pretty amazed to see the toilet was off from that hole where the toilet is stuck into...someone or something had with brutal force moved the toilet....I wanted to scream and I tryed to scream out the name of my beloved " Xzai-On HELP!" I screamed but it felt like i was drained of energy...my screams became more like a small beep "Xzai-On HELP!!!" I started to cry, my love did not hear me or he simply did not give a damn, i thought to myselfe! (Xzai-ON had been long time awake and therefor was not in the astral world) I could hear footsteps move away from there and it suddenly got death silent!

Suddenly the hole where that toilet had been stuck to before started to spit out shit wather with nasty smelling content in and the smell reminded me like a old sewar! It was DESCUSTING! I could not stand to bee in that bathroom eny longer so I open the door and thought to get the fuck out from there, so I thought to flee from the balcony! I got out and what I saw got chills against my spine. The sky was in pitch darkness...the clouds where enormously heavy that you could bearly breeth and it looked like the clouds where on fire with an intence reddish hot flame...It was like seeing HELL that is what it was! I saw the man talk with someone in the dark, could not see who it was...and if you ask me... I am happy I did NOT see who it was! The heavyness outside the balcony was well enough for me! I heard the man say to that thing or something that was hiding in the pitch black darkness " We have her, We have Xzai-Ons chick o lord!"  The voice of that things was the most horrible and chilling voice I have EVER HEARD in my LIFE! It is hard to explain. It was bearish animalic monstrous gurgling sound in that voice and it said " EXCELENT! Do not let her leave the house!" I think he saw me cause suddenly I shouted " FOOLS!! Don´t let her get away!" The man who was speaking with this thing in the dark turned around and started to run towards the house!

I slamed the balcony door and ran with full speed downstair! I knew this house well cause I used to live there during childhood so I knew where the cellar was! I opened the cellar door in the tiny hall and I was sure to bee quick because that man would deffenitely bee there in eny minute...But when I opened the cellar door I was chocked how much JUNK there was! It was covered with filth and JUNK! But I was determant to get the fuck out of that place so I started to crawl trough all the junk...it was tight! I HATE tightness! But was determant to get the heck out from there and concentrated on my crawling and not on how freaking tight it was! Suddenly it got wider! and i could crawl on my knees! I saw hole in the wall where there used to bee a door to my fathers office. I crawled in and i fell stright on something that looked like old CDs...2 girls suddenly looks at me, probably chocked over that a woman suddenly apeared from the hole... I passed their sofa and moved to the door where people used to come into my fathers office from outside...I opened the door and the sun was shining britght! I JUST wanted to get the FUCK OUT FROM THERE! I started to flax with my arms while I was runing in a desperate try to fly away from there, I slowely and surely started to take off...I started to fly! I could not get so high upp at first because I was simply to drained of energy! I was only 5 cm abow the ground. The 2 girls must have seen me flying abit abow the road because they came runing out and the Asian girl said " WAIT! WAIT LIGHT DIVA we are coming with you!" The other girl was a black girl and she said " YES! We are coming with you!" They took something that looked like hoverboards...I could feel I was gaining energy back and I started to feel my angel wings evolved out of my back. The two girls where stunned and looked at eachother like they couldn´t bealive what they where seeing! I took off with speed with my angel wings out from that place as fast as I could..The girls tryed their best to keep upp with their things that looked like hover boards! I woke upp stright after that!

 

When I Looked at myselfe in the mirror I was chocked at what I saw... I looked like a living dead corps on my lipps! They where white grayish as a dead corps...

 

Thank GOD, lord all mighty that I have with me my guardian Archangel MIchael constantly! Cause if I did not have Michael guarding me who KNOWS if I would have got stuck in that Hell hole to place for ever...and I guess you all can take a guess what that might have ment....